
To the comment from the last panel at ch45. I understand where Niel is coming from. I understand his fear, anxieties and insecurities. Believe me, I experienced that fear. But the way he disregarded Jensen's feelings as confusion and he is not serious about it? That's a big no no for me :(( I know he is afraid that Jensen might leave him again like his past bestfriend but when the Jensen confessed to him, he told him to forget about it and WHEN Jensen told HIM to forget his confession, he accused him of being insincere I'm just hurt for my boy Jensen. This is just my opinion, don't mind me ahahahahaaha

I read the novel (MTL) and
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her mom would really get married to prof baek
And heewon attended the wedding. But I still hate her for abandoning heewon and making her feel worthless and not worthy of being loved

So here's the update!
Her mother suddenly acting concerned like a mother makes heewon feel weirded out. She ask her why is she suddenly concern and cried on their way to the hospital. Heewon having a flashback when she was sick and in pain as a child and her mother only visit while she's asleep (pretending to be asleep) and leave before she woke up. She doesn't want to look at her mother's face while she is on her way tk delivery room coz she might yearn again for her maternal love like when she was a child but in the end when the child has been born, she saw her mother crying (she still feel weird by her mother's concern) and cried "mom, mom" . I guess she became emotional after being a mom too?
Even if her mom would explain her side? I would still hate her.
Seungho pls protect nakyum