to those who are confused, here is the explaination (creds by WishHint)
http://www.mangago.zone/home/mangatopic/11046552/
and here is the full english translation by a fan named lastromeo (bless the translator)
https://archiveofourown.org/works/28126470?view_adult=true&view_full_work=true











babun siot uke ni degil namampos heartless, ha tak sabar aku nak tgk rxn kau bila seme tinggalkan kau ha time tua aku blh ckp PADANMUKA NOKHAROM PUNYA PERANGAI vavi betul,, frust tau bila baca ni
dah la seme kau give up je la ngn uke tu,, kau deserve better srs,, unless uke tu ada massive chrcter development than tu OK. wth pahal shitty sgt uke time seme hving hard time kau boleh senang je cari bf baru? apa jadah weh