
Is it just me who thinks the FL is freaking annoying? She pushes a 10 year old to be like that of the original story so she can come home, not thinking of the others feelings and hardships he might take if he continued there.
Ugh im dropping this

for all she knows, after her death in this world, the ML is going to live a happy and loving life with the FL of the book: and since she couldn't return to her world while dying the first time, she thinks that she has to make sure the story goes how she thinks it was written, I don't really understand how that makes her annoying

The part that annoys me the most is that she pushes the narrative that "you must become a tyrant" or "you must like people with dark hair not light hair". Why not let him carve his own path? And yeah sure he will be happy in the end but she knows how hard his journey will be, and will be actually driven into madness. Why not stray away from that thorny path and let him live a peaceful life?

Because when she got into that world she knows someone or something told her that she needed to follow this world's "script" so she could come back home, and so for that since when during her first life just letting time pass didn't lead to her coming back home -> didn't follow the script correctly, now she's trying her best to make it happen as it's supposed to be
Also reminder that all she wants to do is go back home, and that when the ML meets the FL of the book she cures him of his madness and makes him have a happy and peaceful life (at least that is what she thinks is the end of the book)

So... youre saying that, "fck it, imma throw my conscience outta the window, slowly and "innocently" brainwash a 10 yr old kid, saying and teaching him things how to become a tyrant and follow the script by making go thru hell or watever, despite the fact that i might have the capability to change that, becuz i want to go fcking home. Like, hes gonna have a happy ending at the end, so i think its just ok to sacrifice his sanity and innocence at young age just so i can go home lolol" is ok?
Welp im outta here ε=ε=(ノ≧∇≦)ノ

This is a valid comment tho. I feel lyk they should have emphasized WHY she had to go home that it's worth it for the ml to suffer. I honestly like MCs who want to go home after being isekaid. And after she died but was still in the novel world, if she was someone who rly rly wanted to go home, she should've become a little crazy or depressed that she has to go through the story again. Otherwise, she does seem a bit cruel in pushing the tyrant narrative to an obviously sweet child for smth as vague as wanting to go home.

I get that she thinks this world is only a "book", but shes already lived in this "book" for a lifetime, even if it is short lived. Not getting attached to anyone in that "book" despite living for a while in there is... something.
But the fact that, despite seeing what he went thru in her last life, she letting it happen again?? To a kid???
And i also cant with the blaring fact that, she already followed the script last life, she died for him yadda yadda yadda, but the promise that she will go back to her first life didnt happen... and she still just gonna follow the script again?? Did she even question, "wut?? Nani happening??? I followed the script already. Y am i not back to my first life?"
I dont actually hate her. Im just not comfortable with how she dealt things and the lack of feelings despite that she already lived with there for a lifetime, and despite being an "adult who lived two lives" she letting a painful experience happen to kid she grew up with in the last life, even with the promise of happy ending for him

Yeah it does seem a bit evil actively trying to follow the plot despite the instruction to being so vague like one wrong move and the plot could collapse and there's not even anything like a system guiding her to tell her that her mission already failed and she won't be able to go home. She seems cold blooded but I guess because the insanity and path to being a tyrant was just presented to her as a plot and she didn't exactly witness it, this is what she chose.
Whipped to the max and I have no complaints