
I totally love the novel, it describes FL's personality, fears, complexes, uncertainties really well. She had a very pitiful and heartbreaking life as a child and on top of that, she knows that the ML is destined to be together with Rosaline and she is just a side character. Overall, she is very weak,so the story is not for those who can't emphasize with these type of characters. She is pitifully weak but there is no way someone in her situation could be strong and determined. That's why when she leaves, it's kind of like a liberation. Novel has the same title so everyone who is interested can find it on NU.

So, is there any other source than novelupdates to find the novel? There is no info about ch10-150 there and I don't wanna start reading like this.

About that I've heard that they had an issue so they take down their translations but if ypu still want to read it http://www.jjwxc.net/onebook.php?novelid=3192481 ypu need to buy the original copy first then show it to them so they can give you their translations
The problem is that missing some details and changing the flow and interactions between the protagonists (e. g. when Lyla leaves) change the whole emotional part of the story. The catharsis you feel when Lyla finally leaves (Ch. 32 in the novel) is totally missing here because of these changes. That's why everyone thinks that it's a sole lack of communication problem although it's more like a complete lack of trust - because you can't build your trust on a base that doesn't exist at all. And without that why would Lyla open up to the "kind to everybody but only loves Rosaline" Aslan? And idiot Aslan with his bad memories and experiences about his parents and the previous Lyla why would open up to the current Lyla? Btw, it doesn't help the story that they even changed Aslan motives (and thus his personality) too by missing some details here.