Gosh this is so heartbreaking so tragic and to think people actually go through something like this and its not just fictional just how cruel life can be… and i completely understand theo. his decision to not let his beloved go through hell and back for him to just for him to die in the end but it must have hurt so much for the mom too she must have thought about it for all her life the reason theo left all of sudden was it her fault? Did he fall out of love? Did he somehow did not want anything longtime and he had a someone waiting for him back in the states? All those things must have killed her everyday we will never know coz she is not here now its just so cruel there is no right answer here its just life…
I miss them so much i even dreamed a whole dream about Shin and Jake yesterday night! woke up feeling like a widow missing my dead husband and spent the entire day reading a fanfic of them! ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭ and it was absolutely amazing and now i miss them even more coz they were yearning for eo so much in the fic now I'm more devastated than ever ┗( T﹏T )┛ Just what i needed (●'◡'●)ノ
https://archiveofourown.org/works/46337788/chapters/116664439
Here is link its a military au and the writing is lil funky in the first 4 chapters but do not give up the writing improved so much after the 4th chapter and the fic is amazing!







There so freaking lovely man i need someone to love me too i feel so envious