rahhh this series is so ... melancholic - hopefully the FL will have a happy ending IF NOT I WILL LITERALLLLYYYY RAISE FIRESSSSSS SHE CAN NOT SUFFER MOREEEE
The worst thing is that, although it's fucked how the FL's first love essentially abandoned her once she died and even spread the rumors that she was a witch.
However it was a messy situation being that, the first love truly did love her sister and would do anything for her even kill wisteria. The parents again hid the truth to protect the daughter that was theirs biologically and (presumably) alive.
So it's not a good or bad sitaution but rather a dark grey one which I do believe the FL needs to meet with her first love and her sister.
Because despite everything, her sister is the one who geuinely loved Wis and even in death goes out of her way to remember her.
... this story is so sad.
Like our FL literally just wanted to support Enoch but I guess that got to him, being that her father killed his parents. But never the less that doesn't mean rape is justified in any which way or sense.
Though it's unfortunate to see how enoch is so different from his younger self
To my future self : chapter 16 - I really do hope that the princess isn't a white lotus, even though it's heading that way, and that it's just that she has a crazyyy ass dad, who has a thing for beefing with little kids
welll she's not as kind as I thought she was however I suppose she's written to be more of a complex character. Being that she's the spoilt daughter of a tyrant who will grant her any wish she would want. Ofc under these circumstances she would become a somwhat of a twisted person. Hopefully she gets a redemption arc, I'm tired of these white lotus villainess'
... ngl the plot for what it is, is quite good. Though the fact that it's a romance does sadden me lmao.
Being that yes the ML did willingly isolate the FL, to the point in which he didn't care if she died. Not because he was openly cruel but rather because he felt nothing to her at all.
He viewed the concept of mates as a weakness, as after meeting their mate dragons die shortly after their loved ones. Therefore as a way to combat against fate he distanced himself from his mate the FL.
However once she died he was filled to the brim with a deep emptiness, as that's what happens when dragons loose their mate. And it drove him to madness, to the point in which he wants to turn back time.
Although the story is quite cute with the reference to dragons and the kiddos, the idea of 'fate' is quite bothersome to me. Being that the ML only really cares about the FL becuase she's his mate, he can't escape her and he is very much bound to her and vice versa.
In their first life the ML tried to break the chains whereas in their subsequent lives the FL tries to break the chain.
To think that nothing would have happened if the ML treated the FL right in their first life instead of overcomplicating everything.











The story dragged out the romance too much. The FL and ML like each other ... why don't they get together? stfau with the 'I have a crush on you, but I won't be with you.'