
i kinda wish jaekyung had more internal monologues during the story... idk his just so badly written as a seme jerk tormentor ??? like yeah the whole point of him is to be insufferable but there's always just him angry, not much of him just being a normal person?? it's so hard to link kim dan's feelings towards jaekyung because there's hardly any time i can remember that jaekyung wasn't being a dickwad.

Very well put. Even if the author doesn't mean for us to see his POV, some reasons to his behaviour should have already been put forward as clues? Like troubled past, complexes, anything that would make him seem more "human". There's already 40 chapters, but it's the same thing over and over again :/ i see no progress whatsoever.

the only part that i keep circling back to was when jaekyung met dan's grandma but even then there was hardly any "warmth" from him after. other shitty seme characters would have some parts of him that you can think "i get u've been hurt but that's no excuse to do this" but with jaekyung i don't remember much instances like that

Oh right, the grandma episode. I already forgot about it. It was a surprising gesture that led nowhere and was never explained. I wonder if seme is really a jackass to such an extent that him having a decency to get the uke out of interrogation is like supposed to be revolutionary to his character arc

must feel very shitty to bare your heart out and expose your issues about your parents leaving you alone and then having someone you like start off their piece with something along the lines of "i cant stay here with you anymore"

The hardest thing ever. To endure the embarrassment and bare our heart our out just to tell them. We're dying to tell someone but it's an embarrassment. We're dying yet we need someone to know and validate our feelings. Am i right to feel this way? Am i wrong? He must've felt like this. No one was there to tell him what is actually right or wrong. How he supposed to feel. And now .. he got told that he might be left alone.. again. Must hurt damn lot.
he's dealing with so much trauma and him being in the idol industry sure won't help. i hope the author can give justice to mc's story