
like the mc is insufferable but also not?? like his personality is shit but it's entertaining watching him struggle with his whole "i hate this guy's guts but he's cute i guess sure let's take him in" persona towards ml. idk the whole story so far feels so on the edge like im always waiting for a huge fight to blow over that will serve as catalyst to finally explain ml's side and maybe have mc sort out his feelings... and just when you think this fight/conflict is the one to do it, the tension will simmer down and turn to this weirdly endearing strained lovey dovey moment.

right?? i mean obvi the drugging part was wrong and uncalled for, the story would've worked just fine without it... but yeah in the recent chapters i just think mc is silly or idk basically a tsundere or something. maybe because ml is so patient that as a reader i just feel like mc's rude actions aren't that serious?? i do hope the author address all the issues in the story and won't just brush it off as part of the grand plot twist (if there's any) like please let us see ml's pov soon

one plot device(?) i loathe is when one party decide for the both of them when it's a relationship that should be decided by both parties. maybe because the author made it so clear where suyeon's apprehensions root from that's why i don't feel as annoyed about the whole "im so bad for you so i'll leave you without even consulting how you feel" like i trust seme will pull through since he's obvi down bad but i hope suyeon really will be able to heal from all the trauma he's been dealt with.
it's gonna be such a shitty feeling in your face moment if ml did turn out to be plotting something to get back at mc. i mean mc deserves it lol just for the drugging alone... i feel like the reveal or ml pov will happen soon ㅠㅠ i'll miss these cutie chill domesticated mundane being together moments
are there no spoilers at all, i hate not knowing if theres so twist i have to prepare my brain for ahsjdjshja