
well i guess firstly we have to be as enamoring as euijoon but seriously, both euijoon and bum geonwoo are just *chef's kisses* the way they both respect each other but are at the same time incapable of suppressing their feelings. euijoon is still healing from the 3 yr long love affair he had to go through alone so it makes sense that he cant just jump on the next relationship that's presented to him. but at the same time he's aware that there's this pull that ahjuicy has on him and not to mention he finds comfort in his company so he can't really just veer away from him. and then we have geonwoo who sincerely pieced his thoughts and feelings together to come to the conclusion that he likes euijoon and just genuinely wants to put it out there because he's just that kind of guy. out of all the simp-able characteristics of geonwoo, it's his acknowledgement and coming to terms with his feelings (instead of acting all tough and in denial bc he does initially give off the vibe of "men are not feeling creatures, we will not assess our emotions and just insensitively impose on people we're attracted to" due to his appearance, yknow). it's refreshing to see this kind of pacing because it makes sense that they react or receive the situation this way. like the both of them think(?) it's a lot to take on right now (a sudden romantic endeavor) considering their circumstances and personalities but at the same time, they just can't fully avoid it because they know and are aware of the attraction between them. pls pls pls let's not ruin this flow, 20% of my motivation to get on with life every day banks on this couple.

i seriously couldve just skipped this for now since im on my fluff and happy stories phase but this was too beautifully told (imagine how even more beautiful if it were in japanese and you understood the language) and drawn that i had to push through the pain. the plot was a given(?) in terms of the time period it was set, so it's nothing out of the ordinary but it was delivered in a way that you just can't help but be in awe with the storytelling and character and just the use of words and objects to and depth to the story. i was so worried it'd be the whole "maybe in another life where our circumstances are better" kind of end, I would've hated that because in as much as reincarnation is so romantic-- it's also so unfortunate and final, like yeah we just can't make it in this life so thats it. i definitely bawled my eyes out when they fought for their love and decided to take a hold of their happiness. it makes my heart so happy that they truly spend their days together to the very end.

I CAN'T WAIT and i mean-- I CAN'T WAIT!!! for the day that taehwan realizes he's falling for yeonwu and is obliterated by the fact that he has been the shittiest person ever to yeonwu and that he just should repent forever. I WILL BE BRIMMING WITH JOY when that time comes. like okay--- i get he has trauma which led to his being this jerk ass dude but come on, get it together for once. tbh it's just frustrating how godly perfect taehwan is designed and he just does the awful things he does and a part of me is lenient to how shitty he is bc of his trauma but really he should he more responsible of how he acts towards someone and in turn hurting them. i think i say this almost every update but why make a character look this attractive and make them such a dickwad?!?! HEEEEELLLP

when the author said something about this being a story of growth, it really did do what it intended to do. the conflicts were realistic and even how they handled it didn't seem far-fetched and overall they just showcased a kind of love that i think we'd all see around us somehow. was really happy that adoption was hinted at the end but then again it's not exactly possible in the setting of the story but really that just warmed my hear even more. family is so much more than just blood and genes after all. im so happy they're happy~

some people just have an astronomical amount of embarrassing luck in them. i meaaaaan how on earth do you manage to have your phone accidentally fall and end up calling your fubu/sorta lover while you masturbate to said sorta lover (who you're trying to avoid) *hopefully he calls out jaesung's name for the cherry on top of this embarrassing fiasco*

it was a cruel few months to spend not getting updates for this. can't wait to see more of euijoon and geonwoo growing their relationship together. it's gonna take awhile for euijoon to open his heart fully so i hope ahjuicy is prepared to walk alongside him until he's prepared for a new love to start~
we get a taste of happy and a surplus of sexy time in exchange for another rollercoaster ride of misunderstanding and miscommunication~