This chapter melted my heart bc the mc before kept feeling like he sex was something he should do in return for the money given, but here, in this chapter he doesn't see the money as an exchange, but as a kindness––and to see his touched blushing face lean in for the kiss just was so gentle and beautiful; a look like he was starting to feel love and affection and I am melttttting so cute!
I've had people try to pay for me before, especially when I was living a little rough, and I always worried like they would expect something in return, or I would have to pay them back later (which I normally insisted and followed through on even if it took some time), and I always felt like shit for their pity for me, but also need the money too. I was stuck with thoughts like why are are giving this to me for free??? This story resonated with me deeply. When the mc doesn't have enough money to buy the convenience store coffee, I felt that. I've been there. Now I earn much more than I did before (but by no means sugar mama material), and if I buy someone something for them, I'm really doing it because I want to help them, because I see myself in them, because I had been there, crying at the cost of my car not working when I had to get it repaired, living in my car and crashing on couches, saying I was on a diet so friends wouldn't know I couldn't afford to eat out with them, and wondering how I was going to buy food for the month. Now I'm on the opposite side, I still have a weird feeling like I'll be broke next month but I'm willing to cash it out for others in need because there were people who did the same for me and I wouldn't have made it far without them. In this case it's probably a deep part of the seme resonated with the mc, whether it was romantic or empathic, which made him want to spoil him. But I remember and still get really squicked out when people offer to pay for me still, so I def get the mc's feelings.
Thank you for coming to my TEDTalk
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Yeah it makes me feel bad and it’s stressful, so I understand why he wants to pay him back and finds the money troublesome.
IN FRONT OF ME?? HOW?
*lit sitting in front of his house* lol
Still adorable though, and glad they didn't drag the drama on
Kinda want a side story with minjin trying to get over Seorim and finding love somewhere unexpected (obvi not Tipi or any of the other characters thus far)––I just want baby to be happy ╥﹏╥
I SAVED ALL MY LISTS AND ALBUMS WHEN MANGAGO CAME BACK AS WELL TRANSLATOR-SAN!
wait whats saving your list and how?!?!??!?!?!
I need to know how to save my list too
Did anyone figure it out or maybe you could just take a bunch of screenshots
I would love to have been able to just export my titles and albums into like a spreadsheet or word doc or something ╥﹏╥
Same!