Uke is getting on my last mf nerve getting mad at seme for having a causal relationship with ONE other person while he switched girlfriends like clothes, which he didn’t treat them all that well either. He’s had multiple relationships where he was an ass boyfriend yet gets mad at seme for having one relationship where he treats the other decently. Seme deserves someone who’ll love him proudly and wholeheartedly not the trash uke with a victim mentality.
He said sum like “I’m not sure ab this relationship” yet was the one who suggested they kiss bc he was jealous when he has no right to be. Also uke had the audacity to say that shit with the intention to HURT seme and added salt when he met with his ex gf out of spite.
And I see the cmts justifying ukes horrible behavior and saying the seme is the one in the wrong like huh?!? Did we read the same shit?!? It was implied that uke knew seme and the blue haired guy had a small thing from the beginning so the seme didn’t hide the fact they were together. And I see a cmt saying seme was selfish for telling uke of their relationship at all, but if uke happen to find out on his own later on, then y’all would call seme trash.
Seme was nothing but perfection, hid his crush bc he wanted uke to find his own happiness, repeatedly asked for consent, constantly makes uke favorite food, nvr gets mad at all of ukes hot and cold attitude. Like I get being kind doesn’t entitle seme to ukes love, but seme was content in being friends forever, it was the uke who pushed their relationship further and was wishy washy ab it till the end.
It was a good read made mid bc of the ending. Really wished seme didn’t have to grovel for forgiveness at the end when the uke was the one who needed to grovel
EXACTLYYYY
True, seme needed to apologize for having a past? He didn't even introduce them, they met by accident so we can't say the seme is an ass for introducing his ex fuck buddy to his partner, idk but I agree this was a good read that turn mid at the end
RIGHTT like the top did everything right, DIDNT pressure him into anything at all (if anything bottom was the one rushing into things) and clearly bottom was too used to taking him for granted considering he’s been casually cooking for him and all to the point he invited himself to stay with the top while sister took his apt… and now he has a Pikachu face about top havinf a sex life of his own and being irritated he’s not inexperienced while he was with 3847733 girls, being mad he’s friends with his past fwb and not taking a moment to reflect on how he dragged him to his dates as a third wheel and how that would’ve felt
And now he gives no reassurance about his feelings and makes the top feel desperate like he has to work hard to win him over, and keeps him anxious till the end when getting into a relationship officially with STILL a “might as well try” attitude again
Like he pretends he’s scared of dating cause he’s scared of a future breakup meaning end of friendship but instead of being “I love you, we have years of friendship as stable basis for a relationship, let’s go all in and cooperate to have a good lasting relationship” hes like “oh okay maybe I like you let’s date maybe” ?/?????? TOP IS GONNA DIE FEOM ANXIETY IN HIS HANDS
put up with bottom being this annoying hoping he’d redeem himself by rh3 end but nope
AND YE HE WASNT SECRET ABOUT THERE BEING SOMETHING IN THE PAST BETWEEN HIM AND BLUE HAIR, like it literally all started from seeing them kiss, you can’t blame him saying he kept it secret
And the petty mind games of telling him he’s reconsidering his feelings when he wasn’t when top told him about his past with blue hair, watching him from the window when the top was apologizing for things and not calling him up and saying it’s ok when supposedly “seeing him like that wasn’t as satisfying as he thought”, and in that state of distancing him and not talking, deciding to not reassure him again when the sis mentioned him up with his ex gf KNOWING the thoughts top would be having, like bototm was set on constantly hurting him in every way and for what crime???
The uke has got to be the dumbest yakuza in all of history getting fucked in the home of the enemy who is freely moving about with the door wide open. Is he really trying to conceal his relationship with seme bc he’s failing so bad it’s hilarious: telling seme how to meet him using the name at the hotel allowing the uncle to find out ab seme’s existence, letting seme take the pic of them together, and making promises and not keeping them therefore seme coming to the headquarters. I get he is weak to the seme but if he loves him be a little mean or better yet tell the full truth and hide seme away until his business is handled. I am still flabbergasted uke didn’t immediately push seme away in his drugged horny state bc he is strong enough to leave the premise asap in case backup came or blondie was secretly recording like that’s so ducking idiotic. Also the uke is seriously naive and gullible but ig that’s what’s cute about him.
when i saw that my jaw dropped like Y'ALL FUCKING ON THIS MANS FLOOR??? AFTER SHOOTING HIM 3 TIMES??? AND HE'S STILL THERE??? might as well of fuckin let him watch at that point
The uke is not dumb but the seme is he is hardheaded a bit I still love them
I lowkey want only a Lus storyline but she has so many side quests I barely see Lus
I was irritated with the ml not listening to the fl when she says Estelle is kind and that she wants the murders to stop but he acting deaf and goes against all her wishes so I skipped straight to ch 30 from ch15 hoping the misunderstanding clears but boy was I wrong. He got worse and orchestrated the whole thing?!? This story would be smooth sailing if he actually listened to his loves wants and not his wants
ME TOOO!! Everything could’ve been solved if he had been honest and listened to the fl!!
YEAHHH I REALLY AGREE WITH U!!! IT'S SO FRUSTRATED TO SEE THE ML LIKE THAT(╯°Д °)╯╧╧
But i sometimes think... is it because most of time before three years ago he was on battlefield? so he just know how to kill someone to solve the problem? ╮(￣▽￣)╭
Woah I let this marinate for 6 months bc I was so upset glasses guy was gonna miss his entrance exam and ruin his life but ended up forgetting ab it for so long I didn’t realize it ended already. It ended too fast I need more side stories and love when the main stories are shounen ai and the side sides are explicit bc the buildup makes it worth it
I’ve been on a rereading binge and omg the first time I read this and he got caught masturbating I fucking cried from second hand embarrassment I’m not even exaggerating I legit shed tears and didn’t pick ts back up for weeks. I usually just cringe but ig on that day i was extra emotional. Now on my reread imma skip the first chapter
REALLL THAT WAS A TOP 10 MOST EMBARRASSING MOMENT ALONG WITH THE ONES IN BJ ALEX
Stop the way my eyes widened when I saw that was crazy
This was a mid read all around. The uke was a self sabotaging disaster the entire story bc of his trauma and only got character development legit within the last 5 chapters. None of the characters interested me except Helena she’s a bad bitch. I also despise the manwhore seme x innocent uke trope especially more so when the uke is at the beck and call of the dick for brains seme. Ik it didn’t show kyle as a whore but it was hinted at, and don’t even with his brother gayle
Tell us more about how you aren't emotionally intelligent enough to understand a very good depiction of alcoholism and how hard addiction really is. Yep this story is definitely just manwhore seme/ innocent uke. What a fantastic, riveting summary
damn it. She's missing a lot. Isn't she?
Did u not read the part where I mentioned his trauma being the cause of his alcoholic behavior?? I understand trauma = having issues but what I don’t like is how up until the very end minus ab 5 chapters he was all over the place and the character development was rushed.
The author should’ve either extended the story, started the character development earlier on, or have a time skip. Otherwise, the entire bl centered on a self destructive uke that IRRATIONALLY annoyed me and I literally cannot remember any of his redeemable qualities even though I binged and finished this recently. Yknow why? Bc that’s all uke was portrayed and remembered as in the minds of readers when it was told like that the entire story.
And that fucking whore seme x pure uke trope was more directed at the second couple. Robin needs to stand up literally a decade ago. I only mentioned the main semes whorish past bc that’s a personal pet peeve of mine but it was manageable since it didn’t show seme explicit with others.
What else did I miss? Genuinely asking bc I can be wrong sometimes. Hate how when I cmt my opinions and get a shit ton of downvotes but no one explains why
You taking that username a little too literal
Lmao I was just about to say. It all makes sense after looking at their username
Well then let me enlighten you. First of all, Iliyan's character development is shown throughout the whole story, not the last 5 chapters. He changes from someone who was selfish, callous and cocky to someone who actually feel bad about how he talk to Chris about his sick sister. When out of his way to apologize and offer to pay her hospital fee to make admens for his rudeness. He realized his mistake and want to become better. That's character development.
And it continues to season 2, where he decided to stop being an alcoholic because once again, he want to be a better partner for Kyle. And instead of holding on to the resentment toward his shitty father, he break free it from it, from all the past trauma, trust issue, abdonment issue. That's also character development.
And those could never happen if Kyle wasn't by his side to give him all the strength and the encouragement he needs to overcome his devils. That's what Kyle is - a great boyfriend who see through Iliyan's spiky facade and genuinely care about him, not a manwhore. It was never hinted that he fuck around. In fact, it explains the reason he has that nickname was because Helen treated him like one. So check your reading comprehension on that one.
The story explains very well HOW Iliyan can't help but become self-destructive, HOW trauma and addiction can affects one person and their life and HOW can our mc break free/move on from it. All that require character depth and Iliyan sure as hell has it. Therefore readers can sympathize with him, root for him, etc. I mean the man didn't even like alcohol in the first place.
If you can't get i then like the first reply said, you just don't have the EQ capacity to understand it. And that's okay, just don't blame the story and the characters for your shortcomings.
That was beautifully told. You need a round of applause cause you ate that up and left no crumbs (๑•ㅂ•)و✧
You dropped this queen
Awww thank you so much!! ⁄(⁄ ⁄·⁄ω⁄·⁄ ⁄)⁄ I tried my best to summarize the story, glad it turn out good
You're making me blush ~~ (///∀///) Thank you thank you! ♡
Damn ig ur right but I legit could not think back on any good aspects of the uke. Ig it was him still tripping up bc of his alcoholism till near the end that irritated me. But what can I say… I’m just a hater
CLOCK THAT TEA (couldn't have been said more eloquently)
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Thank you, it's my pleasure! Muah (づ￣ ³￣)づ♡
WHATS 4+4???
A dumbass
Ate and left no cramps
Thanks!! I wish i could like this comment or boost it somehow for everyone else also miss irrational hater really has no reading comprehension
Thank you, too! And don't worry I think miss irrational hater is a minority Rest assure that most of us see Iliyan and Kyle for who they really are - a precious couple
Rape is totally on the table bc if the author was comfortable putting rape once they’ll do it again. I didn’t read this but kept up through tiktok vids and when I finally thought the SA was finished I decided to read it straight from around ch 80 when it got fluffy. Istg the author better not be deranged enough to include a SA scene especially since they been hinting he’s pregnant…
This is so fucking ass all the characters are unlikeable as shit. Dick for brains seme, kissing and getting hard for others hypocritical uke, and busy body neighbor. I love how uke said “I wish we can be more honest with each other” then proceeds to not express himself and keep the fact he got kissed and a hardon from the neighbor a secret. Seme basically assaults uke and thinks a simple sorry is gonna fix it?!? He seemed more upset his food was salty that the fact uke was mad at him. Ugh wasted my time glad I dropped early in
I feel like orange hair just causally likes the black hair bc it seems like he only has one foot in the relationship and the other is still hung up on doochi or in the process of overcoming that love. Just sucks to see black hair so affectionate and orange hair so aloof
I felt the same way..