
if u like watching short cdramas as a pass time, you should read this, otherwise skip
expect everything from stupid people saying the dumbest shit you could ever imagine, doing dumbass shit and somehow getting away with it, thinking dumbass shit and getting away with it. dumbass people breathing, crying, slapping, hot rich ceos, many many rich people, rich houses, big companies, short petty dumbass fake adopted sibling, abusive dad and hospitalized family member, amazing green flag but only the main top and bottom, revenge that is satisfying after your blood pressure rises to the sky

i am so jealous of sami
i want to confess because this made me realize something
i wish i had friends like that when my own parent passed and i wish i wasn't scared to talk about it with them
but it was so hard i couldnt even share anything with them because i was emotionally blocking everything off and they never asked why i was suddenly so quiet and i started isolating myself and we just drifted apart
never contacted each other again
not everyone gets to have this ._.
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awww... so sorry, lots of hugs and strength for you.
Also, i'll leave you a little reflection; no one will know what we're going through unless we gather our courage and speak out, I myself, even though I'm 24 still struggle with this and have to remind myself, if i want to be understood, if i want the people that i love (friends, family....) to understand the pain, struggles and emotions I'm going through, i'll have to trust them and tell them.
I know it's not easy to be vulnerable, it's scary, but next time you feel sad or lonley, try telling someone, you'd be surprised :)
tf just say u arent two timing like wth was that even about??? did suho just believe that snake?