reading this feel more intense than the novel.. I didn’t expect to see him in full pitiful state unable to move
ML had a biggest crush on MC when they are middle school. ML is 14 years old, feminine pretty boy and MC is a thug, muscular and often gets into fights.
ML is good student and never have been exposed to any kind of bad social interaction. He’s excited to hangout with MC’s group of thugs. They let him joined as cute little junior. One day, they invited him drinking together. He got drunk and accidentally confessed to MC.
MC then got super disgusted, gangraped ML and recorded everything. happened multiple times. One day , he left ML on toilet tied up with vibrators inside and left. ML got traumatized and move school afterwards.
Later, MC’s enemy meet him and told him. “That guy forgot everything. I made him that way”. not exact words but he told him that. MC got amnesia and the enemy told ML should take revenge, since MC literally living his best life without knowing anything.
MC got hospitalised at the same hospital ML’s mother hospitalised. So ML meet him, not as any form of hatred. Just wanted to see his crush , asking if MC remembered him. MC told him “you must be not important because i don’t remember you at all”
they hangout for few days until MC is discharged. On that day , ML asked “what do you if someone did something really bad to you?” And MC replied “then I gave them the same payback, do the same”. that spark something inside ML head. He then meet MC’s enemy and told him that he wanted to be stronger .
i don’t remember exact words of but it is the context of their conversations.
ML confined MC to windowless room and raped him every single day. MC tried to escape with a friend help, then later got caught. As punishment, he got gangraped to the point of he stay unconscious for 2 days in hospital.
MC got so traumatised and begged ML to not abandoned him. He’s scared that those men will come and gangraped him again.
so they stayed together forever ever after.
Thank you!
Ohhh damnn, the amnesia thing feminds me of this manga (i forgot the title) i saw on YouTube. The mc is a horrible person and did lot of diabolical shit then he got amnesia and was living his best and honest life, then one day someone made him remember (i forgot the the details) his past and from then on lot of shit happens!
I thought this will be boring plain sex only stories as if it was AI generated bcs of the title.
so I skipped a lot of chapter in novel. Knox isn’t typical weak bottom, he was in fact strong enough that he could defeat the 5-6 man alone by himself. he just didn’t resist the rape due guilt or idk whatever wrong with him.
he the type of man who didn’t explain, idk if he felt like he deserved it or what?? but he just let khalid abused him and keep quiet. He was in the right, he saved people and stuff but he let people misunderstood him purposely for sake of protecting others or whatever his reasoning.
Anyways the ending is good in my opinion, if you pity him and stressing out . Just read the last chapter of the novel, he put those bitchess in their place perfectly
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note : just stop reading if if you not into one-sided abused relationship
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if you think the relationship will be gradually be better, its not. at the end they having pet-master relationship. after jiwook got gangraped , jiyeon assured him to live in his house. saying he will protect him from those men and not touch him at all. jiwook end up trusted him, but then got tied up and confined in windowless room. he does ecaped with a friend help, but then juyeon find him and let people gangraped him again.
at the end of story;
jiwook end up having trauma and hallucination. he almost try to khs but juyeon saved him. jiwook love that attention but juyeon doesnt worry about jiwook, he only hate the act of suicide. (which AT first i thought he would start to actually care)
if i describe all the sex jiwook having, i dont think there is much vanilla sex. most contained violence.
This is all “revenge” in a sense.
The bottom and the top used to be friends in highschool. The bottom was having a sexuality crisis and coped with it by having his friends rape the top. Because of that it ended up ruining the tops life and hurt his family.
So is the manhwa a waste of time? Yes. Does the story get better? No. There’s no plot. Only violence and abuse.
first I want to say this is totally unrelated. but I’ve been wondering how can someone not poop or pee in panic when he get graped? like or imagine if he had diarrhea and someone shove massive shlong inside???
i highly doubt an artist would draw that unless they had a scat fetish. but yeah, in the real world if u take it up the ass without being prepared, consensual or not, there’s always a chance for there to be residual fecal matter (or just a whole ass turd that has yet to be shit out) that’s why u should always wear a condom when doing anal, but other stuff can reduce that chance like diet changes, enemas, etc.
the fact everyone’s there died by suicide is amazing to me. not all of them is a coward, and they all have reason why they choose to end their live.
Wouldnt say amazing, more like a brave thing to have the courage to 'stand up' against their situation. Not the kind most ppl would approve but who cares? Their life
Makes me think that there has to be some ppl who wanted to die bc they wanted to die.
Wonder what the max age tho. They said only young ones go there. Prob the ones who hadnt lived their lives yet.










idk what fo feel