
I was expecting to read a story about how people fetishize gay relationships yada yada, but I didn’t expected that I would cry. Damn.

was partially expecting that too but like I'm glad that even if that's how some of the characters first get to kind of know about gay relationships (realistically this does happen), it's not annoyingly forced into the spotlight every second and instead we're seeing other things through the MC's perspective on how those he interacts with may perceive him and others as.
To me the story seemed really tense and uncomfortable to be honest. Uke wants to try everything with the seme but I think he does it to impress seme, which will exhaust him. It also seems like uke did SM with a abusive lover or a really inexperienced guy since he said he didn’t had any safe words. I don’t think this will be good for uke at all.