
ok why do we hate ein??

Why are you say that people are "crazy" about disliking Diesel? People have reasonable reasons to disliking Diesel and saying about this. This don't make them crazy.
Diesel can be with whoever he want, but he can't treat like that his lover who saved him, risks his life for him and has feelings towads him.
His feelings towards Ein doesn't give him rights to betraying, laying and cheating Yanek.
I reread this every once in a while and it hurts just the same. Just one little mistake can really change everything, huh? I wish he'd forgiven him. But they've changed and there's no going back.