still not enough begging and pleading, you hurt him mentally and emotionally by pushing everything off as a delusion, you didn't even check twice or thrice about the info you've gotten about him and his brother's dynamic, it was glaringly obvious that his life was threatened, he was trying his best not to be killed, he was literally begging you to save him, but not only did you not save him, you didn't believe and even pushed him away, you deserve that shit istg
I am hurting for him so much, I'm also contemplating on kms, i feel for him so much, O want to see him happy with the ml
I don't know you, but I hope you don't. I hope you are okay. And if you're not okay or need a little extra help please ask someone for it. The thing that hurts might not go away but talking to someone else can take the weight off your chest so you can breath a little easier.
And then when you can breath better, you can slowly think of another way out of whatever situation you find yourself in right now. One that lets you thrive. <3











love this omg