
This is exactly what i dislike about this story, literally this whole CHAPTER was so unnecessary, everything was going fine, and anything else they had to say to each COULD’VE been handled with a fucking CONVERSATION not this motherfucker trying to commit suicide. I hate this is being dragged out. If I’m being honest this story could’ve been finished a while ago, but whatever.

What are you talking about, jaewon's suicidal tendencies and mysterious character was foreshadowed since the very beginning of the story. For me it finally made sense tbh, it was obvious he was lying a few chapters ago about being fine. That's what I, on the other hand, hate about most yaois. A bunch of traumatic shit happens and they never even talk about it or get affected by it. They're just like "we're fine now, everything's over" and skip all the process of analyzing normal people do in between.

Dude, if you're suicidal because of the abuse you went through, had selective amnesia to cope, then remembered everything all of a sudden, your suicidal tendencies don't just disappear overnight all because everything around you is alright. A person isn't automatically happy and free from their anxiety just because they seemed fine yesterday. That's why mental health and mental issues are a thing.

I’m actually confused

Ok so basically Black haired gangster(GuyB) an blonde haired gangster(GuyC) are step brothers and are now in s committed relationship even though it started from GuyC raping and abusing his bro and his unhealthy obsession with wanting to have all the attention since his mother neglected him and gave all her love and attention to GuyB.
The kid in the beginning(MC) is in love with the black haired guy who sleeps around(GuyA) but they can't be together because if MC sleeps with GuyA he will be hunted down and murdered but MC doesn’t care because he wants GuyA to be rid of all the gangster stuff and do his own thing.
Regarding recent chapters: GuyB and GuyC are in a relationship and GuyC was just relieved of his top gangster duties. He’s devastated while GuyB doesn’t care because he’s in love with his crazy step bro for some odd reason.
This type of story is what i crave the the most. I literally can’t count how many times i had to stop and say “ I KNOW YOU FUCKING LYING RAYMOND “