
Love this, but sometimes I wish she was more honest to her harem and grew half a brain. Lying and telling them she likes this consort the most and saying the same thing to the next one…is really not it. She could have a schedule so she can see all of them equally and at the same time have time for her work, I feel like she doesn’t put much thought into caring for them, and she gets swayed where the wind takes her.
She’s a bad ass but I feel like she needs a little more IQ. People have been calling her the lord since day one and she’s still thinking about something else? She just doesn’t question her newfound strength and the ability to literally read people’s minds could possibly mean she’s the lord or at least a vampire…normal people don’t have those kinds of abilities.
She gets jealous and possessive when one of her consorts start acting different and she doesn’t blame herself? Likeeee, maybe give some time for all of them, before getting angry that they “switched up” or “betrayed you”. So what if sir sonnaught is a vampire, he literally told you he was on the verge of death, are we just gonna skip over that? She ignored his on-the-verge-of-death moment and focused on the fact he hid being a vampire from her? And he is supposed to be your closest aide/friend? At least he owned up and told you girl, at that point what more do you want from these people?
Atp, she just wants to be dramatic. And dreaming about Domis’s life story doesn’t infer that you might actually be Domis? And another thing…gigoll and carlein. She knew they were on bad terms and still went to associate with him? If carlein, who would do just about anything for her and literally calls her his master actively said gigoll was a bad person, why would you want to meet him? Talk about trust issues. I sometimes question if she ruptured her frontal lobe. Or the fact that she was heartbroken ONE time means lose all common sense.
If anyone actually took the time to read all that… I love you and please tell me you agree with at least one thing I said.

I finally read this. I said I wasn’t going to, but TikTok convinced me after so many edits of ilay. Remind me, why do we like this man?

Mostly because he is sexy and the MC doesnt show any real sadness from all the threats/rape/manipulation.
Actually the MC himself fell in love before Ilay even started the redemption arc... so it makes it easier for our brain to think "oh well its not that big of a deal." (Especially since we know Ilay somehow love MC)
And of course, because its fiction
But it is actually weird the amount of tiktok/shorts portraying this manwha as cute/nice lmao

Dude I didn’t even get to the part where he rapes mc LOL. I forgot what chapter it was but what made me drop was when mc saw ilay and the pretty brown hair dude who mc liked (his name was “Lu”? I think) fucking. Had me flabbergasted. Like damn bro rly got cheated on by two ppl at the same time somehow
Ik they’re not in a relationship but it feels like if you were talking to someone and that person was still fucking everyone else at the same time But honestly I don’t think I’ve seen anyone else have the same opinion as me.

MC SAYS he despise Ilay but it's clear from his thoughts and actions that he isnt much hurt by it. What hurt him the most is the fact that Ilay dont like him / he got betrayed.
The assailt itself doesnt affect him much.
Yes, in real life, Ilay would be one hell of a terrifying person. But we all know Ilay will change eventually, so thats why he is quite loved.
Personally, as a character, Tauei is the one that pisses me off the most. The fact he fell in love with someone that threatened his life from day 1 and never stopped. And then he even had sex with Ilay before leaving even though he says the rape left him traumatized and with hatred... This story really does romantize rape to a high level.
Can someone recommend some mother and son tropes like this please, I need to be healed.
frr
“I Became the Mother of the Bloody Male Lead” is good but I also want more recommendations