
Hear me out. From my point of view at least, she's hesitating with her choices and her decisions because this marriage she's going along with is something that the person who had never paid attention to her, acknowledged her now with this engagement. I feel like she has attachment issues too and cancel out her emotions often. (coming from someone with both attachment issues and abandonment issues)
Also it seemed like she wants to get this quickly over with it and be done with whatsoever, before she develop anymore feelings since she doesn't want to get hurt by the ML because of his past attitude towards her.
I mean I wouldn't trust and choose a guy like that either, but rather someone who gave better first impression showing that he would try. ┗( T﹏T )┛
English is not my first language so I couldn't convert my actual thoughts out well.
Damn y'all I can not just stand cheating husbands IDC how he's trying to be a good father to MC but he ain't definitely a good husband to his official wife. DID HE FUCK HER AGAIN TO HAVE THE YOUNGEST CHILD AFTER HIS MISTRESS'S DEAD OR WHAT.
I have a suspicion that the emperor is not her real dad
Read spoilers and apparently her mom is an elf and gave birth to her before the father got with the empress so she's older than the siblings. Her growth is due to the fact that she's half elf and human.
https://www.novelupdatesforum.com/threads/i-dont-want-to-work-%EC%9D%BC%ED%95%98%EA%B8%B0-%EC%8B%AB%EC%96%B4.149007/page-2
So u can’t say it’s cheating cuz this was before he got with the empress. I’m assuming smth happened and they separated and he was forced to marry the empress even tho he loved the elf mama. Smth like that.
Yh apparently her parents loved each other before the dad became the emperor but since the mom is an elf, she couldn't live far away from the world tree else she will die so they had to break up.
Aw :(