
Omg I read this from the start to the end listening to UMI - REMEMBER ME and it just hit home
"Wrote you a letter
Now that I'm here without you
Hope that you're better
Hope that you found someone new
'Cause I'm getting older
Know that I've changed
And I can't go back now
Nothing's the same
But I won't forget how
You called my name
When I was afraid
And now I'm afraid.
Will you remember me?
Will you remember the way that I was?
Will you remember me?
Will you remember the way that you felt when you're next to me?"

A HUGE RANT
Let's be real. A real grown up adults who was abused/have toxic parent at childhood, usually(yes, in most cases) create the SAME cycle.
Uke is a jerk, yes he is, but I would probably end up having a twisted personality like him if I were brought up like him. Why he doesn't care that someone else tried to commit suicide? Because he probably tried too, I mean do you guys expect him saying things like 'don't commit suicide~' when he doesn't even believe that? His past said all the things he said to the boy. At least he doesn't sugarcoat things. But yes he is a jerk for that.
And ok killing an innocent child is super wrong but can you see how he could be blinded by temporary jealousy?? I was reminded a quote, "You have everyrthing I don't have as a child. the father inside me wants to provide for you, but the boy inside me was jealous and wants to take everything you have."
He was craving for the an Adult(in this case his father) in his life, and that turned into love. Imagine trying hard to believe you finally 'passed the test' and have the chance to be happy just to be told he deserve the most worst punishment (aka seein the only adult he look up to died) and have to take the blame for that ((((his father PURPOSELY getting his fingerprints on the knife for evidence when he grab uke's hand alright))))
Yes Uke is a jerk. A fcking jerk. But he doesn't deserve all the hate guys, he know his dad and still said that Minjae is the kindest and most decent person he ever met, because he knew deep down his father isn't right in his mind, in fact, Uke is the most humane character of all, for him to be NORMAL after that kind of past is just too good to be true.

Idk but finally there is a fantasy webtoon where the Male lead is not described as OVERLY perfect, OVERLY scary, or OVERLY obsessed by everybody in the manga and we can just really focus on the female protagonist strength points and for a moment even I think the female lead is more skillful than the male lead for once

OK BUT WHY IS IT ENDING SO SUDDENLY??
THIS MANHWA CAN REACH 120EPISODES AT LEASTT
Where is the fight?
Where is Seulah's backstory?
Where is Changmin's backstory?!!!!
Where is Sawol's origin story? Like maybe a glimpse of her parents?
Who the fuck is Moowoon we need more info about this interesting guy!!
So many interesting characters like the doctor who lead the raid that can be explained about their background but nope it just ended

Idk, after reading webtoon LUCIA(I read the completed novel), that series really has a depth understanding and research from the author about high society, and it gives me quite an understanding of how 'clever' and intelligent Royalties has to be, to the point one needs to take necessary move to small matters like not favoring maids, let alone a matter of choosing a bride, because it could (duh) ruined the country if royalties didn't choose carefully(duh)
So having Rashta becomes the annoying girl and the prince do not do anything and accept her without knowing Rashta's standing status(or like other cheap manhwas that has similar plotting of a commoner become a bride(I used to be fine reading them)) now I just.... idk like, don't you have anything more important else to do, dear Emperor???
FATHER T0T !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I usually doesn't like this unreal/pushover female but what else can I do coronavirus is outside I'll chew every manhwa there is
I like her she’s not annoying pushy but cute pushy