Dang. I really love this. Cheers to those who really understood this story. Ones who truly can define and see the differences in preferences of the characters, the heavy meanings behind their words, and the way they try to fit one another.
The line is from Mr. Lee. From what I understood, he is now anxious of Mr. Han's tendencies.
Before you color it bad, let me explain. Their relationship have been bumpy and shows a lot of realism in it, especially in the world of BDSM and tendencies. Now that they communicated and voices their real feelings, they formed assurance and confirmed their relationship. Mr. Han said that his tendencies to control his partner is not totally off the table, hence his warning to Mr. Lee. It's in his nature.
Personally, the author was great in portraying this side of Mr. Han. You see, not everyone get Mr. Han: his preferences and tendencies. His urge to control his partner during sex is not just a trivial thing that disappears just because you wanted it. He was born with it, like a border psychopathic person. It is in his nature. It's a thing that one cannot suppress. I don't know if you get me here hahaha A lot of readers just really don't understand his side and just say he's being an asshole, but no. Read the story again and something similar and you'll understand him more. I'd suggest psychological ones.
Back to what Mr. Lee's lines, this shows that he has more to lose now. Prior to his last line, he said he became a coward. Now that they're opening a new chapter together, they'll be subjected to a lot of criticism. Not just from society. Hence, he is scared of what the future holds.
"If one sided love was longing" - Mr. Lee fell in love with Mr. Han which filled him with longing. He longs for a love he thought will never be reciprocated (hence he said that all his dreams happened in just one day).
"facing each other was endless anxiety" - in here, after Mr. Han explained his tendencies in the future, somewhere at the back of Mr. Lee's mind, he feels anxious. Mr. Lee have different preferences than Mr. Han.
You'll see here that he accepted Mr. Han. He embraced his nature. He understood him a lot better now. He is surrendering himself to him. He is anxious, yes, but not in a threatening way. You may say, that there's a mix of excitement and anticipation of what the future has for them.
Both Mr. Lee and Mr. Han just started to embark in an 'ordinary' journey. They're not yet there, but they're getting there. I see this as a sign of them accepting one another and threading anew beginning (if you will metaphor it with the rising of the sun). It's like a proposal, but in a different font hahah Were near the end, I guess.









Please, tell me he won't be sexually harassed or raped for three fuckn days before.being shipped. I'm afraid. The air is sticky and it feels like shit like I know what's coming.
i’m gonna hold your hand…
Imma fuck you hard if he would be fucked.
i’m taking back my hand and running
Lmfaoo