
hahaha yes..i want pain..
actually can anyone recommend me angsty manga...doesnt have to be bl ..anything from shoujo to shounen
i want to feel pain today torture myself to the point of tears

i suffered so let me make u guys suffer too.....
so i started skimming thriugh the tragedy tags and i found this...pls help
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/doravmon/

ive sinned..i gave in to my inner demons and started the novel

Ooof. Good luck. I binge read all 552 chapters in two days (while working 12 hours a day) and I suffered because of it.
If I ever got the "Dokja Experience" and get to meet him like how he meet Jonghyuk, I'm gonna bitchslap him across the face and then curse him into a pocket-size Dokja so that I can keep him safe, well-fed and SAFE
i am freaking dropping this...i think i was high when i started reading this and liked it...or maybe my view is baised now due to all the freaking quick transmigration and normal transmigration stories ive read but i think this is crap.
I mean think about it..some gods or beings that can literally reverse time somehow get injuired and the mc saved them "by luck" and instead of you saving his life or maybe helping him live a better life they instead decide to reverse the mcs time untill he was in high school. if this was it would not have any proble but now..
the mc is such a mary sue bitch...he is ... in a way stealing others hard work and their way of life and survival and had no guilt..i mean sure if omg ! i think im taking their fame i feel guilt sounds like he is ..then well i cant help you with that..
and here comes the next part i really hate..if the mc didnt even like that brown hair why did he marry and ruin her life in his first life..and even if he did he should have taken care of her even if not as a lover but as a friend or like a brother i guess but he straight up ignores her... and starts dating that blond girl who just happens to a chairmans granddaughter with a big mountain of money..pretty convinient huh...
and towards these recent developments and everything i think the author is just forcing sangmin to be the villain here...sure killing people is wrong but excuse me? how the hell do you expect him to compete with a 50 year old man with a ton of experince in the medical field and surgery .. you might as well ask a 5 year old to do a german suplex to jhon cena u know....and all the choices made by sangmin feel..fell so 2d..like he was a puppet or tool for making the mc to shine pure light..which i know by now that the mc aint no pure soul if he can steal others works and show off like hes the smart one..our mc is not even smart..its just his expeirance that helping him rn...
if that was all then its ok..but the spoilers got me even more mad and i felt as if my decision to drop this is the correct one...like no matter how deranged that pperson is he would not kill a person in front of so many people...yes i do say that sangmin should not be forgiven for what he did but thats expected of him to do it..if someone is in their place theyd have already given up..but sangmin clearly didnt..and if such a strong willed person existed in such a toxic environment theyd try to do their best..what i mean to say is what sanhmin does or did does not make sense..i hate all the charecters in here every god damn of those literal 2d with the oh the mc's magnificient ook written all across their face..
sorry if this sounded like a rant but ive wanted to say this for so long and the spoilers just made me go for it...sorry for any typos..i was too into it and too lazy to edit :) thanks for reading this till the end
1. What's the point of saving his life when his whole career is in shambles and he's chased by debt loaners?
2. I'm quite indifferent when it comes to taking medical technologies and procedures because sharing those save more lives the earlier they're out. It's quite different from stealing novels or songs.
3. He liked the brown hair. They divorced cause he was always working and not coming back home. It's common for doctors, especially surgeons, to have time management problems and struggle with work and family obligations. He and his wife have separated for many years; it's expected that his feelings toward her have faded.
4. I don't think it's appropriate to take care of his previous wife as a "friend" when she confessed to him, and he's preparing to have a relationship with someone else.
5. I don't exactly think it's favorable for him to attempt to date the daughter of a chairman that wants to kick him out of the hospital for stupid reasons. Plus, he already has a ton of money from his stock.
6. I don't like how Sangmin turned out either. But honestly, you can tell he's not exactly sunshine when he drugged MC's tea during exams. It's quite obvious that he's not willing for anyone to outshine himself. For his whole life, he has been compared to his brother by his father, and now MC. Sangmin's choices are not good, but they're not 2D either.
7. Sangmin doesn't need to compete with anyone but himself. He could've left his father's hospital and went elsewhere. He had good grades and credentials. But it's not surprising he didn't because of how overwhelming his hate and desire are.
8. Honestly, I think Sangmin got a little wacko after he saw MC able to take on surgery after he crashed his car into him. He has heavy eyebags and is thin asf. His mental state is pretty bad, so...and spoilers say he didn't get caught for this murder attempt...
9. Sangmin is strong willed but that doesn't really means he gives a fk to how he accomplishes his goals. If hard work is not enough, then he's willing to use other methods.
10. Let's face it: MC is a Mary Sue, all reborn people in novels are ok? Knowledge from the future is just real damn op when used correctly.
11. Sangmin is the villain for such a damn long time, but so what? I'm just glad he's not cheap fry that disappears in 10ch like the rest of those bosses in online novels.Ya kinda need villains in a story, but don't you all think the real villain is his father who made him into the way he is and is condoning all of his criminal acts right underneath his nose?
honestly even tho all that u said makes sense... i still cant bring myself to read this ..maybe this is not my cup of tea and i still stick to my words about these
1: i agree making him live was of no use when his life was destroyed but it still does not make sense for them to reverse his life till his highschool days..but maybe they did this so that he would be able to save his father
2: lol when i reread it i found out that he developed a technology related to hiv and viral detection (essentialy what elisa means)..i remebered it as inflammation so i didnt take it seriosly but even if it is its not like he provided a cure..he only made a device that could detect it faster and more efficiently so other than them living for a few more years and of course it would not spread further but that tech being deveoped earlier wont make that much of a diffrenec..what i mean is even if he was greedy he should have at least contacted the original one who made it and acted like he was working with him..this just proves that hes not a mary sue... but the author tries to justify him beaing as one..which i hate...
3:i dont think he really loved her if he did he would not forget her ..even if he was seperated..i agree love in real life is not all fairy fantasy like but what i hate is that he could not choose it further... he stuck close to her made her feeling for him to grow and boom .... rejected her .... even tho he would have caused her more pain if he agreed but why doing that... is he really that dense that he didnt notice the ovibious signs heami sent him i mean sure its his charecter design.. but im just saying i dont like how he lead her and then threw her away...and what i meant when i said as a friend was exactly his..either he should not have approached her at all or should have treated her as a friend..she did have feeling for him but im sure he would have stopped before they grew..
4:i actually didnt mean to say anything about the chairman .. what i wanted to say that i hate how she coincidentally has a lot of money even more than him..
5 this is what i mean by 2d tho i mean why would he make the mc join surgery when he knew he could not be able to beat him..u could justify it as him being egoistic but when provided with the obstacle going out of his way by its own legs why make it drag back on the field
6 sangmin could have joined another hospital but he cant ..how much do you think he would be mocked if the grandson of a super mulitspeciality hospital shifted cause could not compete with one doctor... but our mc clearly could..he could have done that when his major was messed up .. or could have tried to talk with sangmin ...thats what u expect from a friend it was clear that him and sangmin continued being friends after that..but caonsidering they were friends it doesnt make much sense for him to be like that .. sure u could tell that he could not be friends with him cause he was bullied by him..but i remember him mentioning at a point that sangmin changed...
8 i had no idea he got away with it some spoilers said that he was shifted to a mental hospital
10 this is what i hate.. yes mc wants to save lives .. but so do 75 % of the doctors... people from non medical family choose medicine for this exact reason..they want to save lives...but u cant call him a mary sue because of that..the author has revealed a human side..greed , ego , and selfishness from him..but then decides to potray him as a mary sue...which i hate
11. this is what ive been trying to address from a long time... i cannot bring myself to think of sangmin as a villain.i can only see him as being a victim of that toxic family he grew up with ...being raised like that in that environment its ovibious he would turn out twisted and like that... i just want sangmin to realize what he did... i want him to be punished for what he did and make him feel guilt and then start his life anew.... i want him to stop this torturous life and finally be free..no lo i dont mean i want him to die.. i mean to say that i hate thatthe author tortures him so much i guess..... and i want the chairman to rot..rot in hell..but at this pace what i think he will either be arrested and lose his position .. and he would not even think that what he did was wrong..cause i think the biggest punisment for humans like this is guilt .. which im sure that chairman is not going to have.. im sure he would feel regret..thats it..not guilt but regret..
anyway..i do not think this is my cup of tea...at this point im forcing my self to read this cause ive been reading this for so long..but i guess this is it... i do not think i will be satisfied after reading this
For the first point, don't forget that he was diagnosed with cancer too, so his life is officially fcked.
Secondly, I'm crying with Lee Sangmin. I seriously loved his character even though he was such a dick and I am currently angry that he's not getting a turn over arc T^T (If I could only hit that stupid chairman, in the head, with a chair, and a knife). Yeah, but it's too late for that because of all the things he's done and i'm CRYING BECAUSE OF THAT o(iДi)o
I'm fine with MC being Mary Sue, I mean, that's what I'm here for - OP MC. It's hard to find these types of mangas without the usual harems.
And, lastly, I wish there was no romance. Ngl, I'd enjoy this better without the mutual love.
he could have been saved before .. but now its too late sadly..and when i said that i actually thought it would be logical if they saved his life when i say that i mean that they could have removed his cancer or something... cause when i wrote this i thought that if they could reverse the time..they could also maybe change his fate..but then i realized it may not be that case
shit the first two sentences were about sangmin..the rest about the mc
Ah yeah, true. They could've just cured him instead. But,, well,, there wouldn't be a story if they did. Maybe, they only had that alcohol with them and that's all they could offer him??? (the alcohol that could bring him back to the past) - I mean, they said that they were kicked out of heaven so I'm assuming that their powers were taken away as well.