The character motivations in story are so all over the place….I enjoy the ride but god did the choices Yugeon started making for the last 20 to 30 chapters feel all over place and uncontextualized.
Whatever coming you deserve because that was stupid.
Girl the hell even is this?
Bottom has no spine or self esteem out of nowhere
And the boss is fucking crazy
Leewon I can’t feel bad for you because you keep staying with him lol.
Like I said before I don’t feel bad for you. You knew this would likely be his reaction and still made a frivolous decision. You are in an extremely precarious situation and should conduct yourself as such. Kangwoo has shown you and told you who and what he is several times.
As Maya Angelou said “when someone shows you who they are believe them the first time”.
You’ve been sitting around taking in the good parts all the while sinking deeper and deeper into the palms of a murdering abuser. Of course he hit you again of course he’s going to make you drink to nausea.
Because he does not value your personhood. You are property to him. A pet. Something to train and play with.
He should be using more brain power on how to get out. He should be focusing on surviving this but instead deep down I think he wants to find a reason to stay and time and time again it will be his undoing.
Girl I hollered when he said ten toes down plain faced and unbothered:
“Fucking my brother….what’s wrong with that?”
Now that was camp. I live.
I finally put my finger on it!!!! BYUL IS SO PHYSICALLY AND EMOTIONALLY REMINISCENT OF MOMIJI SOHMA FROM FRUITS BASKET!!!!
At this point the plot line with the best suspense is whether Seonho will ever put on some goddamn pants. I’m so damn tired of this grown ass man Winnie the Poohing it out here with pole hole and cheeks slapping in the wind.
On anther note….
Do BL authors think gay sex is rape or only hot if it’s rape? I don’t get it? It’s so weird and at times insulting as a queer man to see this trope permeated throughout the genre.
He literally is still an ass. If he doesn’t at least apologize I won’t believe in any shift that happens in this story.
As I said before there is a dissonance between the content and the mood of this story and characters therein.
The MC enduring a violent and bloody rape. Why in the world is the he acting like this? His character has been already established to be fairly quick-tempered and prideful. That would have destroyed his pride in such a profound way. But he acting like he was only beaten and then had rough sex? It doesn’t make sense.
Also it’s really strange how rare the use of the term rape is in BL even though it is a prevalent occurrence/plot device in the stories. It’s annoying.
Call a spade a spade it’d be far more interesting to see and explore how someone could possibly grow to forgive or actively disassociate to cope with another character doing something so heinous to them. Instead so many story just chalk it up to rough sex and it’s a tired trope.
Plus as a queer man it is really weird to have so many stories depict gay sex this way, as if all men have a fucked up sense of what consent is or that sexual trauma doesn’t effect us. It’s really weird
Have you no pride? This is stupid. He is showing you in real time he doesn’t want you he want hyeok and your just gonna let yourself be proxy?
This is pathetic
Callahan is so fucking fine. Sex on two legs walking lol
The tone of this doesn’t match the severity of its content. This mofo isn’t cutesy or funny he’s fucking awful and after the previous chapter there nothing “pretty” about him.
I’m interested to see where this goes and how the author will write this monster to somehow be sympathetic and redeemable for love.
Mugos face card ain’t it for me. But the body and that thang they call a wang can get it lolol.
But he need to stop finger blasting holes like that. That just looked painful
God he such a bad person lol. It’s one thing to be bad to world but he just as bad at home . Fucking Tsar.
I don’t know why Leewon puts up with him. But he must be into it at this point lol.
Oh my god I figured he was gonna try to end himself but when I read the page I heart sank.
How could his family be so self-possessed that couldn’t see the absolute turmoil and crisis their son/brother/nephew was in. Especially considering he was also still in the process of grieving his Grandfather at the same time!!!
But wow I say it again the story board in this manhua is so cinematic. It’s stunnining and so capitulate in the nuance it manages to show with little or no dialogue!