pls pls pls rec me a pining/yearning top/male lead/love interest, it can be str8, bl, gl, idc as long as the lover of the mc pines for them. DESPERATELY.
I can't remember this manhwa: it's abt a girl going back to the past to make her lover happy. She's a redhead and she has like villainous family where everyone thinks she's a puppet of her family. Basically her first life goes with her marrying the ml and ml being the first person to be kind to her so she falls for him. Unfortunately, there were rumors of the ml's lover. Her first life ended with her family succeeding their villainous ways (take a shot everytime i say villain or villainous lol)
So on her next life, which is basically a rerun of her second, she cuts off her family (well she tries to ig?) and continuously helps the ml and enters a contract marriage with him. Ml eventually falls for her then mc kept saying she wants ml to be happy and ml thinks that he doesn't want to be happy because he feels like the moment he becomes/admits he's happy, the mc is going to leave.
Also (im remembering as i type lol) mc is the reason for going back in time bc when the ml died, she sought after the famous alchemist? Idk and wished for ml to be happy so time rewind. Now (at her second lift) she only has like a year or two to live
God you'd think id remember the name of it by now but no lol
Idk i actually like the romance here (or lack thereof LMAO) it's nice how the story healthily deviates from the romance and makes it a subgenre
Idk but i like it, a lot are saying mc's weak but it's probably bc they're a comparing her to other mcs w same situation. In reality tho, if a person were in her position, they'd be in the same situation as her/ or would've been killed earlier like the other arkari(?) (bc if she weren't as she is rn she would've been killed by the temple and another arksmth would've been summoned in her place)
Idk i like her BC she's relatable, she's not overly weak nor strong
Getting boring lol plot is going nowhere ++ it's time to put this on hold
Y tf does smth always happen to jin like ffr manipulated, killed, kidnapped, amnesia, i love him but hes lit a damsel(dame? Or wtv is the couter equivalent of damsel in males are called) in distress at this point
Only read chapter 20 and alr knew ml doesn't deserve that ending lmao
Been a while since i genuinely liked a shoujo historical manga w/ reincarnation lmao, i love the mc sm shes so endearing and their relationship is so healthy oml
The spoilers in q:
++ MC has been punished for "stealing" a ring from the princess (corporal punishment on arms and back),
++ was almost killed (and later abducted) for being witness of the second prince and ML dealing with pirates, even ended up in a naval fight with state of the art explosives.
++ was tortured by the empress on her legs and beyond (potentially dying as the torture was escalating) because the princess gave a different answer than the one they both agreed in the second trial, due to first prince provocation (nobody thought the princess could said that answer, EVERYBODY ASSUMED IT WAS MC PLAN)
++ And fell from a horse, barely surviving, due to first prince scheme while on the third trial, a hunting contest with no regulation or presence of the emperor. Nop. Just the 3 royal children potentially attempting on each other lives.
1. Art style looks good, great even but the art itself lacks a lot. Like they look aesthetic and all that but they're lacking emotions, they tend to be stiff at times
2. Not a fan of their eyes lately, it looks like its been blurred/smudged tf
3. The ml. Or if you're unaware, the oldest son. It's disgusting he's looking at fmc who is 12-13 btw (i stopped at 30 smth and peaked at 70 so im not sure if this still applies) but still she WAS 12-13 when they met and he alr had... Bothering thots over her, thots lol. Anw smn said he was 20+ which i dont blame lol bc he looks like it but if i were to give him the benefit of the doubt, he probs 17-19, which is still disgusting.
4. Plot wise, i understand her trauma ofc, like the family gave u hell but y tf did it just disappear one day when u decided to stay for hesashit
5. Hesarose? Hesashit lol yo back tf up man ur being too close to a damn child shirtless when ur oBV 200+ yo looking lik ur in ur late 20s
6. Apparently dad will die and im supposed to care? Idk the plot so far barely gave me anything to care abt that man
7. The god damn maid bro. When mc got kidnapped, like wtfdym you got too excited u didn't see your madame getting bullied right under ur nose++getting kidnapped LMAO and u got off without even a slap to the wrist thaz crazy
9. Plot holes and plot inconsistencies everywhere
TWINK OWEN GETTING TOPPED BY NUX
TWINK OWEN GETTING TOPPED BY NUX
TWINK. OWEN. GETTING. TOPPED. BY. NUX.
oh dear lord, a big dick AND a breeding kink? Jfc sign me up--
Getting boring tbh i skipped thru the last 2ch,
1.we didn't get rlly need a long ass flashback
2. the father's death was so sudden to the point that the plot felt like it's going haywire
3. Obv theres going to be a misunderstanding and it'll be that luci is actually the count's daughter (not a spoiler bc idk shit)
4. All in all the plot doesn't feel like it's linear anymore lol, im def dropping this, i could see why this was getting sm hate ngl
This BL is full colored. As I remember the bottom was a knight(?) and the top was some kind of supernatural something. The top could turn into a wolf, has blue eyes and long white (?) hair. The top is always sweet and sometimes naive. The top ended up getting reborn again because of a punishment of having connection with a human and then over tim......
