I feel like nakyum and seungho have met before since they were kids. Young nakyum might be the one why young seungho realizes that he's gay, he might've caught feelings.
Then this moves on to seungho's homophobic father finding out and "correcting" his son, meaning punishment (the hands hovering young seungho). This made him traumatized and forced himself to forget about his memories of youth. Unfortunately, it lead to seungho being more enticed to lust and became a sex maniac and a rapist.
This might have plotholes from the orig story, but take this theory with a grain of salt. If ever they really met when they were young, then good for them they've been destined with one another. I'm just so happy today that we could see seungho's character development!
I'd like takeo to get jealous, like really baaadddd (I've said this a lot). Of course wakou can't decipher whether takeo's feelings are true because just like takeo said that he couldn't keep up with wakou's progress in their relationship, takeo's just starting to realize it; he wants to take things slow. BUT how long does he have to depend from this pretend-dating to be able to actually tell wakou that he loves him. What's aching me is that they've known each other for YEARS and seeing how this goes it's like back to square one where you sign up for a blind date and getting to know the person.
The angst is hurting me, every chapter updated I just let my tears fall down as I see poor wakou thinking he knows there's no hope, like it's so relatable.
I could rant a lot about this, but alas I end my sentence here. See you all to my next rant next chapter.
There's a part of me who wants to see takeo suffer and get jealous by seeing wakou with another guy showing his pretty smile. I'm just afraid that PROBABLY (theory) in the next chapter, I'll see this somewhere along the lines "I knew it, you don't have feelings for me", as wakou faces takeo.
PLS I JUST DON'T WANNA CRY, I NEED TO SEE TAKEO SUFFER FIRST. WE DON'T WANT BABY WAKOU AS AN AO REPLACEMENT!!!!!!









Damn the "we have regressed 10 chapters" is my reaction too when jace was being stupid