
I see different comments about how either Sangho and Hakdo are reacting in the past few chapters and it confuses me.
Hakdo has been in kind of a trance. It seems small, but Doochi has been his world for a while, which was made clear in the beginning of the story. It makes perfect sense that he needs his time to adjust. Just because he is in pain right now doesn't mean that he doesn't care. And he didn't react to Sangho's "I'll wait" confession because that may just be his way of processing things. I think we're too used to BL drama.
We shouldn't expect him to get over Doochi immediately just because it was a one-sided love. Sangho is really mature about this and is reassuring him that he is there and knows he can get through this. It makes Sangho sad, hence him crying at his brother's house, but it's a risk he's willing to take. His fear is normal, but that doesn't mean Hakdo is going to reject him.
Hakdo never said he doesn't love Sangho. But he has to get over this first, and that's okay. I think in the next chapter or two, we'll reach there, but it's just odd to me that people think it's weird that they're not crying and confessing to each other and everything is happy. By now, it's clear that this manga has a more realistic and mature approach to situations rather than extra dramatics of usual BL.
I'm just saying--they don't have to fall for each other at the same rate to be a legitimate relationship. Transitioning from casual to consummate isn't a smooth ride.

But I’d prefer he not literally look so much like Hen. That bothers me more than I can say. However, I think an assertive (borderline aggressive) cute guy does suit Alek. He’s always forced to be in control and perfect all of the time. It would do him so good to be pulled by the reins for once. Still why does he have to look so much like Hen? Like that is so fucking weird to me.

Ive been so busy with life I missed 2 updates and I was excited to come back to fluff but now everything’s falling apart and I wish Sangho would talk to his brother. And I wish he’d never change his hairstyle cause it’s so mature and sexy. And I need to know what’s happening with that thigh kiss and know that they are okay. And that Hakdo is okay and IM BREAKING DOWN
Legit he was sleeping on Zhang Xixi and like his body language in the car was so comfortable with JianYi. Remember the beginning where he’d get his ass kicked every time he cuddled him? This development ;-; before our eyes. Like Xixi is just content in his relationship and looking at Mo & Tian like “damn was I like that.”