but oh wow excuse me while i get my nape pierced ヾ(☆▽☆) sensei makes it sound so good ugh
i really want a tongue piercing now(⌒▽⌒)
it's really inconvenient and it hurts and there's a lot of other shit involved like you have to clean it properly and it takes time to get used to putting it in since it's curved （￣へ￣） ( at least for me )
i think ill be okay with pain but im worried about getting infected because im kind of allergic to piercings lol i mean, i cant even wear earrings so idk
*sangwoo being "sweet": i thought this was i wanted but this is creepy af
*sangwoo drowning bum: ah yes very comfortable
hahahaha gosh i was so scared of sangwoo the whole chapter i couldnt tell what he was gonna do ╥﹏╥
I agree. I was waiting for Sangwoo to explode or do the worst, his niceness creeps the hell out of me. Idk how I have come to accept this violence as normal, I will go to hell
I just love how the characters developed in this story ^^ it was very interesting to watch masumi lose control of himself
NONAMI SAN NONAMI SAN NONAMI SAN AHHHHHHH he had me when he first did that thing with the rock paper scissors and then with wanting to go clean ahhhhhh omigod
There must be something wrong with me cause I really enjoyed seeing Naru go through all that pain. It was pretty interesting to see his character fall down from his high horse.
Wait. That sounds bad. I mean. I enjoyed it because it was convincing and written well. Especially when he said "only yesterday his heart and body was mine" I thought wow that's something Naru would definitely say. I mean he didn't feel ooc at all. And the contrast between him in chapter 1 and chapter 3 was really interesting. What.
Though I was shocked to see Kei go as far as to actually fuck someone else in front of Naru. Didn't think this manga was THAT crazy haha
When I read the first line I thought, oh no is haruki falling for hikaru is it that kind of manga. Imagine the relief when I realized it wasnt. Anyway.
I'm pretty sure everybody saw Haruki's suicide attempt coming. What I'm confused about, however, is what he meant by "feelings"
My initial thought was ROMANTIC FEELINGS????? Is it stockholm??? then I realized maybe he meant it as murderous or suicidal feelings. But then how does it line up with his sexual desires? In this chapter he becomes more resigned to the relationship, is it because he's completely given up on life? Is it romantic feelings after all? When he said that his heart and body became one, did he mean that he started wanting the abuse?
I'm pretty sure the only reason he didn't kill hikaru with the pills (or with anything at any given point) is because he hasn't become that kind of person.
Now that I think about it more, it makes more sense that he started liking it and doesn't want to like it that's why he chooses to kill himself to "stop" it. So it may be stockholm after all? Unsure.
I'm lowkey hoping Haruki would ended up with his ex smh
I'm highkey hoping Haruki ends up with his ex
i think he meant that he lost his feelings. remember how he cut himself but he didn´t notice untill his younger bro was like u just cut yourself and he is like oh. so it is not romantic feelings rather he gave up and wants the hurt or hate feeling to continue at least. hard to explain but i totally get him. maybe because i was in similar situation before.
Super highkey i'll cry blood tears
but what do you guys think about the pause/look that koba gave off when he found ouy they were dating?
do you think it was woah my friend is also gay and i didnt know
or was it there couldve been an us except i thought he was super straight
oh my it could be either or even wtf 5 years? and i never figured out? xDD
I think he was taken aback with Oushirou's honesty. He was so used, even after 5 years, that his friend always played it safe and that he doesn't say anything to him then one night drops a bomb that he's going to live in with his male partner and they are dating. Dating for 5 years and he never knew when all he ever wanted from Oushirou was to treat him like a family, the same way he treats or sees him.
I honestly think the same, even more so after reading the story about sensei and the other friend (he had almost the same reaction lol) but it's fun to read too much into the pauses because we never really know ahahah
I was confused at first which among his reactions you were referring to. I thought it was when he might have figured that Oushirou has been in love with him the entire time 5 yrs ago. I thought that one is also interesting to talk about but I guess this one is too. That pause was also followed by disappointment because Oushirou was never open to him. His reaction also clarified Kubo(forgot his name) to me. I thought he knew Oushirou was gay and wanted to monopolize him when they went back home. The last chapter proves he knew nothing and he was only jealous of their friendship and Oushirou's openness towards Inamura, a person he's been with no longer than a year, 5 yrs ago. I'd be pissed off too, if I were in Kubo's place.
OMG his name is Koba. Sorry.
I guess I was referring to both? It makes sense that the pause when he found out his friend was gay meant being jealous as a friend. He must've felt betrayed. But do you think the pause when he found out that his friend was in love with him was a 'woah yuck' or a 'holy sht I didn't notice' or maybe 'it makes sense why he couldn't tell me' lol
Uhm, I think there isn't enough time to think all or any of that. He's still in the middle of processing it so I think it was "oh so that 'I like you' meant that way? I misunderstood and replied the same thing but meaning differently from what he said" and "that was a big blunder" ; he was about to process that idea to any of what you mentioned or "that must've been painful for Oushirou" or "I did such a dick move" BUT Inamura shushed him. He'll ponder those once he's alone but at that moment, I don't think he already thought of those.
Yeah it was obvious he was jealous as a friend. I just thought bad of him in the previous chapters since I am not sure how dense he really is.
I was ready for the pain, I was thinking, jfc another hate mate to stab my heart BUT THE UNIMAGINABLE HAPPENED AND I JUST
yessssssssssssss (づ￣ ³￣)づ
MOVING ON FROM PAINFUL ONE SIDED LOVE AND FINDING SOMEONE WHO TREATS YOU RIGHT IS A+++++
god i love this manga!!!! when he said he loves his brother, i thought oh no its not gonna happen because he no likey the boy back but when he corrected to 'loved' aaaaaaahhhh the gods are merciful
td;lr - im just really glad that it wasnt one of those stories where the childhood friend had been harboring feelings for him too huhuhuh
Yeah at the beginning I also thought that they will not come together because normaly the childhood Friend is surprisingly also in Love with him, the Standard stuff you know..
BUT OMG I LOVE HOW THIS MANGA ENDED (〜￣△￣)〜
once upon a time, everyone was #teamhyunwoo ahahahaha
HYUUUUUUNG YOU SEXY ASS MOTHER FUUUUUU omg why you do this to me *cries* I cant help but feel really nervous tho cause hyunwoo's confessed to be confused and all... so probably wont end well for us #teamhyung
ah but i dont hate hyunwoo ahaha i feel like he's going through something natural cause like its not easy to suddenly change your sexuality or what but you knowww
ALSO RED HAIRED FRIEND WHOSE NAME I FORGOT YOU THE REAL MVP