I feel like this is such a mature and reasonable way to be handling this situation from them. I know that if I were in Ido’s shoes here, I would probably be doing the exact same thing. I don’t want to beg or say that I haven’t given up my feelings because I don’t want to put any sort of pressure on the other person. If I beg, that could make them feel guilty and that’s the last thing I would want, especially because Sejin has consistently given indications that he doesn’t really want to continue anything (even tho that’s obviously not true). The one thing Ido wants is for Sejin to be free and he’s trying to prevent his feelings from being any sort of obstacle in that (even if he doesn’t do the best job of it at time). Meanwhile Sejin is still just figuring out what he even wants and trying to process both his current feelings and his trauma from his past life, so it’s fair that he’s giving these kind of mixed signals on what he wants here, even to himself. This feels like such a realistic way to portray what would be happening in this moment from two people who genuinely care for each other
Also, just throwing this in there, begging is inherently selfish and Idol is trying to be as selfless as physically possible. It makes sense that he wouldn’t beg.
Yall he has to get with someone else so that he can realize “man this sucks” and then go full obsession mode THESE THINGS HAVE NATURAL PROGRESSION TRUST THE PROCESS
I think he just a dick. He enjoyed mc being hard to get. But after get what he want he kinda bored and play around. Never have faith in him in the first place tho. Just hope his dick being crushed or he got fucked instead
Let's just chop it off atp
Remember that he’s a major playboy, he’s never been one to dedicate himself to one person. This isn’t a surprise AT ALL, it’s expected in stories like this. We can’t just expect him to suddenly change his ways, that’s why he has to be a shitty guy for a bit and then slowly change because of MC. THAT is character development
We know that he won’t get a satisfactory answer to his questions but he NEEDED to ask them. This has been bottled up for so long, he had to finally release it, and ido did exactly what he should have. He can’t change what he’s done, all he can do is accept responsibility. This was such a beautiful chapter
Holy FUCK my eyes are well fed rn