
You're telling me Arisaka found a guy who not only goes against the norm, is hella hot and passionate, loves and cherishes him but also fits his wants in bed?? Did all the karma of the shit he's been through cash out? Legit shocked how lucky he got. Kinda makes me worry for the future since it's Asada sensei, but I'll enjoy the happiness even if it's temporary

the last time i heard abt this author was because they suddenly grew boobs, I had no idea they drew gay stuff
ngl tho all their works feel like some weird embarrassment torture porn, do masochists get off to stuff like this? i seriously dont get why its like THAT /not judging

I don't know about their gender identity and I don't like to speculate on it tbh, found it funny how it was confusing everyone how they grew a whole rack and started aging in reverse but they kept jokingly saying it's just a side effect of medication. In the end whether they're not coming out due to societal pressures/safety concerns(gac might be legal in SK but general opinions aren't too trans-friendly) or just wanna look like a woman while identifying as a man for some reason doesn't really matter imo. I use they/them for them bc they like being called by feminine terms but still call themselves a man so dunno how that'd translate into english.

On one hand I love how Mamiya spirals after his death, desperate to bring him back, he doesn't listen to Sada's last words, doesn't care about himself in the slightest. It feels human, the same way character's in Nemui's other works do. I was aware this wasn't going to have a "happy" ending after Mamiya talked about his previous experiments, but calling Sada's death is different from experiencing this emptiness that the author depicted after his actual death. We don't get anything, just the pure desperation and grief that comes from Sada's death. There's no extra with Mamiya living his life in spite of the immense grief he feels, it's all just empty, there's no "winning". Coming for the toxic cannibal yaoi and getting a bucket of cold water thrown at you in the form of death as the absolute ending. I don't think I've seen the death of an MC depicted in this way before, it definitely wasn't something I expected tbh
ngl the writing is pretty weak on this one so far, the characters actions don't make much sense and the dialogue is not believable in the slightest
I really like the art and the trope though and this seems to be this authors first manga, so I feel like it's worth giving it a chance even if only to see how much the author grows by the end
I agree.. lol