as stupid as it is I get why Iltak would choose the red hair over Hyunwoo, remember he still thinks Hyungjoo is only fucking around while Hyunwoo was always serious(so he can't pretend it was all a joke)
the last time i heard abt this author was because they suddenly grew boobs, I had no idea they drew gay stuff
ngl tho all their works feel like some weird embarrassment torture porn, do masochists get off to stuff like this? i seriously dont get why its like THAT /not judging
the only good part of this story is seeing the artist improve each chapter, it's honestly so impressive just going chapter by chapter and seeing them grow
On one hand I love how Mamiya spirals after his death, desperate to bring him back, he doesn't listen to Sada's last words, doesn't care about himself in the slightest. It feels human, the same way character's in Nemui's other works do. I was aware this wasn't going to have a "happy" ending after Mamiya talked about his previous experiments, but calling Sada's death is different from experiencing this emptiness that the author depicted after his actual death. We don't get anything, just the pure desperation and grief that comes from Sada's death. There's no extra with Mamiya living his life in spite of the immense grief he feels, it's all just empty, there's no "winning". Coming for the toxic cannibal yaoi and getting a bucket of cold water thrown at you in the form of death as the absolute ending. I don't think I've seen the death of an MC depicted in this way before, it definitely wasn't something I expected tbh
WHY IS THIS SO REAL IM SOBBING
happy late birthday chitose :(
this is so good so far but why did the mc get feminised
I love how even the silliest dialogue feels romantic here
I think this is the best realistic depiction of csa and it's aftermath I've ever met with in manga, I was NOT prepared. I gotta say I wanted to strangle Ian with my own hands at many points in the story, but on the other hand I understand. It's not like he's equipped to deal with Jeremy's pain, he's not a neutral observer disconnected from the situation, a professional with a therapy plan. He's just a person fighting Gregs image looming over him similarly as Jeremy does, an imperfect person with his own struggles. I very much like the ending in particular, it's not like Jeremy is healed, he's not free of Greg and might never be. It's painful and real, but cathartic in a way, he survived, and he continues surviving and one day he might be able to thrive.
THATS HIS SIN?? are you kidding me? My mindset was so set to hate Muyeon for the supposed horrible thing he did but now that we learn that it's just circumstances I need to retriangulate
He didn't even do anything bad, his choices were limited to " leave temporarily and do horrible shit for money to free him" and "be there for him seeing him slowly deteriorate and die before his eyes" like?? there was no perfect choice available he was fucked from the start