Shishunki no Zawazawa
super old school yaoi story, remember reading many years ago lol uke doesn't want to confess until he's taller than seme. but seme already knows about his feelings. seme just goes for it one day while uke is sleeping and looking like he wants a kiss. uke is shocked and like what was that, you love me? seme just calls him an idiot and leaves. uke spends all night thinking about it and ends up almost passing out next day in gym. seme takes him to the infirmary and uke asks again about seme's feelings. seme says uke has something he should say first and uke agrees, confessing and then they kiss for real and seme ofc likes uke too. next chapter deals with uke getting jealous of a girl who likes seme. honestly poor girl tried so hard for seme and knew she had no change. i think seme gave her his second button and uke wanted to break up but it was too dramatic for me....... then we have a little time skip to when they're just moved in together for uni. dealing with problems like seme being super busy and falling asleep when they're about to have sex. also uke has a friend that seme is a little jealous of and maybe friend is gay? so seme leaves a mark on uke's neck to show off lol......
Love Potion Blood Boy
ok so childhood friends and uke is a descendent of vampires so still likes drinking blood, as he discovers. when he tells seme he's got a vampire relative, seme is super interested and just believes him and asks uke to drink his blood. uke kinda agrees and does it and finds it makes him horny. after that they jerk off together and seme likes it a lot so keeps asking uke to do it and then they jerk off despite uke always saying no more next time. uke is like big time tsundere, not into it. anyway, uke really puts his fucking foot down about no more and then seme fucking rapes him..........literally puts his dick in and uke is like crying saying no......... ofc it stops halfway, i think uke hits him, and then uke starts avoiding him. but somehow he also realizes he loves seme.... he gets jealous when he sees seme with a girl. well in the end seme catches up with uke and confronts him so uke can't escape. rape never addressed.... and then uke musters up courage to confess to rapist and they go home and seme just forces uke to have sex again. yeah thinking back it was all bad lol. not bad art though. just shitty personality uke and shitty actions seme.
Dekoboko Bittersweet Days
the story here is great, a wonderful continuation of this couple! so now they're in third year and thinking about future plans. seme wants to be an architect and live with uke. he's got plans for them to rent together and be in the same city or take day trips to each other. but then uke drops the bombshell that he's going to france for uni to study design with his designer grandma. i guess he's doing fashion design. seme gets fucking mad which is so dickish of him. then when their families are spending christmas together, the parents ask about gfs and seme gets even more mad about shit. like thinking how uke should have a normal gf and not letting uke talk about their relationship. and then afterwards, he tells uke they're fucking over and just walks off and never talks to uke again................ and then they graduate and seme starts feeling back he never replied to uke's text to talk. just then uke texts again saying he's off to france and seme is sad but resigned. then his brother comes into his room and is like i'll drive you to the airport let's go and seme decides to go. at the airport he apologizes and says he didn't mean any of that. and uke is super nice and said he kinda knew seme wasn't serious cuz seme wasn't making eye contact and stuff. anyway so seme asks uke to stay but ofc uke is a strong independent man and he still needs to go to france to find his own path in life. they promise to stay in touch and uke is off. they video chat a lot and seme grows a bit taller. when uke comes back to japan, he's 175 and uke is still 186. they go directly to a hotel to fuck....... i think it's kind of weird uke never came back all those years in uni...... anyway and then we see a bit 3 years into the future again when seme is in france asking uke's grandma for uke's hand i guess. cuz we see now they're wearing rings. and there's an extra where seme has plans to design and build a house for them both in the future. reading the summary back it doesn't sound great lol but i kind of understand seme and uke is super cute and they're not unreasonable unrealistic characters. love that uke went to do something for himself even though seme had plans to just support him for life on an architect salary.
Doushiyoumonai Renjo
this author loves weird misunderstandings......this seme is kinda yandere and uke is weirdly stockholm syndromy. so they used to be friends as kids and both liked each other. uke didn't want to be gay so he tried to deny these feelings and push seme away. he didn't realize seme was moving soon and super regreted it afterwards. they meet again in last year of high school cuz seme has moved back into area. uke starts having feelings for seme again but doesn't want to. but seme does persuade him to go back to his house and then seme rapes him................................ honestly wtf lol and after high school they end up at the same uni and seme is there waiting for uke. uke starts feeling a little jealous how seme is popular with women. they still act like nothing happened between them...... when a girl invites seme to a goukon, uke asks to go too. at the goukon, seme suddenly starts groping his crotch and uke excuses himself to the bathroom. seme has gone full on yandere at this point, talking about how he will make uke his. anyway, in the bathroom he gives uke a blowjob. then they go back to uke's house and seme fully rapes him now, in the ass and everything. next day seme's gone and uke's fucking all sad about it??? actually feels bad for seme and sorry he made seme that way or something???? idk but after some days he goes to visit seme's house and seme is dramatically lying on the floor of his home lol just wasting away cuz he feels so bad. uke actually fucking apologizes for not acknowledging his own feelings sooner and they get together........ well then we see them after uni moving in together..... uke is the shy kinda tsundere type.
Rival - Tokubetsu Na Otoko
cute old fashioned yaoi. seme suddenly comes onto uke out of nowhere and then suddenly they are together lmao. actually really like this author's stories and characters though. funny. they are tennis players and fierce rivals from different schools in high school. uke hates seme cuz he can't beat him usually but seme obviously favours uke and offers a handshake when he never does to anyone else. but uke saw it as a slight and slapped the hand lol then in uni uke is upset to see seme there again. turns out seme had turned down recruitment from a famous tennis uni to go to this uni, obviously to be with uke. wish the author had more time to show these scenes fleshed out. anyway, so the team captain asks them to play doubles and uke is upset, but seme is cool with it. in the end uke listens to the team captain so goes with it. then captain asks them to be together 24h a day to get to know each other and develop a better dynamic. and that's when seme suddenly touches uke in the shower in the name of getting closer. after that uke is feeling awkward but kinda likes it and they just end up dating. seme reveals he has some ocd and hates people's sweat so doesn't shake hands but he doesn't mind uke at all. then in last chapter there's a love rival for uke. it's a kouhai from seme's high school who gets along well with seme and admires him a lot. he tries to steal uke's spot in doubles, which uke had given up himself in rage after being jealous of seeing seme with that guy....... but then uke feels even worse and seme is a nice guy who says doubles without uke is meaningless. super cute, they have sex again and seme says he'll cum in 3 seconds if uke blows him lol.
Roku to Rui
super cute story! seme has liked uke since middle school. kissed him once but then played it off as a joke when their friends saw them. since then uke thinks seme is just pranking him by doing that and stealing the girls he likes. they went to separate high schools and now in uni. seme confesses seriously and now uke believes him. they go out for a trial period and uke is totally open to dating seme. kissing, then having sex. uke is actually leading kind of in a shy way lol. and seme is super respectful and shy and cute. honestly lovely dynamic. super sweet couple.
100% Love Gauge/Love Gauge 100%
uke likes playing this bl game and one day sees seme who looks like his fav character from the game. they end up working in a group project and seme asks him out and they get together. things are going well but one day seme is dragged away by his friends and somehow that makes uke think seme is over him????? over dramatic much, so then he goes drinking with his friends. somehow seme comes to find him passed out drunk and being harrassed by his own friends. uke's friends had left him there for a bit.... so seme takes uke home and ends his friendship with those ppl. next morning uke wakes up and sees seme is also an otaku with posters of his fav guy from the game all over the walls. turns out seme asked him out cuz uke looks like seme's fav guy. kind of dumb story from this author as before.....but art is really good.
Aimai na Wolf
beautiful art and cute story and art. uke is possessed by the wolf spirit, so on full moon days, he goes into heat and he loses his memory and his ears and tail come out. he also has a heightened sense of smell, so he tends to avoid enclosed spaces with other people. seme is uke's neighbour and was originally upset with him for being noisy. one day seme's cat goes over to uke's place and seme goes to pick his cat up. he sees the door open and goes in and uke is in heat and kinda out of it. seme may have jerked him off but not sure lol. well they end up spending the night sleeping together cuz uke wouldn't let go apparently. next morning seme acts normal and leaves. uke finally confronts him about what he saw and seme nonchalantly talks about seeing uke's wolf features. but he's cool with it and uke is happy to have someone understand him. he also realizes seme has no smell unlike other ppl. so they start hanging out a lot and getting along. uke starts falling for seme after seeing a text on seme's phone from a guy asking if seme has a bf. confused about who this guy is like if there's another manga explaining it... one full moon uke goes into heat in front of seme. seme starts jerking him off like he did before and uke is kinda surprised. he takes the opportunity to ask seme if seme is interested in him. seme takes it the wrong way and leaves. he's got some trauma from another friend in the past getting repulsed after finding out he's gay and thinking seme is after all guys. after that it's kinda awkward between them. seme thinks uke will avoid him from now and uke thinks seme doesn't like him or something idk. but then uke's friends notice uke is kinda depressed and ask him about it. he talks about a person with no smell and they see he's probably in love with that person and lost love or something. seme overhears uke's friends talking about and rushes over to see uke. it's another full moon night somehow lol. they reconcile and get together quickly. sex is in the extra. just some jerking in the main story.
My Little Inferno
that one about a genius hacker getting money from hacks. the guy he used to work with who still likes him. but he's tired of this hacking illegal life and wants to settle down. so he goes with uke, plain ordinary weak uke instead.
Love Works in Mysterious Ways