chicken_veeng's manga / #UGHHHHHHHHHHHHH UPDATE PLS(185)

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YES YES YES. i love all the kinda life lessons that are in this bl. they talk a lot about trauma or what its like going through hardships in life and i think that's really amazing and make me think a lot. the characters feel real and human. they're not perfect in any way but they still want to love and be loved. they have things they struggle with and give up on. it's really relatable and sad at the same time. i love both the leads so much omg

bruh i hate that bitch sisley OMG. i have never felt this kind of rage for a character omg, i hate her so much and wish the best only for layla and the emperor, bc he actually appreciates her and doesn't see her as property.

i like that she could communicate with the dude when she was younger and wasn't dumb but idk it feels like there could be more.

its gold but its 5am and im too tired to explain why but believe me.it is

THIS SHT IS FUKING AMAZING. THE CHEMISTRY BETWEEN THE LEADS PLUS THE ACTUAL GOOD PLOT AND THE FUCKING DRAMA AND PLOT TWISTS IM LIVING FOR ALL OF IT. between the two leads i love their whole dynamic of them being enemies but the line for that slowly blurred and they stared having sex and then having feelings for each other. the author made it so amazing how they transferred from rivals to kinda fiends and fooling around to falling in love and being each others only family/person they held dear. ik a lot of stories do a horrible job at that and the feelings come from no where but omg this story does an amazing job at it and i can't wait to see more. i also love all the emotions the mcs go through. the happiness, the rage, them falling in love, them feeling betrayed, their regret. their emotions are depicted so well and detailed its insane. especially in chp. 38 i think, when haon is saying how he regrets surviving (as a fair point, he didn't actually mean it and he was being drugged BUT) and the way it's depicted in drawings and words in that chapter is mind-blowing and idk if i'll ever see a better depiction of regret ever. the way he feels that every death that has happened after he 'died' was his fault bc it was to avenge him and that he knows he didn't directly cause those deaths but still feels that they weigh him down and eat him alive from the inside. that even tho he feels that deep regret and guilt, he still will that that hand that gon reaches out to him every time without hesitation. even through all that emotion he still can't help but trust and love the one person he holds dear. and his saying no that he didn't forgive gon for those deaths but that he doesn't forgive himself for living to see it. it's so sad and human that even in all of this he doesn't see gon as a bad person and even after killing so many people he can only blame himself. which is so sad yet realistic. i truly never wish he saw himself like that bc it's so sad to see but what was even more sad was how i could relate to him in a way. that scene was almost like a depiction of any sort of thing that causes one guilt and regret and feeling so consumed by it. and even when a person/people reach their hand out to you saying that its alright now and it's ok to move on, you still feel that guilt but take or want to take that hand so bad almost as if asking, "is it ok to move on? is it ok to forgive myself?" and even if that guilt or issue was caused by someone else and they are the reason for your pain, you still can't help but blame yourself. this shit got way more deep and personal than i meant to lmao but moving on from that therapy seasion, this is amazing i love everything abt this webtoon. 100/10 ART STYLE IS ALSO TO DIE FOR

not rly into the other characters but the mc seems interesting

this shit is absoulte gold and omg checks every box of my interests. i really reminds me of 2 dif mangas where one is a mc princess who saves the ‘villainess’ and falls in love with her but this one is better and its the ‘villainess’ who basically falls in love with the isekai girl who takes over her body and just wants to live a good life that the villainess never had. they have such a beautiful and cute bond even tho they’re never met each other. and after a another isekai bitch comes and steals everything she built and did for herself she loses her reasoning and gets switched with the original villainess and she wants to take revenge for the only person who ever wished for her happiness and was truly her family and love of her life. i love all the amaing metaphors in the text when teh mc talks abt emi bc she truly did love her and she was her world. she doesn’t even see her own original body as her own but just something she’s borrowing until emi wakes up again. its the most pure and beautiful love. this manga rly does have the villian vibe of the quote “the hero will destroy you to save the world but the villian will destory the world to save you” or whatever it is and she rly is doing that. even tho her revenge is esentially benefiting the world bc its what emi would’ve wanted, she’s still destroying everything that hurt her while working to make her happy. KDDKWOWK IDK I LOVE EVERYTHING ABT THIS MANGA BRO. THE ART IS ALSO GOREGOUS. i love that the mc is alone to for the most part of it bc i honestly hate when mcs just get friends and shit for no reason but she rly did everything herself and said friends are a waste and would just make things take longer and i love that for her. ART STYLE IS GORGEOUS TOO FORNSOWME I LOVE EVERYTHING ABT THIS