chicken_veeng's manga / #smut(675)

that shit was beautiful wow. I rly love how over the course of the story he learned to love slowly. even at the end he didn't fully believe in it, but he had hope that the future could be bring. I absolutely love that bc it rly shows that loving someone and believing they love you can take time. its not a one time thing or an easy thing. and its very clearly shown in this manga. I think its such a good and almost rly realistic way of showing acceptance and even just the reality of gay love in society. bc even tho you don't rly see exactly what happened with him and past experiences, you can see how the outlook of other ppl affected him and how it forever changed his view on love. and the other guy doesn't want to heal him or fix him, but he wants him to know that there can be hope in the future and everything isn't always as pesamistic as it seems. I could write a whole ass essay abt how good this manga is god damn

ok warning: the rape was not from the partner of the mc but another shitty person who want dead. i can't believe she didn't go to jail that bitch. anyway, that was so freakign good and it just felt like i read an entire book with 4 different story arcs. they were all so well written too. the only downside is that there wasn't as much backstory with the top. bc even tho they explained his heard disease, they didn't rly explain his relationship with his parents and that kind left a blank there. but the character development for both of the characters was incredible and i'm rly happy there was a pregnancy and not just a scare. bc u rly see him go between the thought of abortion or giving birth and thinking he might be a single parent. i also rly liked the depiction of the rape element, NOT BC I LIKE RAPE, but bc they showed it in such a realistic way and how traumatized he was from it afterwards. i do think the author dismissed it too fast bc they were trying to move on from that plot point and not keep that going for the rest of the plot but for a short story it was rly well made and realistic. the overall chemistry was rly good. not the 100% best but they rly deeply cared for each other and any reader can see that and it wasn't just made up and randomly happened. overall very cute story 10/10