chicken_veeng's manga / #want more!!!(786)

that was rly cute and everything. i rly liked tho how they focused on them getting into a relationship and a lot of their arguments and shit like that which was rly funny. i do kinda wish tho that they showed more of the tops thought process of why he liked the other guy bc it kinda just felt like after sleeping with him he couldn't stop thinking abt him and it magically turned into romantic attraction. and i kinda wished there was more abt the romantic part of their relationship and exploring more than the key point of why they "fell for each other", which was their passion ig and wanting to compete with each other, and looking at other things they liked. don't get me wrong the whole thing was rly good and the reason i would rate it so high and liked it a lot was bc of the leads chemistry and how they rly did complement each other. i did rly like the narrative tho, that the bottom especially was going through shit abt not being himself. bc he kept getting dumped for essentially being better and more successful than his exes. but then he was able to see and find the top who would constantly compete with him in everything. even tho they didn't fully go into it, i liked the concept of him discovering that loving someone doesn't mean sacrificing things/urself bc the other person ur with is at a different point in their life (and is unhappy abt it and wants u to be less than urself to make them fell better) but real love is going through life at the same level and in this case competing with each other at the same level. even tho bottom was always better the top never gave up and always wanted to match him and do more which is something he rly needs. bruh idk where tf i was going with this i'm stopping now ew.

that was gold

its gold but its 5am and im too tired to explain why but believe me.it is

they are literally so cute and i rl wanna see them have a relationship. they obviously both have their issues which is why they haven't confessed to each other but i rly think that president mo needs to put his pride aside and admit he likes him BC ISTG THERES BEEN TOO MANY TIMES HE REJECTS HIM BC HES SCARED AND IK IT WOULD LEAD TO SOMETHING. anyway i love their unrequited love vibe and that the bottom is the prez and the secretary is the top. i feel like they have just a good personality dynamic and even tho the prez is kinda like a cat personality the top doesn't overcompensate by giving dog energy but just quietly makes up fo the prez's other parts. also i love how u can clearly see that the prez's love language is acts of service and gift giving bc that man keeps finding ways to take care of the secretary its so cute. like he'll see he didn't eat or only ate ramen and will send him food or find an excuse to give him food. and found an excuse everyday to come to his house and give him food and medicine even when he was mad and him and said he'd never come back. they're adorable and make me sad for being single. i want someone who would care that much aw.

THIS SHT IS FUKING AMAZING. THE CHEMISTRY BETWEEN THE LEADS PLUS THE ACTUAL GOOD PLOT AND THE FUCKING DRAMA AND PLOT TWISTS IM LIVING FOR ALL OF IT. between the two leads i love their whole dynamic of them being enemies but the line for that slowly blurred and they stared having sex and then having feelings for each other. the author made it so amazing how they transferred from rivals to kinda fiends and fooling around to falling in love and being each others only family/person they held dear. ik a lot of stories do a horrible job at that and the feelings come from no where but omg this story does an amazing job at it and i can't wait to see more. i also love all the emotions the mcs go through. the happiness, the rage, them falling in love, them feeling betrayed, their regret. their emotions are depicted so well and detailed its insane. especially in chp. 38 i think, when haon is saying how he regrets surviving (as a fair point, he didn't actually mean it and he was being drugged BUT) and the way it's depicted in drawings and words in that chapter is mind-blowing and idk if i'll ever see a better depiction of regret ever. the way he feels that every death that has happened after he 'died' was his fault bc it was to avenge him and that he knows he didn't directly cause those deaths but still feels that they weigh him down and eat him alive from the inside. that even tho he feels that deep regret and guilt, he still will that that hand that gon reaches out to him every time without hesitation. even through all that emotion he still can't help but trust and love the one person he holds dear. and his saying no that he didn't forgive gon for those deaths but that he doesn't forgive himself for living to see it. it's so sad and human that even in all of this he doesn't see gon as a bad person and even after killing so many people he can only blame himself. which is so sad yet realistic. i truly never wish he saw himself like that bc it's so sad to see but what was even more sad was how i could relate to him in a way. that scene was almost like a depiction of any sort of thing that causes one guilt and regret and feeling so consumed by it. and even when a person/people reach their hand out to you saying that its alright now and it's ok to move on, you still feel that guilt but take or want to take that hand so bad almost as if asking, "is it ok to move on? is it ok to forgive myself?" and even if that guilt or issue was caused by someone else and they are the reason for your pain, you still can't help but blame yourself. this shit got way more deep and personal than i meant to lmao but moving on from that therapy seasion, this is amazing i love everything abt this webtoon. 100/10 ART STYLE IS ALSO TO DIE FOR

it was cute but i don't think it rly had enough abt their actual relationship other than the fact they wanted to have sex and see who was the bottom. the cute last chapters kinda made up for it but not all the way.