pluviophiliac's manga / #⚸(374)

my, what a toxic mess this is… goddammit. BUT. IT’S. SOOO. FUCKINGGG. HOTTTTT. seriously, i really can’t seem to make up my mind on whether this ‘relationship’ of theirs is healthy or not… things are pretty turbulent with these two—especially as of late. i mean, say whatever you want about extremely rough sex, but one can still have a nice relationship under the right circumstances—as long as boundaries are being set, respected and reinforced… and whatnot. whatever the case, i quite like the dynamics between these two! it’s thrilling, sexy, intimate, trusting and i’m basically chronically DRENCHED at this point. lol, fuuuuck meeee. i can’t wait to read more. i’m so turned on right now, it’s not even funny. i never knew i was into such rough play… oof. i mean, i guess i sort of realized it at some point… but eh, not really, you know? this is quite exciting, though, heh. i actually enjoy watching the commitment, sexual tension and obsessive nature between our two male leads. this ain’t no amateur hour, though… these guys aren’t kidding around with the torture, lmfao. (i’m loving it, though—obviously.) (ughhh, they’re so hot. THIS MINDSET CAN’T BE FUCKING HEALTHY, AHHHH!!!) P.S. even though i know this manhwa is TECHNICALLY centered around an unhealthy codependence-type relationship that’s emotionally damaging as hell by nature, i’m making an exception by shipping these two—mainly because i understand the foundations and the overall purpose of their relationship. it’s literally ‘the main appeal’ for both parties, so i’m all for the sexual carnage under these circumstances!!! and even more so since said codependency only seems to ‘enhance’ their plays. guess we’ll have to wait and see in order to find out. ;) still, they clearly have some communicative issues to work through for this relationship to ever stand a chance, man… that goes for their respective insecurities as well. just be honest and upfront with each other, you fools!!! based on how things have been going in recent chapters, though, i expect things to finally get better sometime soon—more consistent and assertive as well. their emotions are definitely all over the place, lol. but i believe in you, boyssss! and your respective character development as well, heh. you can work your way through it. <33 P.P.S. and yes, i DO realize that i sound like a disgusting piece of garbage by saying these things, but i can’t really help it, lololol. we’re all here reading BDSM yaoi for a reason, no? we’re all completely fucked in the head, it’d seem. but as long as everyone’s enjoying themselves safely, i’d say we’re good. <33 (main characters included!!! always.)

ahhhh, this is so good!!! i’m absolutely loving the family dynamics here. it’s not just any basic, dramatic romance story; it actually has some real substance to it! there are so many great aspects here as well—not just in regards to human complexity and emotional depth, but in character development, too. excellent, excellent writing! god, i can’t wait for the day they’ll finally become a ‘real’ family—not just one on paper. i’m excited for the future!

i’m so, soooo fucking turned on right now, man… it’s low-key scary at this point, not gonna lie. i’m such a fucking perv, ugh. anywayyyy, the smut is RIDICULOUSLY sexy, and i’m really, really, reaaaally enjoying these developments! i also quite like their dynamics and their strangely ‘cute’ relationship. (yes, i do realize that this is toxic as fuck. shut up, don’t @ me.) i mean, even though we started out with forced prostitution and all that other SA shit, i was surprised by their respective attitudes and behaviors towards each other. there’s nothing stereotypical about this, and i appreciate that! but yeaaaah, i truly have no idea what i should be expecting to see down the line. i’m sensing an ever slowly-but-steady growing relationship between our two mains—especially since they already seem to have grown kind of attached (?) to each other. ughhh, i just HAVE to express my enthusiasm for the art itself!! fuck, man, it’s just beautiful. pure gorgeousness. i’m really, really liking this manhwa! P.S. i’d never condone SA or abuse of ANY kind, for any reason… but i do genuinely enjoy reading this mess—toxicity and all. however, if you can’t separate dark romantic fiction from actual reality, this story isn’t the one for whoever’s reading this. if i ever encountered a couple with a relationship like theirs in real life, i’d call the cops and run for the hills. IT’S. NOT. REAL. it’s sexually graphic, and pretty damn disturbing at times—especially in the beginning and the first 10 chapters or so. (i’m technically not disturbed by their sex at all anymore. lol. it appears to be both consensual and ‘enjoyable’ for both parties at this point.) still, i’m a psycho on the low. don’t listen to anything i say… unless you’re as morally ambiguous as i am, i guess. k thanks, bye. xoxo

holy FUCK, this is dark. ahhh, how i adore a lovely, oh so bittersweet revenge-story. <33 and this ‘nice saint-turns-villainess’ type-plot is an excellent trope. i’m so enthralled right now; estelle is so cunning and viciously seductive in everything she does. ahhh, this genre never disappoints!!! the sadist in is THRIVING, lol. sadistic me seems to love making appearances during these moments, hahaha. in any case, i’ll be looking forward to witness the full extent of her brutal revenge! i hope she’ll bevictorious and manage to find peace someday... she pretty much deserves it at this point. P.S. step on meeee, mami. <33 she’s so fucking hot, ugh. love every single little thing about her. SLAY, QUEEN.