pluviophiliac's manga / #⚸(374)

AHHHH, STOP CALLING OUT HIS NAME, YOU IDIOT!!! PLEAAAAASE, I BEG YOUUUU!!! i can’t cope with all this secondhand embarrassment i already know is heading my way. YOUR BOSS DOESN’T EVEN KNOW HE SLEPT WITH YOU (um, maybe…?), AND YET YOU’RE MASTURBATING IN THE FUCKING BATHROOM STALLS AT YOUR GODDAMN WORKPLACE?! WHERE. HE’S. THE. BOSS?!?!?! AHHHHH!!!!! i can’t handle this. talk about maaaad stress, bro… i’m literally here writing this during my fourth mental health break in, like, ten minutes… and i’m not even past that ONE scene yet. i repeat: I’M. STILL. NOT. PAST. THE. GODDAMN. MASTURBATING. SCENE. good lord, send help… edit: what the fuck did i just read, lmfao. don’t get me wrong—i thoroughly enjoyed myself! despite all the… ‘mistreatment’, if you will. i only came here for the sex, after all. and, just between you and me: the smut was TOP. NOTCH. QUALITY. man, seriously… i need a shower… or three. whatever. these guys were (slash are) toxic af, but i don’t even care at this point. yaoi has truly desensitized me by now. i suppose it’s only logical… considering the fact that even sexual assault has the capability of turning me on these days. and yes, before you ask: i do disgust myself. i clearly have issues. shit happens.

i’ve merely seen some of the photos and i’m already fucking dripping, y’all. this ain’t fair. I’M BUSY!!! edit: OH MY GOD, I LOVE THEM BOTH. well, at least i do now. they were really being weird with each other in the beginning, lol. now i love the dynamics!!! and the confidence of our main man, y’all… i quite admire his boldness, ngl. i’m looking forward to this! edit #2: it’s settled. doyoon is officially my king. or a queen—whichever fits. my god, i love him so much. (even though he’s low-key a sex addict, heh.) go off, boy!!! i like his style. edit #3: this thing was SO. FUCKING. GOOD. i guess we’ll be moving on from doyoon and hanseok now... season three’s definitely off to a good start, though!!! once again, i’m super excited. ^^ edit #4: AHHHH, IT’S KINDA STRESSING ME OUT, THO!!!! i’m loving these dynamics and i find the story itself pretty unpredictable, but my GOD, it’s good. i hope they become regular sex partners. that’d be so hot. (well, as long as it’s consensual, that is.) i’m STILL excited!!! edit #5: bro, my pulse as i’m reading this shit… it’s been awhile since i read something as arousing as this, what in the holy hell, lmao. it’s fucking ridiculous at this point. I. WANT. ALL. OF. IT. chakyeong can tie me up and step on me (i beg) while woojin fucks me up all night, every night, ‘til i die. (please and thank you.

it’s been awhile since i read this one, but i do remember loving it back in the day!!!

this is next level fucked up… holy FUCK, man. i’m feeling so uncomfortable right now. it’s PAINFUL. even more so knowing how fucking turned on i am right now despite all this fucked up shit… i genuinely don’t know if i’ve ever read anything as messed up as this. THIS is sadism. pure, emotional & psychological torture. holy shit. i can’t believe he actually got him to dildo-fuck his brother. WITHOUT. THE BROTHER’S. KNOWLEDGE. and then our sweet, innocent little shiwon just KEPT. GOING. with ML, knowing that his brother was passed out naked in the bed next to them. even after he woke up and saw them, too… fuuuck. WHAT EVEN— …and yet, i’m still here. not gonna lie, i’m kinda obsessed. i want to see where it goes. edit: aww, hell. i’m finding this a whole lot sweeter than i thought i would. it took them about a season and a half (?), but i quite like the state of their relationship right now. things are so different now, sheesh… i’m glad that the whole… ‘incest wincest’ thing didn’t leave permanent damage, lololol. i’m honestly more surprised about the fact that neither brother gave it a lot of thought afterwards. well, i mean… i guess that’s beneficial for the ship and all—which is officially SAILING, by the way—but knowing how ambiguous their relationship is (meaning all three), i’m a little anxious about how they’ll handle this whole ordeal in the future. in a weird way, it almost seemed to bring the brothers closer together, lol. they’re subconsciously working out some life-long issues, it’d seem. i’m just happy to see that they seem to be in a much better place now! man, this turned out different from my initial review, haha. now i can shamelessly exclaim how much i love this story—finally!!! i’m excited for season three. <33

i’m dying. done, dead, deceased. WIPED OFF THIS EARTH FROM ALL THIS GODDAMN SECONDHAND EMBARRASSMENT!!! lord help me. it’s so freakin’ great, though!!! i didn’t expect things would get this dark. well, i guess i should’ve seen it coming, but i didn’t, so there’s that... but i still like it! i’m conflicted, honestly… i DO like them together. well, whenever they aren't busy having unnecessary emotional breakdowns or whatever. LEARN HOW TO COMMUNICATE, DAMMIT!!! you’re just mindlessly creating problems out of thin air at this point, sheesh... i believe you can be happy together if you’d only start trusting each other. ughhh, you fools. anyway, this is toxic as hell, but i’m low-key kinda sort of definitely living for it. still ship it!!! even the great titanic had its issues, ya know? i mean, i have them too, so it’s all good. #whatever - - - - - edit: i’ve now finished it, and i still stand by everything i said before. only the ship feels even stronger now, lololol. titanic who? it must be somewhere far beyond that massive iceberg up ahead!!! in any case, i’m content. and they seem happy. they went from a toxic mess to a pretty wholesome duo these last couple chapters, ngl. might even reread one day!