pluviophiliac's manga / #⚸(374)

maaaan, this shit is hot as fuuuuck!!! uncomfortable as hell to read at times, but it’s so fucking steamy, ugh. (i have issues, clearly.) what a toxic mess... i still kinda ship it, though, i’m not gonna lie. well, unless things worsen even more. then i’m out. #whatever edit: soooo… things worsened. the ship sunk. (reaaaal hard.) but i’m still here!!! desperately awaiting a solid redemption arc; one in which i doubt COULD, in shape or form, ever make things fully ’alright’ again… however, i’m choosing to stay neutral at this point. you never know what’ll happen, after all. i just can’t believe we’ve reached this point, lol. we went from bad to worse to THE ABSOLUTE WORST real quick there, ma’am…! heh, my stockholm syndrome senses are tinglingggg. ;) in any case, i didn’t come here expecting some fairytale romance. i figured things were bound to get dark, even before i started… but i honestly never expected something like THIS. can’t say i’m particularly surprised by it, despite what i just said… but i really didn’t think things were all that bad. well, until now. we’ve reached the point of no return, i suppose. maybe i’m just delusional. this guy fuuucked uuuup, bro… like, MASSIVELY. it’ll haunt him for the rest of his life, i’m sure. sheesh. anyway, i’m kinda curious about the eventual conclusion!!! i have no idea where we’ll go from here. guess i’ll find out! edit #2: uh, so, um… it’s, uh, done. completed, finished, all wrapped up… and i kinda started shipping them again a couple of chapters ago, despite everything. LET ME EXPLAIN!!! i realize they’re fundamentally a toxic mess of a couple, and i know that we, them or anyone could never change their nasty past… but still, i just figured, “if yeoho can forgive him, why can’t i?” so yeah, that’s where we’re at currently. things ended on a surprisingly good note, though, so who am i to judge? or COMPLAIN, for that matter!!! they seem happy, and i don’t think things would ever revert back to how they were before—which is the main reason as to why i’m standing behind this statement. i really don’t think they’ll keep hurting each other anymore. or, more accurately, i don’t expect mr. woo to do any more damage. things are different now, clearly… (well, for NOW, at least… things could always change!!!) :) anyway, oopsie. could be worse i guess. as could i!!! P.S. AND NO, I DO NOT CONDONE RAPE, ABUSE OR MANIPULATION. THIS IS A FICTIONAL. STORY. WITH NOTHING BUT FICTIONAL. CHARACTERS. THIS WOULD NEVER FLY IN REAL LIFE. OKAY? OKAY. as long as we’re all clear on that. bye, then!

this one’s seeeriously fucked up. and i’m loving it!!! i’ll worship this woman ‘til the day i die, i swear. my god, this wicked sense of admiration and justification i feel for this person is next level powerful, man!!! she’s a literal GODDESS of manipulation. like a siren, only way worse. (if villainism was a person, heh…) i guess i should be overall frightened, if nothing else, but i’m really not. this is so refreshing!!! terrifying, but refreshing all the same. i’d probably lick the soles of her feet if she asked me to, not gonna lie. “she’s a nightmare dressed like a daydream,” as someone once said. extremely intelligent, unbelievably cunning and so, soooo fucking attractive. i love her. <33 she’s a horrible, horrible person… i’d 100% run for the hills if i met this fictional queen in real life, though. god, what a fearsome thought. however!!! bad bitches like verta 2.0 don’t come around all too often. ESPECIALLY as female leads… such intriguing dynamics!!! beautiful complexity, to say the least. edit: my god, she’s an actual fucking MENACE. at this point in time, i practically get chills ALL OVER my body whenever i read a fresh update. this is truly terrifying. her conniving genius is unparalleled. sighhh. i don’t know whether to laugh or cry anymore, i just can’t cope. a true villainess.

my god, this is so freakin’ creative!!! excellent writing and gorgeous art, too. i’ve only just started out, and i can already tell i’m about to become wholly obsessed, lol. it’s a lot darker than i expected, though! not that i’m complaining; it’s a nice change of pace. i’m loving everything about it so far. wonderful character complexity as well!!! seriously, i think i might’ve stumbled onto another artistic masterpiece. it’s so goddamn underrated, too, ugh. but honestly, though… i don’t even mind the relatively short chapters. noblesse started out the same way, and suddenly BOOM!!! we were blessed with longer chapters. nice and perfect chapters. <33 i’d expect something similar to happen here. i’m already anticipating it, haha. it’s seriously marvelous! in any case, it’s so goddamn ingenious and beautiful and binge-worthy i could scream. “NOICE”, i’ll mutter instead. (inside voices and all.) i’m such a simp already, oof. how lovely! no regrets, though. #blessed

dude, this one fucking SLAYS!!! and surprisingly (but not-so surprisingly), i’m completely obsessed with it. one of these days, i hope i’ll be able to afford purchasing the official chapters on tapas. i already spent some ink on a couple of ‘em, and it was absolutely worth it. the quality isn’t doing the story justice over here, man… in any case, i didn’t expect anything like this! i think it’s creative and wholesome and sweet and dark and just overall enthralling, really. can’t wait to read more. <33 edit: i don’t feel like that previous review of mine did the story justice, either. ‘monstrous heart’ a gorgeous work of art, truly. the atmosphere is so haunting while the art style is so goddamn ethereal, it’s INSANE. truly adore the paradox of it all. i’m so in love with every single aspect of this! truly. i wish i could find the right words to express just how beautiful and enthralling this is. i seem to be unable to at the moment. these guys deserve the world. edit #2: i didn’t expect to feel this… emotionally involved with these characters and their lives, man. i’m actually fucking sobbing for willow and simon after reading their short side story, lol. ughhh, lord help meeee. i’m so thankful i found this manhua! truly a work of art deserving of more recognition and appreciation than it’s getting right now. a new favorite, thats’s for sure!!! it’s pretty much undeniable at this point, lol. definitely worth the money spent. <33 edit: it’s completely done now and i don’t know what else to say. what can i even say…? other than the fact that i’ll ABSOLUTELY be rereading it one day? that’s it’s exquisite, melancholy, beautiful writing with outstanding art to match? meh, i don’t know… fuuuck, i’m so tired right now. i adore them all. I. LOVE. IT. ALL. #blessed #obsessed #stillnotdressed #stopreadingthetags # thisisembarrasing #buticannotfuckingstop #someonehelpme ;__;

lmfao, this is amazing. love these guys. <33 this is such a toxic mess, but in all honesty, i’m pretty much relishing in it. i guess i have a thing for sadistic, psychopathic fuckers with soft-spots for their… ‘special people,’ if you will. oof. ilay’s so fucking attractive and enticing i could CRYYYYY, man... (from sexual frustration and blatant desperation, that is.) so, soooo hot. although, i actually DO realize that there’d be an insanely high probability of him viciously killing me afterwards, lol. (or even DURING the act itself for all i know—wouldn’t be surprised.) but either way, me being mentally unstable and all: i’d say it’s a risk worth taking!!! (not really, lmfao.) i mean, i’m freshly showered and already properly DRENCHED, if you know what i mean. this man is seeeex on leeeegs!!! in any case, the dynamics are great and the art is fucking KILLERRRR!!! they’re both so attractive, fml. daddy ilay, please step on meeee. (i’d literally PAY for his services, omfg. pls ruin me.) P.S. also got so horny that i had to take a break and masturbate. the sexual tension was KILLING me. (i came six times consecutively. that’s a new record, the fuck.) oh, and if that’s not enough, i also ‘relapsed’ a couple of chapters later and ended up getting myself off… AGAIN. thrice in a row, actually. i got down and dirty like a true champ. <33 seriously though, it’s been so long since i‘ve felt this turned on. i’m borderline worried for my sanity at this point. am i a sex addict??? kinda feels like it, ngl. also, random thought… but are there even any notable female characters??? i don’t think there are. can’t think of a single one at this point, lmao. this is a first! edit: rereading this after chapter 112 with no regrets. <33 my favorite dysfunctional couple (?)!

dude… pyo wol is next level ELITE, man!!! holy fucking shit, lol. this is brutal. i’m so here for the carnage!!! heh, who doesn’t appreciate a nice, bloody vendetta by a secretive plotter? ;) fuck, this manhwa is such a high. it’s been awhile since i felt proper dopamine kicks like this—i’m legit SHAKING from the excitement at times. ahhhh, i’m just loving every minute of it!!! slay them all, king. <33

duuuude. this looks SO. FUCKING. HOT. it’ll probably be toxic as hell, but i’m readyyyy! edit: …this is even worse than i imagined. i mean, the guy is RIDICULOUSLY hot and all, but ohhh, man… this is traumatic. just horrible. i genuinely have no idea what to expect at this point. i’m hoping for a solid redemption arc, but if there were to be one, i’d suspect it’s miles and miles away. sheesh... our boy deserves so much better than this. this is bad… really, really bad. i feel horrible for getting turned on by the smut, goddammit. side note: i’m trash for saying that, i’m well aware. ~_~ edit #2: we’re finally seeing SOME improvement!!! it’s far from ideal (and miles away from the end goal), but at least we’re heading in the right direction for once. <33 i wonder if this is going to end up morphing into a similar situation as to the one in in BJ alex… i mean, i remember feeling genuinely certain that i’d never change my stance on alex (forgot his actual name) and MC’s relationship in that story. it started out soooo horrible, and yet i was truly sympathizing with alex by the time we’d reached the final season. he did a total 180 flip for me! man, i felt so bad for him once i finally began to understand him… and i’m kinda getting the same vibes right now—only events are unfolding under much, MUCH worse circumstances this time around. i loved BJ alex, though, and i’ve read it multiple times! great artistry within both stories. (obviously.) damn, i wonder how jaekyung’s ever going to be able redeem himself, though… i’ve also seen it happen to waaaay worse characters (the bar’s literally breaching the gates of HELL at this point), so i guess there’s still hope… somewhere far, far, faaaar away in the distance. <33 man, how sad is that? LMFAO. still, despite every negative thing i’ve said thus far: excellent writing!!! gorgeous art, interesting dynamics between the characters, and i always look forward to the updates every week!! which has, sadly enough, become a pretty rare occurrence for me these days. there are few comics i still feel motivated to check out, and this is one of the few! i always read the updates as soon as i spot them, without fail. anyway, i’m rooting for some exceptional character development, introspection and (eventually) a happy ending down the line!!! we all know kim dan deserves it more than most. ༶ඬ༝ඬ༶ #34: YO, WHAT THE FUCK WAS THAAAAT??!! the hell, man!!! omfg, i’m feeling so anxious for doc dan right now. poor guy. :( i love love LOVE him so much. bitch, treat him fucking BETTER!!! i know you’re in denial, jaekyung, but grow a fucking pair and stop trying to assert dominance where it SO. VERY. CLEARLY. isn’t needed. pretty sure that not even you believe the shit coming out of your mouth, man. (·•᷄‎ࡇ•᷅ ) this is not how you express your feelings in a healthy way, champ. you’re just making yourself into an even bigger asshole—for NO real reason—with nothing to gain from it, at that! except for contempt, maybe... probably. either way, you suck. just stop. for someone who’s mastered the art of winning, jaekyung surely excels at creating useless lose-lose situations for himself. fucking dumbass. (·•᷄‎ࡇ•᷅ ) #44: AHHHH, SO MUCH POSITIVE DEVELOPMENT, I’M REELINGGGG!!! absolutely loved this last chapter, seeing jaekyung like this is so refreshing and unexpectedly sweet. don’t know if i’ve ever seen a guy who’s normally insensitive, rough and abusive turn into this sweet, docile and affectionate man when under the influence. i honestly expected a whole lot worse. i’m so happy with what i’m seeing, though! i wonder what this’ll do to their relationship, however. i’m anxious about the aftermath… i expect he’ll turn back into his old, douchebag self once the alcohol wears off. i just hope that our doc will be able to handle whichever’s version of jaekyung we’ll find ourselves with once he wakes up—whoever or whatever it might be. <3 #45: i expected this, but it still hurts. ༶ඬ༝ඬ༶ i knew it would end up becoming a “one step forward, three steps back” type of situation… but man, that’s actually worse than i thought. :( i prefer drunk jaekyung, for sure. maaaan, i can’t wait for the redemption arc. i’m sure it’s coming eventually, but i hope kim dan won’t be so quick to bend over for him when that time comes. he deserves so much better than to be treated like this.

ahhh, this is excellent. mercilessly graphic and sexually violent, that’s for sure—yet the actual art itself is just fucking PERFECT, man. literally one of the best art-styles i’ve ever seen through all my years of reading these joyous things. ughhh, i can’t!!! it’s so abusive and so goddamn toxic, but despite myself, i’m so, so enticed. i’d never condone rape or any other dehumanizing crime (well, unless it’s part of a play), but oohhhh, shit… i might just have to cross that line this one time. IT’S. SO. FUCKING. HOT. and yes, i’m well aware of just how detestable i am for even daring to say something like this. can’t help it! i’m a freak, lol. in any case, i do expect a great deal of character development to take form for this… ‘demon prince’ of ours, sometime down the line. we might still be too far off… heh. who knows? aaaand, hopefully, the bond between our two mains will start to strengthen emotionally soon. we already know they’re sexually compatible and all that… but the emotional aspects clearly aren’t there yet. i do love a nice redemption arc, though! looking forward to see how this’ll go down. truly can’t get over how beautiful the art is, though—it’s driving me crazy. ethereal, almost… wallpaper material, that’s for sure. uuuugh. you’re awesome, creator!!! edit: my god, this is such a hot, steamy, toxic freakin’ MESS, man... nonetheless, it’s got me dripping wet, and there’s absolutely nothing i can do about it. nor do i really want to, for that matter… i’m a kinky, amoral piece of shit—i’m well aware—but i can’t be bothered to care anymore tbh. who cares. (i’m low-key putting the niagara falls to shame with these floods down under, tho. slayyyy) edit 2: thinking about it, it might just be this epic, ethereal-looking art-style that’s driving me absolutely WILD. if nothing else lose, it’s definitely part of my intrigue… ahhh, how wonderful it is. <33 haha