pluviophiliac's manga / #sweeter than poison(511)

welp. this is a weird one… to say THE LEAST.

my, what a toxic mess this is… goddammit. BUT. IT’S. SOOO. FUCKINGGG. HOTTTTT. seriously, i really can’t seem to make up my mind on whether this ‘relationship’ of theirs is healthy or not… things are pretty turbulent with these two—especially as of late. i mean, say whatever you want about extremely rough sex, but one can still have a nice relationship under the right circumstances—as long as boundaries are being set, respected and reinforced… and whatnot. whatever the case, i quite like the dynamics between these two! it’s thrilling, sexy, intimate, trusting and i’m basically chronically DRENCHED at this point. lol, fuuuuck meeee. i can’t wait to read more. i’m so turned on right now, it’s not even funny. i never knew i was into such rough play… oof. i mean, i guess i sort of realized it at some point… but eh, not really, you know? this is quite exciting, though, heh. i actually enjoy watching the commitment, sexual tension and obsessive nature between our two male leads. this ain’t no amateur hour, though… these guys aren’t kidding around with the torture, lmfao. (i’m loving it, though—obviously.) (ughhh, they’re so hot. THIS MINDSET CAN’T BE FUCKING HEALTHY, AHHHH!!!) P.S. even though i know this manhwa is TECHNICALLY centered around an unhealthy codependence-type relationship that’s emotionally damaging as hell by nature, i’m making an exception by shipping these two—mainly because i understand the foundations and the overall purpose of their relationship. it’s literally ‘the main appeal’ for both parties, so i’m all for the sexual carnage under these circumstances!!! and even more so since said codependency only seems to ‘enhance’ their plays. guess we’ll have to wait and see in order to find out. ;) still, they clearly have some communicative issues to work through for this relationship to ever stand a chance, man… that goes for their respective insecurities as well. just be honest and upfront with each other, you fools!!! based on how things have been going in recent chapters, though, i expect things to finally get better sometime soon—more consistent and assertive as well. their emotions are definitely all over the place, lol. but i believe in you, boyssss! and your respective character development as well, heh. you can work your way through it. <33 P.P.S. and yes, i DO realize that i sound like a disgusting piece of garbage by saying these things, but i can’t really help it, lololol. we’re all here reading BDSM yaoi for a reason, no? we’re all completely fucked in the head, it’d seem. but as long as everyone’s enjoying themselves safely, i’d say we’re good. <33 (main characters included!!! always.)

*screams in gay chaos* this shit is so fucking funny i swear

SHE’S SO FUCKING COOL!!! that’s my queen, y’all. um, well… whenever she isn’t being a tad overly dramatic, that is. still, i like the story! random update: chapter 68 sort of made my head spin, lol. what is happening? o.0 edit: well, there it is! it’s finished. honestly, i enjoyed the story way more back when i first started out… including the art itself. i don’t know, i feel like they could’ve done these characters justice if they’d only gone in a different direction. it felt somewhat… bland, to be honest. emotionally, that is!!! i would’ve liked to see some more proper character development—not just the end result. i wanted to see and understand the ACTUAL journey there, you know… man, things were all over the place, it felt like. sheesh. could’ve been a lot worse, i guess. in any case, i doubt i’ll reread this one. (at least not for a good while.) like i said, i thoroughly enjoyed the dynamics back when i was a fresh new reader and i was yet to pass chapter 40 or so… but in my opinion, i think that the quality has gradually declined since (and around) chapter 40-50 or something along those lines. i don’t really recall. but anyway!!! it’s not like it’s a bad story. not at all! overall, i believe i simply had higher expectations for this one.

fuck meeee, these guys look so hot. i haven’t even read the summary yet; i don’t think i really need to. i’ll allow myself to be surprised this time. edit: I. WASN’T. READY. this is so fucking good!!! and ridiculously hot. i’ll be honest, i didn’t expect there to be this wholesome. i’ve literally had to stop myself from squealing from all this cuteness. (it’s 3:15 right now. my mom is sleeping in the next room.) we must protect these two precious lil’ bean characters AT. ALL. COSTS. edit #2: …the fuck just happened??? i never expected this, whoaaa. what a twist!!! edit #3: i’m in agony. god, i really don’t know what to think anymore. they both clearly just want to be together. i HATE miscommunication, ugh… i’m sure it’ll be properly resolved eventually (since this is a romance manhwa and all), but i’m an impatient one and i’d truly rather have them both happy and content right fucking NOW, lol. goddammit. edit #4: i audibly sobbed as i saw ash’s expression in chapter 64, omfg. my heart. (reading through all of these edits is giving me whiplash, lol.)