Even If You Don't Love Me
i just need something to quench my thirst. or something that’ll make me even thirstier, i’m not too sure yet. anyway, i like the art and i’m ready for whatever!!! edit: love the art. they look HOT. it’s toxic as fuck, though. i have no idea what to expect from this, lol. i hope the sex will be good, if nothing else… and i’m also somewhat satisfied with the translations now. some of those earlier chapters were literal trash. oh well, lol. i’m still giving it a five star rating as of right now (i’m on chapter 11), so you never know!!! things could do a complete 180 turn. edit #2: … i thought this was supposed to be a yaoi…? THEN WHERE ARE THE GRAPHICS?!? ;–; i’m lowering it to four stars because i can’t seem to make sense of things. i do love the art still, and i’m certainly hoping for some visual and graphic smut in the future… but, most of all, i hope there’ll be some serious character development at some point—on BOTH ends of the stick. sighhh. it’s funny how i begun reading this manhwa because i was horny and i looking for something with hot, rough sex to give me some sort of release… but instead, i ended up with dried up underwear and a libido which most def killed itself out of exasperation. FML. edit #3: … well, that’s a first. the first sexually explicit scene we get to view is a fucking RAPE, y’all. and with this sadistic, fucking psycho antagonist whom no one likes, at that… ughhhh. can’t we just get some super hot, rough sexy sex between our two main protagonists? is that too much to ask for??? ;_; edit #4: well, fuck. that even hurt me. i won’t spoil any more shit, but omfg. edit #5: the whiplash is INSANE with this one… welp. i never thought i’d say this, but i’m actually quite excited for future updates. i definitely need therapy, lol. should i feel bad for getting horny from that sex scene we got in the end? well, i already knew my moral compass was broken, but this takes the cake, lmfao. could be a lot worse, i guess. now season one is over and i’m having an existential crisis. send help. edit #6: it’s back with a second season and things are starting out pretty good! i reread the whole thing beforehand just to freshen my memory, and i’m kinda split about the whole ordeal now. that last rape scene was way worse than i remembered. i feel horrible for ever getting ‘excited’ for reading some disgusting shit like this. i must’ve been out of my mind. anyway, i AM looking forward to this new season, though! i have no idea what to expect. i guess only time will tell, aye? i hope there’ll be less rape and more… ‘respect’ this time around. a girl can dream! edit #7: … i guess i was hoping for too much. FUCK. just when i thought that things couldn’t POSSIBLY get any worse, literally E-VE-RY-THING goes to shit. seriously, i’ve never read anything this dark and depressing before. it’s giving me maaad anxiety, too. my god, this poor guy… i guess a happy ending would be completely out of the picture at this point, right? seems pretty unrealistic and unreasonable as of right now. i can’t fucking cope, man… this is just… unbelievably tragic. sick, even!! i can’t even COMPREHEND the amount of suffering he’s been forced to go through for so long. and even now, too! it’s literally the worst thing i’ve ever seen in any book, comic, movie or tv-show. i’m not even kidding, nor am i exaggerating. this is some ridiculously heavy stuff, man… FUUUUCK!!!
The Newly-wed Life Of A Witch and A Dragon
yo… this is really fucking wholesome. i was somewhat skeptical at first—mainly because i saw a comment about aiden being sly and manipulative that i ended up diving into this manhwa with bias. alas, it was nothing like what i’d expected! my god, he’s so fucking precious i could die. i actually really like and support their relationship; despite the early onset of miscommunication and misunderstandings. things are really headed in the right direction, though, i think… seriously, they’re such a good match for each other!!! i’m loving these dynamics. excited for future updates! (this is available for free on webtoon, by the way! read it there and support the author.) edit: aww, i’m so happy with that final author’s note.
The Duchess' Lewd Invitation
this is soooo different!! never before have i come across a smutty josei during a historical era. it’s quite revolutionary, really. i’m thoroughly enjoying myself! edit: my god, this stresses me out. the sex is RIDICULOUSLY hot, no joke!! i’m just anxious for the big ‘reveal’, to be honest. i don’t know what to expect. i’m hoping for a happy ending, but you never know!!! one can always dream.
Rivalry
my god, i can’t believe there is an author out there with the sheer AUDACITY (!!!) to create characters this fucking good looking. it should be illegal, i can’t. the awkwardness is on a whole other level, though… that’s the main reason as to why i’m here, writing this right now. every sentence i write here is basically a necessary mental health break for me, lololol. i’m only on chapter 3 and on on my 4th one as we speak. send help. 3 still, i’m loving everything so far!!! it’s so, so good. i’m really looking forward to reading more of this! honestly. edit: bro, i’m anxious AS FUCK!!! i’m on chapter 11 as we speak (i’m reading on another website because i’m impatient af), and this shit is seriously stressing me out, lol. i have noooo idea what to expect at this point. i’m anticipating a whole bunch of awkward, emotional disasters… but it’s aaaaall gooood. or, at least i hope so. um, maybe…? someday??? c’: edit #2: ughhhh, season 1 is finally finisheeeed. i really called it with the alexithymia, though!!! i mean, although he never explicitly SAID that’s what it his ‘condition’ is… as someone with autism herself—which often includes alexithymia, as it does in my case—it’s so painfully obvious, lol. and i completely understand him and his confusion! figured it out quite early on, actually. that’s why i always sympathized with lee dojae while everyone else was bashing him, i suppose. but it’s always nice knowing i wasn’t just making baseless assumptions and creating ‘problems’ that weren’t actually there, haha. in any case, i’m so happy to see them moving forward together. <33 and i’m super stoked for season 2!!! it’s going to be amazing, i’m sure. i hope they’ll end up going public with their relationship! i’d love to see that. normally i wouldn’t really care about such trivialities, but in this case, i’d genuinely feel excited for them. (especially knowing the rumors and shit already going around. show ‘em you’re an item!!!) i just think that they both deserve the world, honestly. since i’ve been reading this comic on other websites as well, i’ve stumbled upon a lot of commentary about how much of a shitty person dojae is and how euntak deserves better, yadi yadi yada... which i DO understand, don’t get me wrong! it’s just frustrating knowing that so many people never even bothered asking themselves WHY he was behaving this way. it’s sucks. even more so since i find the whole ordeal ridiculously relatable, too. sheesh. got off track for a minute there… whoops. but anyway, once again, i’m super stoked for the future! hopefully we won’t have to wait too long for fresh updates, heh. i’ll wait patiently, though! i have an inkling it’ll be worth it. <33 edit #3: i’m fully caught up with the raws by now (through other sites), and i simply HAVE TO exclaim just how much i sympathize with dojae—like, ALWAYS—and how my dislike for euntak keeps growing by the chapter these days. ugh, seriously… i can’t even understand what the raws are saying, but i already know all this drama is mainly caused by euntak’s insecurities and immaturity, as well as all these constant misunderstandings. i mean, he KNOWS about dojae’s struggles!!! he should realize he’s not doing any of this intentionally, or at least understand that he needs to communicate with him on a more literal level… ugh, this all just facilitates my suspicion that he really doesn’t get what alexithymia is. having it myself (just like dojae, as i mentioned once before), i truly understand his struggles… and i also see what that he just DOESN’T GET why people behave the way they do sometimes, nor does he understand that euntak pretty much expects him to ‘read between the lines’ and behave in certain ways or whatever, ughhh. it’s so fucking frustrating!!! i’d be having the exact same issues if i was in a relationship like this. no proper communication, from what i’m gathering…and i feel so bad for dojae. he’s JUST starting to understand parts of himself and his feelings, and euntak’s being a drama queen for no goddamn reason, if you ask me… I. HATE. ALL. THIS. SECRECY. TOO. i’ve never understood that ‘sneaking around’ bullshit, either. well, i mean… to some degree, sure, but this is just next level shallow in my opinion. and selfish, too! dojae is trying soooo haaaard to be accommodating and he’s ALWAYS the one having to adapt. i’m just, like, ????? wtf? why? give the man a fucking BREAK, euntak!!! he’s trying his best to live up to your desires and expectations at all times, seriously!!!!! can’t you see that?? ugh, all this relationship drama… couldn’t be me, i’m tellin’ ya. i’d rather stay single for the rest of my life than deal with such things. anyway. i think it’s quite funny how this story began with a majority of the readers disliking dojae while basically EVERYONE was empathizing with euntak… i’d be genuinely upset if people follow through with that mindset after these past few chapters. although, it wouldn’t surprise me, per say… (knowing that i, myself, have been intensely misunderstood my whole entire life for similar reasons…) but still, dojae is CLEARLY experiencing the same bullshit judgments and unspoken expectations from people as i always have; without anyone accepting (or even realizing) the present struggles at hand… or MEANING behind those struggles. fuck, i just want him to find his own happiness. i think he’d be better off without euntak at this point, honestly... dojae’s truly trying his best to be respectful and a good boyfriend (without instinctively knowing or understanding ANYTHING about these matters, by the way!!!), and yet he keeps getting shot down for every. little. thing. he does. literally everything. his feelings don’t matter, clearly… poor baby. :( i love him the most. he’s definitely the most misunderstood character in this whole goddamn manhwa, that’s for sure. not by me, though!!! i get it, i really do. stay true to yourself, lee dojae! you’re doing nothing wrong. <33 your boyfriend needs to learn how to be accommodating, too. and he needs to grow the fuck up before he brings our whole goddamn ship down.
Love Shuttle
ahhhh, they’re so fucking cute!!! edit: just finished reading chapter 83 and i most definitely still stand by my statement, lol. edit #2: we’re throoough, my dudesss!!! so lovely, no joke. this was one of the first comics i ever checked out on this website; way before i was even a registered member here. (it might even have been my very first yaoi comic.) my god, this is so nostalgic. i’ll definitely be rereading it someday! i hope there’ll be a few epilogue episodes, or possibly another side story or two! that’d be the cherry on top, truly. i’m fairly certain i’d be fine either way, lol. such a wholesome conclusion. <33 you guys should definitely check it out.
The Director Who Buys Me Dinner
It was hilarious! The only reason it’s getting four stars is because of the uncertain ending. Couldn’t really tell whether it was completed or not (even though it says so now, two weeks later), so that’s a bit unfortunate. I really did enjoy it, though. I’m quite a generous reviewer, that’s for sure, but it’s still true that it would’ve gotten five stars if it weren’t for that. I practically wheezed my way through this one. Loved the dynamic between the characters; even though the romance kinda came out of nowhere after a while. Oh well, lol. Still very much enjoyable!
Kiss me, Liar
AHHHH, STOP CALLING OUT HIS NAME, YOU IDIOT!!! PLEAAAAASE, I BEG YOUUUU!!! i can’t cope with all this secondhand embarrassment i already know is heading my way. YOUR BOSS DOESN’T EVEN KNOW HE SLEPT WITH YOU (um, maybe…?), AND YET YOU’RE MASTURBATING IN THE FUCKING BATHROOM STALLS AT YOUR GODDAMN WORKPLACE?! WHERE. HE’S. THE. BOSS?!?!?! AHHHHH!!!!! i can’t handle this. talk about maaaad stress, bro… i’m literally here writing this during my fourth mental health break in, like, ten minutes… and i’m not even past that ONE scene yet. i repeat: I’M. STILL. NOT. PAST. THE. GODDAMN. MASTURBATING. SCENE. good lord, send help… edit: what the fuck did i just read, lmfao. don’t get me wrong—i thoroughly enjoyed myself! despite all the… ‘mistreatment’, if you will. i only came here for the sex, after all. and, just between you and me: the smut was TOP. NOTCH. QUALITY. man, seriously… i need a shower… or three. whatever. these guys were (slash are) toxic af, but i don’t even care at this point. yaoi has truly desensitized me by now. i suppose it’s only logical… considering the fact that even sexual assault has the capability of turning me on these days. and yes, before you ask: i do disgust myself. i clearly have issues. shit happens.
Blood Type Love