the_dump_truck's manga / #JAAAIIILLL(19)

oh my god. THAT WAS SO PHUCKING GOOD. the whole time i just wanted to cry, but for some inexplicable reason my stupid tear ducts won’t let me. just know that i was crying on the inside cuz miss girl lemme tell ya it was that good. this might actually be my favorite (sorry sign). like it was just that good. they were all just too precious and omg i can’t believe it’s over what do i do with me life now ;-; 11.17.20-11.20.20 RB:JAAAILLLLLL JAIL FOR YOU SIIRRR. FUCKING BITCH I CANNOT WITH THIS. THIS IS THR SECOND TIME YALL AND IT WAS JUST AS IF NOT BETTER THAN THE FIRST FUCKING TIME HOLY SHIT. SOOOO IM BLANKING ON WHY I WANTED TO SAY BECAUSE MY HIGH HAS PARTIALLY WORN OFF BECAUSE I WAITED TOO LONG TO WRITE. BUT FIRST OFF IM SO HAPPY SEUNGHEE GOT A SNAIL. ITHAT BOY HAS GONE THROUUGHHH IT AND IM GLAD HE FINALLY HAS A MAN TO SHARE HIS TROUBLES WITH. i cannot tell you how FUCKING PISSED I WAS WITH THE FRICKEN GEEZER. J WAS LIKE SEUNGHEE YOU FUCKING DUMBASS THAT IS NOT THR MANS FOR YOU. HES FRICKEN SKETCHY AS HELL GET YOUR ASS OUT OF THERE. yuck yuck yuck so gross. anywayz. inbeom. he might be my favorite character. NOW HE MAY HAVE BEEN AN ASS IN THR PAST BUT LIKE UGH SIR PLEASE. he deserves love and affection yall. somebody give that boy some hugs. i wish the author played around a little more with his one sided love thing for seungtaek because that arc just like- i have no words it’s just kinda made me die. like bitch i was a hallucination my sense of reasoning just dipped. i needed more of that. but like i understand because time constraints or whatever. OKAY NOW ONTO MY SEUNGTAEK AND KYUBIN. NOW THE SECOND PART OF THIS WAS JOT ABOUT THEM AT ALL AND BECAUSE I HAVE THE MEMORY OF A PIECE OF GRASS ITS KINDA DIFFICULT TO RECALL ALL MY NOTES BUT LIKE. UGHHHHH. UGHH. UGGGHHHH. ugh. so sweet. like my teeth are rotting sweet. i reaaallllyyyy liked how all the relationships in the story were different. i know that’s not like WOW REVOLUTIONARY and like it should be a given. but it was just good story telling man. like usually in a generic bl with multiple character arcs it kinda gets blurry and everyone acts the same. but here i can give you a proper explanation of both main arcs and they’ll be like adequately different. but yea they’re all literally too cute. i- nothing will beat this it’s just too damn good. SORRY EVERYONE BUT YOU WILL NEVER BE THIS STORY. ITS GOT EVERYTHING. 5.30.21-6.03.21

ahhahahahahahaa anyway :D

OH MY GOSH. WHAT THE FUCK. that was depressing as fuck i literally hate it here. but i also love it here???? my question is how’s this dude feeling hmm?? like he’s totally depressed for sure right?? i cant explain in words what i’m feeling. like i almost need some more context or an afterwards of some sorttt. i just need more information yall. but in sum very good premise i would like to see a full version of this where it’s just downright depressing as fuck. LIKE A KILLING STAPKING KINDA SITCH. 6.20.21

AHA OKAY SOO. WHAT?? i’m not gonna lie yall i didn’t fucking understand a shit ton of that. lots of world building in this one but not enough explanation. now putting that aside for the time being. holy shit. so much death. soooo much death. like whenever we had a serious fight scene a shit ton of death followed it. and i fucking refused to believe that cute couple bohyun and what’s his name died. no. they were too fucking cute. and with the. i hope that we’re together when we did shit?? no no no no no no no too devastating. okay now i want to talk about daesun and wudo. gawd dayum. everything was good until they fricken turned darwin into a baby. now he’s fucking adorable. but ew. are demons like,, immortal?? but before he became a baby GAWD DAYUM. but yeah that was cute. if it made more sense in my stupid monkey brain it woulda been better but oh well. 7.24.21-7.27.21

whoooo tfffff played whoooo. oh my god. the plot was actually good. now for the topic at hand. not so much. but the way that played out??? very interesting. 8.01.21 WOOOAAHHHH ITS STILL GOOD. IS IT FAIR TO SAY THIS WAS A HAPPY ENDING???? THERES OBVIOUSLY SOMETHING DEEPLY FLAUD WITH BOTH THEIR MENTAL STATES BUT AT LEAST THEY SEEM HAPPY. I DUNNO MAN BUT GAWD DAYUM THATS JUICY!!! 1.22.22

;——————; this was fucked up but beautiful. this was dark but funny. it was edgy yet so soft. WHAT IS THID VERSATILITY THE DUALITY- ITS IMPECCABLE. my one complaint however. well actually two complaints but they go hand in hand. numero uno. what the hell is with the momo having a depressing episode AND THEN THRM JUST PUSHING IT OFF TO FUCK OR LAUGH IT OFF. mans is having the crushing realization that he’s not actually happy and has been continually ignoring his depression and like sobbing his fucking face off. FOR WHAT?? FOR THEM TO BOTH JUDT PUSH IT OFF TO THR SIDE AND HAVE SCARY ROUGH SEX. THAT LEADS TO MY NEXT COMPLAINT. WHAT THR FUCK. MOMOS TRAUMA STEMS FROM A NEGATIVE RELATIONSHIP WITH HIS OWN SEXUALITY AND SEXUAL RELATIONSHIPS WITH OTHERS. AND WERE GONNA FIX THAT BY WHAT?? HAVING SCARY ROUGH SEX THAT HE DOESNT ENJOY?? SIIIIIRRRRRRRRRRR I DONT THINK THAT WAS THE RIGHT ANSWER. now. i love yata but THE WAY HE HAS SEX IS JUST SO SCARY. like it makes me think, is momo actually enjoying this?? cuz mans is literally biting him. that’a the only reason i’m kinda uncomfy about this. like this was beautiful and just the right amount of psychological and comedy but the number of red flags is just a lil too much. i am glad that it ends on a good note and that momo learns to be happy and content with his life. it was pretty beautiful if you ignore all that other stuff. i wanna learn to read japanese fluently just to read the original cuz i have a feeling a lot of this was lost in translation. maybe one day. but yeaaaaaaa i fucking love this author. thank authorsan for another certified banger of a yaoi. i am in you debt good sir. 9.06.21

ohhhh man. here we go again. disgusting. i honestly don’t really know what to say. i’m just full or pity. i pity everyone. this is just depressing and it makes me kinda sad. but interesting nonetheless. but in a twisted treacherous kinda way. 9.12.21

okay let’s get one thing straight. fuck you. fuuuccck you. ohhh maaannn fuck you. why would you do that to me. I THOUGHT THIS WAS GONNA BE CUTE BL WHAT THE FUUUCCKK. that was criminal. criminal i say. i wasn’t expecting some fucking stabbing situation with criminal activity holy shit. we didn’t even get to fuckin resolve the issue at hand. is he okayyy?? where ming qis daaad?? did bai ming prove his father wrooonng?? so many questions and here i am with no answers and tears on my face. okay okay let’s talk about the fucking title. for some reason hearing it makes me want to cry. and while the story was very good. i feel like it didn’t live up to the title. i dunno what i’m picturing when i hear this title but it definitely wasn’t that. it’s more romantic and longing or whatever. like i’m pining for you + missed opportunities. i wanna read that. anyway fuck you. 9.16.21-9.17.21

JAAAAAIIILLLLLL ;———; THAT WAS SO GOOD. I DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT TO SAY IT WAS JUST SO GOOD. USUALLY ITLL GET KINDA BORING AND DROP OFF ONCE THE COUPLE GETS TOGETHER. BUT WITH THIS ONE I WAS LIKE EXCITED. I WAS LIKE WOO HOO ITS COUPLE TIME. I LOVE THEM. I WISH THEM HAPPINESS FOR THE REST OF ETERNITY. 3.10.22-3.12.22 Eh. it was just ok. i guess my standards have changed. snooze fest!!! jkjk i dunno bro was just kinda boring. whatever it was fine ig. 1.08.25