PRIDE (knock)
31. from what i understand.....P has a past/trauma where his parents was eaten by a bird alive and he saw the whole thing. P became a 'genius' artist and has this violent urge inside of him that is not 'normal'....so he would express that feeling into his drawings..otherwise he would kill/crush birds. he met I in college along side with R. I fell in love at first sight with P and has been secretly but giving hints of his interest to P. I think they have mutual feelings for each other...but P could not accept the 'love' because he wasn;t normal and is 'tainted'. but i guess one day his emotions/urge was so strong that he wanted to draw on P's body and that was the beginning of the mistake. P, I guess, wanted to monopolize/cage I so he drew on him..but realize that I was not a caged bird (not what he wanted) but a free bird. the moment he drew on him, he became tainted and cage..which P felt so much regret and say that he would stop seeing I perform on stage...and that broke I down and he stopped dancing. years later, I try to find a person similar to him and P and hook both of them up. they both are the same type of people (but idk how they jjust are)...and both commit suicide. but P still managed to survive and uttered his last words "i love you" to I before dying. I starts to dance again freely but with P by his side (his tattoo is proof of that).
Interview with a Murderer
53. a journalist/reporter was introduced by his friend/ex to a patient that is a murderer. he likes to know about the truth andnot expose it to anyone else. the murderer is a good looking novelist who kills the ppl he loves and those who loves him back.he kills them so theirlove will not change for him. when clark realizes that his friend is in love with the murderer alex, he tries to get alex's attention instead...but things go wrong when alex falls in love and commit acts that does not fit his principles.
The Cain Saga
volume 5. cain, the young noble count taken over his family's name after his father tried to kill him and escape. his family owns different types of poison... throughout the series, he experience stories of murders and deaths. incest, twins, death coming back to life, serial killers, tragedy.
Count Cain - GodChild
volume 8..story continues with count cain unveiling his father's deeds and try to kill him. riff x cain!!! ftw!
Spin Out (KUNIEDA Saika)
volume 1-2. he uses another guy as substitute but start to fall for the guy. they are sex partners that are compatible, s&m roleplay, rape, abuse, and lies. volume 2 ch 5. a one shot about a waiter who spilled tea on a customer...in order to pay the guy back, he has to spend time with him. the rich guy made him dress up and crossdress. he realizes that the guy useed him to reject a marriage proposal but then the guy came out and told him that the entire time he was trying to seduce him the whole day....more like the entire year in the store.
Mobu Oji-san Demo Koi ga Shitai!
1..idk, the more i think about, the better it gets..it is actually refreshing in some ways. i think the world/setting here is a 'fantasy world' or a manga....the mobu character clearly knows his purpose in the fantasy world.. (use as plot device to advance the main characters relationship)..but what happens when the main character falls for the mob npc character..(things gone wrong). the uke needed someone to love him..unknowingly to him, bully actually likes him but npc just came at the right moment and time that made him fall in love with him. -seme was a coward to his feelings -uke kun uses npc to confirm that he is being loved and liked by someone -so sad that he was being saved by ncp raping him..it just to show how bad the bullying was. ch. 2-3 in pixiv. モブおじさんでも恋がしたい!
Sora o Daite Oyasumi
9. not even sad, not even heartbreaking. but a horror story of a fragile, empty kei who fucks up everyone's lives. a story about twins. one who loves his brother and feels empty by his unrequited feelings. he is so weak, he needs to fill it up by having sex with multiple guys at school and bring them home. he even seduces his step father and have sex at home while everyone is gone. he feels that no one understands him and he wants to hurt his brother to feel the same but is scared to expose his true self. when his brother finds out about him being gay and having feelings for him, he suicides at school where his brother can see him. the other twin then jjumped but was in coma state. now he has sex friend to fill empty void.
The Beautiful Ones