Ebii's manga / #Possessive lover(34)

Girl what the hell is going on. This is like an echii novel in the worse ways possible. He gets raped (violently) multiple times, he gets manipulated multiple times, he gets drugged, he gets assaulted, he gets emotionally abused. He runs into a guy who in the first chapters is in a very innocent relationship with and who he expects to be his savior just to once again be seen as a sex toy and told by that person that watching him get raped by his obsessive crazy ex boyfriend turned them on so much that they kept thinking and gooning to that memory. What the helly donghyuk held kyungsoo at knifepoint in order to get Yule to stab him self and to get him to leave kyungsoo but then kyungsoo left donghyuks side and went to Yule crying over his unconscious body and in the end went back to Yule after giving himself a bit of self reflection time. I am so frustrated over Kyungsoo constantly blaming himself for everything and STILL choosing to go back to Yule despite everything. I thought Geon (the older brother) would be my favorite character since he was all about Kyungsoo leaving Yule but then he physically assaults and rapes Kyungsoo just to get a reaction from Yule. Also the way Geon has mommy issues and his mothers death is warped in his mind (it was an accidental fall but he thinks Yule pushed her on purpose). Also the sister lowkey pissed me off because she kept trying to keep Kyungsoo trapped with Yule despite his protests and she didn’t even know their full sorry as in she didn’t know her own brother sent his friends to rape Kyungsoo and then he was constantly raping Kyungsoo after they reunited and she didn’t gaf. I dropped this story a long time ago and decided to pick it up again to finally finish it and yeah… I’m not a big fan of works like this but it did get me emotionally invested enough for me to write all this out.

I honestly would’ve been fine with Seungah getting with Mujin too but Mujin felt that Seungah was forcing himself to like him and stepped back which is such a bold move especially after his whole I want to be selfish spiel.

Actual waste of time. All it took was for the ML to cry about him leaving and saying he didn’t know uke was developing an inferiority complex because of him to get the uke to blush and want to be with him. Like after all the aggression and distance you tried to put between you guys all it took was for that man to cry about wanting to see you pursue your acting dreams for you to go back to him. It’s just sad. He raped him and humiliated him multiple times and he didn’t even stand up for him when he finally heard people shit talk uke to his (ML) face.

Wish we could have seen more of their dating arc. Also the fact that he just meets this man, they fuck, and then automatically he (the seme) is over his fat crush on his bff and is practically in love with the uke is just… wish there was more story to this. Also seems like the Uke’s love language is very much physical touch while the seme’s is words of affirmation which we can kind of see clash towards the end. The author could have done a lot more with this dynamic (which isn’t seen too often) sub top x dom bottom