Frosche79's manga / #UGHHHHHHHHHHHHH UPDATE PLS(203)

Go to the other alternative title. They have better scanlations there. I felt like I had a stroke while reading the entire story and it was too late when I found out there was a better one.

Wait, was that it?!! Too short! Now I'm in the mood to read a fantasy-action shounen. This was going so well until it just ended like that what the heck.

Soooo... I read the novel out of curiosity for their smex scenes, judge me if you want but I was curious and the PG-13 censorship with the manhwa ain't helping, and I was so intrigued with the story that I read it all the way through the end . The story is nearing the end, sadly. And it's almost the part where the couple goes through their personal issues. But I'm really, REALLY psyched to see it in the manhwa adaptation. Ain't gonna spoil but I think some novel readers already spoiled it in social media. Needless to say, the story was beautiful. There are also problems, psychologically and emotionally speaking, for the FL. Regardless of her love for the ML, she was still looking forward to the day she returns home. Which is confusing because most FLs would choose this new world over their old one. What's more confusing is that the FL wasn't really that happy in her old world so I don't get why she's still attached to it. Probably because she doesn't love the ML the same way he loves her. She loves him as a fan and a reader, not as a person herself. In my opinion, she hasn't accepted this new world as her reality and because other than the transmigration she also regressed in this new world, she believes that dying is not the end and therefore just wants to see the story to the end. Only then will she return home. She's a rather unusual and difficult person to understand. Most probably because her life does not revolve around LOVE, contrary to other FLs. If you think about it, everything is easy to understand when romantic LOVE is involved. Especially when the FL does crazy stuff and we understand that she did it in the name of love. We also see FLs whose first priority isn't love, it's their work, family, reputation, business, etc.. And then love comes second after them. Hestia here prioritizes the following in order; Kaelus' life, her love for him as a fan, and her romantic love for him. She'd put him first over anything else and in my opinion, doesn't think much of the future. Like, she doesn't see herself in a future with him. That's an issue that should be resolved first and foremost. In any case, I feel bad for Kaelus. I do hope she realizes how important she is to him. And that she should be satisfied in their life together instead of quitting and going back to her old world. I'd rather live this life to the fullest and dread returning to my old world without my beloved by my side.

To be honest, it's a good read. The art is excellent and the characters are adorable. The only thing I dislike is that there are a lot of confusing things as the story progressed. Like, did the author forget or something? Like, it was mentioned that the MC was 5 years old when her uncle picked her up, but 5 years later she just turned 8 years old. I mean, what???? Did the author forget to count or something? 5+5 equals 10, genius. Also, I thought the MC's mother, former empress, supposedly died BEFORE her father, the former emperor, died. But they mentioned that the one who forced her mother to fight in the war, causing her death, was the emperor (the current emperor)----so that means her father died first??? Before her mom???? Like, huh????? Otherwise, her father, which was the emperor at that time, was the one who sent his wife to die. It's confusing, REALLY! In addition to that, I thought the Prophet and her Knight were known to be a pair, not a trio. The head mage was also included?! Like what???? I'm also curious, how come in her past life and this life, she never mentioned she had a cousin from her evil uncle emperor? So the uncle did have a child, how come the MC got the throne then?? Huh????? I'm completely lost now. If there's anything worse than a bad art and poorly made characters, it's the confusing storyline. Now that I think about it, this doesn't deserve 5 stars for me. They just had to be wrong with the important details and hurt my head.