hataki's manga / #Manhua/Manhwa(2185)

up to ch.84

if my MC ship, the step brothers/sex friends don't be end game, i'm dropping this shit. we got these two guys meeting and living together from the time he was 16 to 19, for 5 years. on first meeting, they got into a fight and didn't like each other. typical, our parents are married, i suddenly have a new family, in a new place situation. They are each other's first. the first year living together, they fought daily. One just can't help but do anything fun, risky, sinful, exhilarating, or the like. He picked up bad habits like smoking and sex from the other one. All these years later, they seem to be in an open sex relationship, even though they love each other. the uke keeps sleeping around. But he mostly seems to do it to make the seme jealous and angry. and he knows this. He tells him he knows. Any new thing the uke picks up is like "a shiny new toy, that looses it's shine".

that was so perfect!! Beautiful story and characters. i came expecting it to be so dark and heavy, and they actually gave quite a bit of fluff, mixed with serious. i like that they actually have clinical panic attacks, and depression, between the sister and his lover. and that they didn't magically go away at the end. guy has sibling, no parents in the picture, dad left millions in debt. to walk out of work one night and come across a murder. Here we got Dean, who is a killer/gangster. they track him down after and were going to kill him, but Dean decided not too, took over his debuts, and had him come work for him. The two quickly and easily fall in love with one another. get them fluff on. Dean has Depression, nightmares, and basically insomnia. His father put a blade in his hand at the age of five. Taught him to kill. and Dean mutilated his hands repeatedly just to try and get away from it. he also has panic attacks at times. His love for Craig makes him not want this anymore. some shit goes down with his dad, that led to Craig getting shot, and Dean retaliates by killing him. They all three move in together, with a next to happily ever after. Even if Dean's demons still follow him for the rest of his life.(i love that realism. love doesn't cure mental health.)

some slightly heavy back stories. but not really. they keep this level and calm the whole time. Its only standard for me. not good, not bad, not too impressed.

a typical, i have mental health issues, but i meet this one guy who i don't feel that towards. ohhh, ahhhhh. we "fell", and "tripped" at least 20 times. nothing romantic. there is no connection here. he's got some tragic something in his past, but they really just sub plot the bitch, and heal it with the magic of this stranger with whom i don't know.........choke me now. felt like some cheesy shoujo BS.

sex friends in exchange for details about his past murders. These guys are both on such a level of chill. nothing seems to scare or bother either of them.

(broth's a fucked up phsycho path. and yet, i found myself liking his character. {he's like the brother from hunter x hunter}- like, i can hurt my brother. i can curse about my brother. but god forbid anyone else go after him. he fucked gutted and killed the guy.) older days, when they had hate crimes for the jap. (yellow cab), and for homosexuals. they in a rock band. at this time period, that too wasn't something people liked or supported either. we have lots and lots of heavy subject matter. they've had many, many, many bullying / hate crime related incidents since they were children. naturally went from friends to kissing, to sleeping together. starting the band together. a childhood dream come true. some drama came up. after the guy had been jumped and had his hand crushed. he couldn't hold an orange, let alone pick up his guitar. he was having nightmares nightly. he had shitty, unapproving pareents PTSD. all this piled up and broke. in the form of them breaking up for a time. things went way, way, wayward from here. all kinds of sexual deviant things going on. his new label / manager, had him in a gang bang (blonde), in exxchange for gigs and commercials. he was shooting up drugs and venting out sex on guys while calling out his ex's name. some things happened. a crime was falling onto his head. (a mix of being guilty and not guilty in a murder case. ) guess what? the brother did it. some shitty ass judge and prosecutor were trying to unjustly destroy him. because of lame reasons like him being blonde and blue eyed. and for being gay. and whatever dumb ass reasons came to mind. eventually got out of this and had their happily ever after, with a wedding. cinnamon buns here. childish, dork, quirky guys love them both so very playful, loving and affectionate. the silliness <3 --------------------------- some interest was mildly lost the second time around. so much drama it was stifling. especially at the second half of it

i couldn't write a review to this one if i tried. just so worth reading and "edge of your seat" worthy.

lots of open relationships here. and i like it. sex and sexual acts, are normal and okay for pretty much all of them, at least with in the group of the four of them. they all work at a sex club shop anyhow, with sexual games daily. some of them also have side jobs elsewhere. MC is a woman, i don't like her, but i don't hate her. she's kind of a go with the flow, easy going type. But our MC guy, needs that right now. With all his trauma. Noah, our bisexual, MC guy, his past has me in freaking tears. He's been hated by his step mother and step-sister, half-sister, whatever she is. They have drugged him, and made him think he jumped them. He has had many different drugs given to him, some for hallucination, easy self-suggestion, and date-rape drugs alike. they have raped him themselves, showcased their own sexual acts to him, had older ladies molest him, and even guys, in groups. S&M, nothing is off limits to these bitches. all with the hanging thought over his head, to expose how sexually deviant he is to the outside world and to his father. They have done it from the time he was super young, and still is ongoing now. His gf now knows, our two MC, gay couple knows, and another guy, who wanted to save Noah, for no other reason, than because it's the right thing. plus, his cop sister got involved with these bitches and was murdered. as was Noah's biological mother. (not that anyone can prove it). his best friend in the beginning, they tricked him into making him the guilty party of rape, or to expose Noah as the "rapist" (bitch please, my honey in innocent). He committed suicide and they shoved Noah father down the rabbit hole by blaming him for it. (yes, they killed him too) His first love, a guy, whom he dated between middle school and high school, fucking sweetheart. Both of them. love their story. (bitch sister exploded that up by making it look like she fucked his guy, but it was someone else.)

not serious at all. sexually attracted to guy by weird ass bonded tattoo thing. he received on accident.