hataki's manga / #orphan(21)

in love with each other since middle school. at some point, the black haired one confessed. but was rejected. now still just friends. blonde kid was raised being told it was disgusting to love other guys. a typical "he needs to find a wife to find happiness" thinking here. shit. our black haired kid has me in tears.... he too has a tragic backround. grew up bring told from day 1, until the died, that his parents didn't want him wished he had never been born hated each other and hated their son. was a bit of a klutz. so others think he's too much trouble. our blondie is the only one whom reached out to him as kids. he's bright as the sun and his hero. he's always loved him. and wanted to spend his life with him. romantically. in a relationship. (these guys are both so wounded and broken. they don't think they deserve love or happiness) pulled away for a while. things explode. and they both confess all these feelings toward one another. and get together. finally. (fuck. i actually cried while reading this.)

went to have sex in a sex service shop. couldn't get hard. even though he is gay. was too nervous seme is super kind uke seems rather kind too neither of them seem capable of lying. both are honest and straight forward. haven't had sex or done anything sexual. been going on dates slept together over night not as part of his job. told him his real name. .

lost all memories before he was 12. asleep in front of orphanage. everyone treated him like a demon because of his red eyes. only one lady / mother there treated him kindly. once she died, the orphanage had money problems and was torn down. his lived on his own in a trailer part for 8 years while working. came to realization after many accidents, he was not dying. decided to become a human shield for people. mostly underground work. but whomever was the first person there when he woke up, fell in love with him. but not this guy that picked him up. he may of shot him the first time they met. but he isn't a bad guy. he takes care of him right from the start. he stays by his die when he is sick, unconscious, in pain, or whatever. he awknowelges that even if he can't die, he feels pain. little to no time, to tell him, he didn't want to see him die. not even once, because he cared about him. he likes him. tells him to think about it. they end up kissing, living together, and having sex. very quickly cancelled the idea of him being his body guard, instead training him as a secretary and his lover. of course it's the first time in his life someone had been kind. not scared in the least. or shown him compassion, empathy, and love. he falls fast and hard. (encounter a legit phycho path who is interested in them both. one that took the semes neculear arms blue print, and the other for his eyes and not dying. he stabbed, killed, and raped him twice. seriously, this guy is so fucked up. he is into cannibalism, drugs, date rape drugs, killing, stealing, beating, kidnapping, confinement, and gets off on blood.) our seme is a freaking sweetheart through and through. gold star! and our uke is so kind and caring and lovable. he wants to do anything and everything for this guy. it takes a long time to realize why it pains his lover, to see him want to die for him. turns out, he exchanged his past memories. for being immortal for a time. once his memories return, and or angel bud, Demitry. comes back in. he will lose this ability and return to normal. the people that adopted him, were a wealthy family that adopted him for show. while locking him inside a room day and night. lying that he is to ill. he wasn't even eating. at this point, Demitry appeared and got him out of there. (i like Demitry.) things wrap up, happily ever after! <3 love this! will re-read!

memory loss after accident at age 10. lives with "mother", and "brother" who took him in and blamed and beat him. suffers from panic disorder so badly he passes out in extreme stress. can't ride in cars gets severerly car sick "family", live off his parents inheritance. blame him for the loss of father. he doesn't remember that his mother and father died, in the accident he suffered alongside them. trauma is blocking all this. starts working at a flower shop, offering room and board for employees. meets a cranky boss, with severe insomnia. comes from a rich family even at the age of 4, refused to let him sleep at all. beat him and forced him into studying at all hors. he ran away with a fever for a time. ended up staying with a nice family with a son frequently. who owned a flower shop they made him feel like family. of course, they met already. the flower shop is theirs too. he took it over and bought it. he can only sleep peacefully around him. and of course. our guy keeps reacting to his scent. mostly, due to his subconscious recognizing it, even if he can't. shitty "brother" and "mother" character show up seme basically tells said "brother", he knows he's bullshitting and not related to him at all. he honestly tells our uke he likes him. he tells him what their past was. and that the flower shop too, was important to them both. he doesn't hide any of this. now dating, after both confessing. our uke's all "i don't care if i remember the past. i like you now". grew to be rather mellow-dramatic....

goes to friend's gay bachelor party to find a possible life-partner / marriage partner (Gay meetings at gay bar) meet and develops and interest in one such guy. one was abandoned at an orphanage from birth developed a fear of the dark from being left alone in a box. affectionate lovers

onto ch.48 (has 7 ch. left) easy going no drama here. naturally wind up together

<3 im in love the town the people the characters the art smiled from beginning to end :)

left for 65 days by his parents, to watch his nephew. struggling alone. kids got sleep colic; (4yr old) -a type of crying in your sleep for no apparent reason. the housework, work-work, and coking, daycare, all keep him busy around the clock. guy had long itme crush on him, volunteers to stay with them and handle the cooking, cleaning, and kid. all them are carrying around weight. other guy also took care of and lost his grandmother. his only real adult/parent around. besides his older brother. (who is also best friends with our other MC). <3 super sweet

pretty into it wolf in sheep's clothing XD onto - ch.6 both find they are sexually attracted to one another keep exploring that. OH MY GOD THEY ARE ATTRACTIVE AS FUCK! ----------------------- black haired one is from a nice, warm, loving family. wat together, make fun of each other, and drive his friend home. --------------- our white haired one. he's from an adandoned home. mother ran off no father sister works late always eats alone at home. hasn't received or given love. ------------------- admits this is a struggle. still finally dating. have kissed and jerked off so far

<3 like it a lot