Walk on Water
we have "straight bodyguard" dude. and gay, in gay porn filming dude. super sexy, considerate, and decent. we have our other guy who filmed jacking off to the dude, then gay sex as a top, then gay sex with him bottoming to this very same dude. both guys seem to be in denial about being interested in the other. he got between him and another guy during filming because he was being too rough. and now they seem to be going for a one night stand together. to dating. manga got ruined for me when uke bodyguard was being a fucking prick after everyone saw the video he consentually agreed to. gets raped while provoking a guy he knows to be fucking violent. fucking idiot
Good day to go crazy
an amazing story, with respect, no rape, no black mail, and yet, is so perfect!! our guy even asks permission!! XD i LOVE me my couples that bicker. but secretly be all flirty. our guys ran into each other a few times over in the past. it's when our uke first fell in love with him. (they both were working where they were required to wear mouse costumes) he was crying and at his breaking point. filled with self-hatred. for being gay. for being different. an orphan, whom was abandoned over and over and over again. until his current one took him in. they seemed nice enough. but damn! things exloded. they were cursing about him being gay and how disgusting he was. their blood related younger daughter heard. she ran in yelling she hated them and ran out the door with the adotive brother in tow. BAM! got into a car accident. this is where they were when he found him crying and our seme comforted him. he said he couldn't leave him alone with that nasty crying face. they separated days later. later comes to light the uke's adoptive mother loathes and takes all her hatred out on him. manipulates him, and takes money from him. even is half the reason he later breaks his lovers heart. she blames him for the husband leaving (the husband whom previously had an affair. and a child. turns out, he is that child.) made her adopt him without ever telling her this fact. and for the accident too. then we have the seme's tragic back story. fuck. he's got nightmares, panic attacks, and ptsd for sure at the first half of the story. he is your book labeled, classic abandonment case. with abandoment issues, distrust, anger, and is starved for love and affection. his mother hates him. abuses the fuck out of him. and enjoys causing him torment she pops up one day to publicly announce she wanted to reconcile with her son. as in, to a reporter. since her son is famous. to cause drama and ask for more money. she stalks him, just to enjoy his suffering and panic attacks. she's fucking discguesting human being. he has another younger brother. whom seemed awful at first, but later, finds, he has much in common with our seme. they both share they trauma and need for love. his father committed suicide in front of him as a child. was left with his body for over a week. with his hanging body. the mother, spent over a year taking his money. ultimately just wound up killing herself in an overdose. our two came to live together because a mutual friend asked him to live with him for a time. since things were so chaotic. plus, he seemed to want to kill himself. he had a crazy stalker. and his crazy mother. so he was meant to be in hiding, and being watched. they naturally fought. constantly. poor guy can't get over how beautiful this shit heads face is. seme was honestly just poking fun. but the way he takes care of him, and makes sure he is looked after, and calms him from his attacks. while still blushing and bickering with him. he fell fast and hard. i believe they quickly recalled that they met previously. but not right away. semes memory was somewhat hazy of his shitty childhood to begin with. between both their fucked up mothers, and another fucked up guy trying to publish their relationship, our uke cruelty ended things with him. and walked away. our seme here never once yelled at him for it. no, he begged and pleaded for him not to leave. no vows of revenge. he found him puking drunk out of his mind a week later. seme took drunk uke home. saw he was clearly suffering as well. declared that he would be back for him. next time making sure he comes to him, with no plans of abandoning him again. he loves him. he treasures him. he doesn't want him to ruin his health. they both suffered for a year apart. while he did a job overseas. they reunite again. he tried to play games, and make him jealous. but it didn't last at all. the seme just couldn't play with him like that. he confessed once more. changing tactic to seducing him instead. this was funny as hell. because our uke is so weak to him. he sunk in zero time at all. he even promised not to make a move on him. until he wanted him to. then he only touched. without going all the way. he took care of him when he wasn't feeling good. <3 i love our seme. he is amazing!!! so respecting. he acts all hard and tough. but he's a gigantic pushover, a romantic. and he's so fucking honest. he's open about his past. his traumas. his feeling. about waiting for him. about not wanting to be abandoned again. he's honest about it all. all the time. our uke is actually pretty straight forward. as long as your aren't asking him to say i love you. he had yet to do so. for a while yet after. our seme even cleans him up after sex, goes shopping, does the cooking. and is still a big lovable goof. they always bicker but it's pretty entertaining. the brother and his lover come in later too. his lover being his manager. whom made some drastic measures from his own family, to see things finally come to peace. he would not let anyone disturb any of their current peaceful lives. yo. this fucker! our seme even calls him his actual family. they go through everything together. they endure everything while leaning on one another. this little shit, went and bought their rooftop apartment back! as a birthday / anniverrsarry gift to our uke. fucker made me tear up. promises of living together and getting married later. they did have rings in a honeymoon arc later.
Path to You
not good so not good want to hit you both
Penthouse XXX
A Thousand Cranes
that was so perfect!! Beautiful story and characters. i came expecting it to be so dark and heavy, and they actually gave quite a bit of fluff, mixed with serious. i like that they actually have clinical panic attacks, and depression, between the sister and his lover. and that they didn't magically go away at the end. guy has sibling, no parents in the picture, dad left millions in debt. to walk out of work one night and come across a murder. Here we got Dean, who is a killer/gangster. they track him down after and were going to kill him, but Dean decided not too, took over his debuts, and had him come work for him. The two quickly and easily fall in love with one another. get them fluff on. Dean has Depression, nightmares, and basically insomnia. His father put a blade in his hand at the age of five. Taught him to kill. and Dean mutilated his hands repeatedly just to try and get away from it. he also has panic attacks at times. His love for Craig makes him not want this anymore. some shit goes down with his dad, that led to Craig getting shot, and Dean retaliates by killing him. They all three move in together, with a next to happily ever after. Even if Dean's demons still follow him for the rest of his life.(i love that realism. love doesn't cure mental health.)











Guang Xiang