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Death Is The Only Ending For The Villainess

Ongoing | gwon gyeoeul,suol | 2019 released

59 Chapter 72 & 73 is my fave in the whole world link { https://www.lightnovelworld.com/novel/death-is-the-only-ending-for-the-villain-novel } Brooo this shit is.. it's just fvkn GOOD!!! it's a manga based on an otome game like bitch.. who wouldn't like a manga like this? chp 44 felt so sad that i feel like crying.. her stepbro hated her guts since he doesn't know where she's coming from so.. ig he felt extremely shocked n sad when Penelope confronted him. I bet he's thinking about his whole action to her. man.. ik that feeling really well. the moment when u realize that it's not her fault at all n the guilt that ur actions inflicted towards Penelope herself. haha.. i wonder if he'll just continue to treat her as a nobody or he'll change his demeanor. i srsly can't wait... so i just finished the novel n mannn... it was so awesome that i feel like i was reading a masterpiece. Callisto is such a fckin gentleman n i absolutely hate Eclise. like he's just sucking up to penelope like a bitch n acts 'cute' which is not at all. i never liked him. not even once. I ust love everything about Callisto like he was so considerate to penelope bro.. my hearts melted every damn time when they even slightly touching each other. UGHHHHHHH i just can't wait for my baby to be drawn n i wanna see that hot stuff!!!

Love Is An Illusion

Complete | Fargo | 2000 released

The Princess in the Dumpster

Ongoing | 하라쇼 (harasyo),해루아 (herua) | 2019 released

41 this is cute n as interesting as wizardess heart

My Father-in-Law Is My Wife

Ongoing | 月关日 | 2000 released

47 the starting plot was weird af. i barely read the next cux of the cringyness. but it got better now. at least there's comedy in it.

The Villainess Reverses the Hourglass

Ongoing | 산소비 | 2019 released

52 ∞/10 bro this shit is so mf good. ain't 5 stars enough to compliment this mnhwa. the problem solving, the strategies, polical conflict n manipulation was top tier. like bishh. that was just pure talent. everything about this so well thought n the story is easy to understand for dummies like myself. She's also a frickin CEO herself(invester). my bitch's gonna be filthy rich n kick all the bad guys away without even lifting her gorgeous finger. she ain't need a man in her life HAHAHAHAHAHA (except for ml). u better watch out mfs cuz the QUEEN is hitting the town!! https://www.readlightnovel.org/the-villainess-reverses-the-hourglass#:~:text=After%20leading%20a%20life%20of,like%20my%20sister%2C%20Mielle.%E2%80%9D

I Stan the Prince

Ongoing | Bamboo folding fan | 2019 released
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I Raised the Beast Well

Ongoing | Ireunkkot,Teava,이른꽃,티바,Yeo Seulgi,여슬기 | 2019 released

19 1000000000/10 Damn i love this so fckn much. it's just like the 'A Stepmother's Märchen' but from a step sibling pov. their situation are literally the same.

I Became the Ugly Lady

Ongoing | 정하임,강세아 | 2020 released

40 ∞/10 oof- another magical manga like wizardess heart.. Damn bro. I'm liking this already. the fact that she's so fckn mature and doesn't act like a complete brat. i love her so much astagaaaa.. //>/x/

The Flower Dances and the Wind Sings

Ongoing | 라넬라, 상행,상행 | 2020 released

38 infiniti/1o. bro this is a fckn GEM!!!! the bizzaire emotions that i felt in this manhua n the plot is just chef's kisses. It's still unbelievable how i missed such a manga.. damn.. i've been sobbing since chp 23/24 but i broke out at chapter 25. like brader.. i can't help but sympathized with her. Everyone in the manga is at fault. yes they may experience shits in life but that doesn't justify their actions!! I'm very mad at fl but then again i can't help but feel sad for her. Same goes to ml. they just dunno what's best with each other. none of them completely grasped the reality. ISTG if a single love rival appears in this manhwa, I'm coming for the author's fckn head. u better watch it. srsly just rating this infiniti srsly isn't enough.. the plot.. the reasoning.. the worry.. the anxiousness that bubbled up for a long time.. the feeling of love being accepted half-heartedly.. losing confidence in marriage.. everything is just.. so well written. ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Postpartum Depression (February 15, 2021 7:59 am) ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I guessed from the summary and first chapter, but this is basically the story of a mother who gets a second chance at battling post partum depression. It’s amazing how well written this story is to be honest and it so realistic from all the characters’ sides! Like the toxic masculinity is so smooth too that even we just consider it the guys being heartless dicks but it’s obvious that they are just putting up fronts that they believe is right. It’s so frustrating to read this though in a setting where mental health isn’t considered a real thing. Like SO many times I wanted to grab them by the shoulders, FL included, and shake them screaming “SHE IS SICK. SHE IS S I C K. IT’S NOT HER FAULT GET HER PROPER HELP SHE IS SICK IT’S JUST GONNA GET WORSE!” Not recognizing her child as her own, getting frustrated while taking care of him, feeling randomly anxious and stressed, lonely, no feeling of love to her child, a dependency on her partner, it’s so so so striking but only to people who actually know what post partum depression is and how super severe it can get. And considering she 1) is limited in her freedom 2) has undergone a lot of stressful events 3) has communication/understanding issues with her husband 4) her husband often leaves for long period, leaving her feeling “abandoned” and 5) she cannot find even proper security in her marriage, the only thing she can lean on, because of the misunderstanding The saddest saddest thing is how absolutely destroyed both her and ML are because of their confusion on her state. Like he is so confused and trying to help and appease somehow (without admitting his own feelings and battling his own expectation and reality distortion issues) and is hurt by misunderstanding her condition while she repeats so many times that she “doesn’t know” why she’s like this and that “it’s strange”. It can’t get any clearer bro. Anyways, all this to say that I really love how absolutely realistic this story is while still have some hella lovable characters My only fear is that we’ll never have the satisfaction of everyone understanding that she is not at fault and that the guilt is just worsening her depression and emotional detachment from her child— Like dang... imagine getting severe post partum depression as a teenager... man Also about the ML’s situation, he obviously likes the FL and has been interested in her since probably their first meeting. For him, this was a romance based marriage. Now listen listen He was supposed to marry the princess. If we look at how he has educated his son, we can be pretty sure that that’s how he was educated himself. In other words, the motto is “do what you have to do for the family”. Though, he still from some unknown reasons that the FL has misunderstood chosen to refuse the princess and instead marry FL. If he chose to do that because of love, then this is really tragic. Because 1) it’s not in his teachings to make decision that are not the most optimal for his family and it’s not something he can be proud of at all (like the convo he had with his dad where he went “it’s just a girl” shows that he still has to show enough emotional detachment to have control over his environment as a man and the heir) and 2) because he is constantly being rejected by FL in the most horrible way and has no means of correcting her without going through some really big psychological obstacles that he has yet to properly notice and overcome such as that love isn’t a weakness, meeting expectations and how perfect you are don’t make your worth, communicating is important contrary to what his conditions growing up could have made him think. Tbh I do really feel bad for him because he himself, just like the FL, has no one to reassure him and to seek refuge to because he believe she doesn’t love him and is only using him for family means. However, he has work and responsibilities to mask his emotions and divert his attention. Btw, that is a big part of toxic masculinity and high suicidal rates in men; because of the social expectations that they have to provide and always fulfill their responsibilities and because they don’t have as much introspection as women, they often misunderstand their own pain and self medicate by taking substances for example or becoming workaholics (since accomplishing what society wants at least gives them a little gratification and keeps their minds away from core issues) MC is kinda shallow and selfish, but its hard not to sympathise with her(February 14, 2021 5:37 pm) ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- considering her position and the world they live in, with all that misunderstanding.. the author really did a good job putting in a realistic drama and characters that readers can sympathise with ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- miho February 14, 2021 3:21 pm ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- i know the ml has reasons too but he's being too much. the fl grew up in a loving family, being doted on and suddenly the pressure of making her sister the queen is upon her. getting married to a man u don't know when ur below 18, getting pregnant and giving birth alone without the father, the husband is off to war and she doesn't know if he'll even come back. what she did to her son was not right but after dying, she's trying to make it up to him. god, im so pissed rn. the son is cute though. fl pregnancy depression (February 14, 2021 8:35 am) ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- you know I just want to talk about what the fl has been through. Pregnancy is a very hard thing, usually u have to have someone to be there with u, but almost the whole time the fl had no support. Hormones, and other things would often cause more stress on the mother. Theirs actually something called postpartum depression which i think is what the fl had. While I get the ml has his own backstory I feel like I can relate to the fl more. Being alone, disregard, and generally ignored while pregnant is so hard. She was both too young and no one helped her. In this story its no one's fault, after all everyone had their story, but the husband really could have helped a lot more.

The Precious Sister of The Villainous Grand Duke

Ongoing | Eclair,Lunaheng | 2019 released

16 10000000000/10 slams five star!! it's so good broo. a younger sis of a villain.. damn, i wanna see how it goes so fckn badly.