Harenai Sekai de Kimi Dake Mieru
Wish there was more. Like another volume. I want to see Uke get better. I want to see them in more dates and lovey-dove. They’re both sweet souls that had it tough growing up. I think it’s cute how Seme is a pretty boy and Uke looks gloomy. Uke has trauma as a child that rendered him unable to see faces (face blindness). Uke is gloomy and overthinks. He goes about life trying his best not to interact with many people because he gets nervous and afraid. One day at his restaurant job, Seme walks in with friends and Uke is able to see his face. Uke is stunned and Seme keeps staring and ends up asking if he would date him. When Uke gets off work, Seme is waiting outside. He states he recognized Uke and his confession is real but they can start as friends. Seme invites him on a date. Uke is enjoying himself but because of all the crowds he ends up getting nauseous. Seme holds his hand and it goes away which surprises Uke. Uke end up saves a visually impaired person from crashing into the person he moved. Seme takes him to his workplace the salon to rest. He cuts his hair and Uke ask why he is kind to him. Seme states he looks like someone who saved him a long time ago. Uke ask about their similarities and he states he didn’t hesitate to help others. Uke tells him is because holding his hand calm him down to see what was happening. Seme is happy to help. He gives a trim to Uke’s hair. Thry plan to meet again and Seme kiss his cheek. Uke questions if Seme really is gay. lol. They go on another date, fishing. Uke catches one but accidentally lets it go and they end up falling down. Seme states he didn’t have a father growing up and his mother wasn’t the outdoors type. Uke ask if he is having fun and Seme smiles and said of course. Uke smiles back and states he is having lots of fun. Seme wants to kiss him but gets interrupt by children yelling. Seme gives Uke marbles as a present and Uke thinks it’s an innocent and childish one. lol. He starts to think he might of meet Seme when they were children but he doesn’t want to recall it because it brings back awful feelings but he doesn’t want his trauma to get in the way of getting to know Seme more. Uke wants to face his trauma and see a normal world just like Seme so he makes a counseling appointment. Uke ends up thinking Seme has a handsome face and masturbates to it accidentally. lol. He goes to the appointment and is going well. Uke meets up with Seme. Uke tells Seme about his condition and he has it since he was in primary school because of bullying. He got scared of their eyes and faces. Seme cries and apologizes. Uke tells him he can see his face. Seme states he also had a similar situation until he found a friend who cheered him up when he hit rock bottom and the memories he had with him are important to him. Uke states he one day wants to learn more about it. Seme tells Uke that he likes him. Seme is at work and he is socked to see the Bully come in. Bully tells him It’s been a while since they saw each other and it’s hard to believe he use to be so somber and become so cheerful and he’s been looking for him. Uke goes to Seme’s house to watch a movie. They have fun. Later during the week, Uke approaches Seme’s work and over hears him talking to someone who he claims is his brother. The brother approaches Uke and turns out Seme’s brother is the Bully. Uke recognized him and runs away. Seme catches up and Uke thinks he wants to make fun of him and tells him if he had fun. Seme tries to explain but Uke runs away. Uke is scared of not being able to see Seme’s face and losing the happy memories because he likes Seme. Seme tries to contact him but Uke doesn’t answer. After a bit, Uke finds his resolve and chooses not to runaway anymore. He goes to Seme’s work but finds his friend instead.Seme’s friend ask what relation does he have with Sene and then states if he is the one who saved him as a child. Uke is shocked to hear this and ask for the explanation but Seme’s friend tells him to talk to Seme. Uke states that he can’t get in touch with Seme. Seme’s friend tells him where he could possibly be (a host club were Bully is) and that if he finds him for Uke to cheer him up since Seme is always happy when he talks to Uke. Seme is telling Bully he wants nothing to do with him and we find out that they are half brothers (bully calls Seme’s mother a whore. They share the same dad). Bully punches Seme. Uke gets there and tackle Bully and tells him how dare he hurt Seme and he won’t let anyone hurt him, they aren’t children anymore he can’t hurt anyone he wants in order to satisfy his desires. Because Uke ran there he ends up puking on him. lol. Uke takes Seme’s hand so they can leave. Seme tells Bully that next time he sees him he will kick his ass, that he needs to be aware of the damage he has caused. While running, Uke remembers something similar happened in the past. They stop and Uke starts to cry and tell him he is sorry for jumping to conclusions. That he thought he was being betrayed and got scared when he couldn’t see Seme’s face, that he likes him. That he loves his smiling face and his text message (Sene saying he doesn’t want to hurt Uke but his feelings are pure and he is glad he found him again) made him realize he owes him an apology. Seme’s kisses Uke and he freaks out because not long ago he puked but Seme states he isn’t dirty. lol. They sit down and Seme tells him that the person who saved him was him. During summer break when he was 11, Seme was being bullied by others including his brother. Uke told them off and left with Seme. They began to hangout and play together, promising They would grow up and go eat until full and go fishing. Uke remember now.Back then, Uke was ignored and his parents paid more attention to his younger brother, Seme was the only one who gave him a present. Seme’s family life wasn’t great. Thry were poor and his mother only wanted him to have long hair to not remind her of the dad. Uke gave Seme’s a hair cut in protest and he hasn’t seen her ever since (she went psycho and Burt Seme shoulder. He had no other option but to leave the city). When Seme disappeared, Uke became the target of bullying and his brother said Seme was dead (that is when the trauma happen). Uke ask why he didn’t tell him sooner and Seme stated he didn’t want to hurt him more and it was a chance for them to start new. Uke states that all this time he had him in his heart. Seme ask if he wants to be his boyfriend and Uke agrees. They go out to eat at Uke’s restaurant job. The restaurant owners states that Thry care for Uke and Uke was able to see a glimpse of their faces. Thry go walking together hand in hand. They have been dating for 3 months and they finally have sex. They are happy. Hairstylist X University Student/ part-time Restaurant Worker.
I Want to Be Your First Love
Uke is feisty. Seme is a fanboy goofball who wants a boyfriend.they are both good for each other Uke wants to be loved and Seme wants to show him all his love. lol. Seme’s Friend is kind but also a hot head (not afraid to show his anger in front or towards Blondie his partner).lol. Blondie is chill but gets jealous easily and can’t seem to show much affection unlike Seme’s Friend. Wish we could have seen a sex scene just to see how they would react. The ending felt rushed too. Wish they could have gone on a double date. Seme comes from a wealthy family and has a high position at work. He only works and goes home and watches dramas. He wants a boyfriend so his secretary tells him he needs to go out in order to meet someone. He sends him out to get coffee and his order gets swapped with Uke’s. He tells them it taste weird. Uke gets offended and states some like it that way and calls him an old man. lol. Seme gets loved struck but was to stunned to ask for his number. He goes back to the cafe but doesn’t find him until one rainy day, he breaks to hard and splashes water on Uke walking. Uke complains and Seme’s thinks it’s fate. He troughs him money for dry cleaning and leaves for work (he doesn’t want to be late for a meeting. lol). Uke thinks he is a psycho freak. lol. A couple a months ago, Uke’s boyfriend cheated on him stating he is done with dating, he’s been hurt to many times. He gets picked up at work and gets upset when they can’t take a no. The men he has dated were all trash. He became pretty face with a hot temper. Uke did notice Seme when he walked into the cafe and thought he was hot until he called his drink weird. lol. Then when he splayed water on him he was surprised and thought it could be fate also until he trough him money. lol. He states he will kick him next time he sees him. He ends up meeting him again outside. He sees Seme trying to be recruited and saves him. Seme is happy to see him and Uke notices. Uke wants an apology and Seme does and gives him his credit card. lol. Uke gets angry that he believes he’s a beggar and calls Seme trash. Seme’s tells him he ment to pull his business card out. lol. He gives it to him and want to take him out but Uke states he wants nothing with him but an apology and leaves. Uke drops his business card but Seme is scared to approach because he doesn’t want to look like a stalker. lol. His secretary states he could still go to get completely rejected and Seme agrees. lol. He goes to see Uke and gets the longest service (coloring) and Uke tells him he is feeling uncomfortable. Seme’s tells him he won’t go out of the way to see him anymore. Uke thinks he isn’t a bad guy. At work, he shows up with Ash gray hair and his secretary freaks out. lol. Seme states that Uke told him it’s pretty. lol. Uke and the manager aren’t getting much client but then an influx of people start to call and they are fully booked. Seme gave the name of Uke’s job out in hopes of helping since he won’t see him anymore. One of the girls tells the manager about it and Uke hears. The manager tells him if he sees him to go thank him. Uke goes to his office but can’t see him so he writes him a note in the back of his business card thanking him. Seme tells his secretary that he shouldn’t think of it has a second chance, he agrees, but Seme still wants to go. He goes and the manager thanks him. Uke speaks to him and thanks him too but they won’t see each other anymore. Seme ask why and Uke states it’s the problem and doesn’t want to date (Uke knows that Seme is nice and it could be fate but he quite dating because it always starts off good and ends bad for him. He even started to doubt himself thinking he might be the problem ). Seme states that problem could be resolved with time and he will wait even if it takes 10 yrs because he is serious about Uke. Uke is shocked to hear it and leaves telling him not to come anymore. lol. Seme does a survey at work stating what are his best qualities. They all got exited to answer and Seme gets embarrassed. The secretary condenses the quality to 3, appearance, personality, and wealth. lol. A worker ask if he is dating. He states it’s a one sided crush and they’re shocked. lol. Seme reviews the data and goes with trying to win Uke over with his appearance. He ask secretary to go with him shopping. Seme goes walking about in casual wear and runs into Uke. He ask if he looks pretty and Uke states that isn’t the right word to use. lol. Seme states that isn’t all for the day and leaves. lol. Uke is confused. The following days, Seme goes to see him with different styles on and Uke tells his friend that it’s getting hard to reject him since he is so handsome. His friend tells him to stop playing hard to get and go out with Seme. Uke states he doesn’t want to repeat the same mistake so Friend tells him to introduce him to Seme since he is tired of getting rejected. Uke freaks out a bit and states if he is joking. lol. Seme has to work day and night on something and Uke ends up missing Seme showing up (he even waited for him for an hour). Seme escapes work and goes to see Uke and ask him for his number and explain his situation. Uke gives him his number and he is shocked and Uke is embarrassed. lol. Seme goes back and hugs and tells his secretary he has done it that he can do anything, and he thinks he has lost it.lol. Uke calls him telling him he got home safely and if someone didn’t call right away it would get awkward. Seme’s thanks him and from then on begins to send him selfies of himself at work to show him his best quality. lol. Uke thinks that’s a first but still saves the picture. lol. His secretary (who also helped take the pics) tells him he will freak Uke out and Seme confesses he has never dated before. He tells Uke he didn’t mean to make him uncomfortable and ask what his type his. Uke tells him cute but doesn’t want to elaborate and seem thinks Uke is cute. Seme goes to eat with chairman and he states that he looks good that he is seeing someone. He states that he should be free to date who he please and ask if it’s not a man, right…Seme gave a vague answer. He goes to pick up Uke off work and ask him about his situation (he respects chairman like family, he knows him since he was a kid but doesn’t want to lie to him). Uke ask what he will do and Seme states he will be sad if he can’t accept but the only thing that matters is the acceptance of the person he likes. Seme’s ask for permission from Uke to accept him. Uke tells him he will pay for a meal next time that he doesn’t need to ask for permission for a date. Seme is happy and imagine a date with Uke and wants things to work out and will definitely ask him out on a date first next time. The go on a date. At the restaurant, Uke gets water splashed on by a female that thought Seme was his boyfriend that was cheating on her. Outside they go for a walk and it starts to rain. lol. Seme takes him to his place to clean up and Uke agrees because he knows Seme as innocent quality to him. lol. They get to his luxury place and Seme ask for him to close his eyes because his room is a mess. lol. Seme has a lot of drama and celebrity magazines and dvds everywhere and is trying to hide them. Uke gets out and sees a fashion magazine and starts to see it while Seme is showering. Seme realizes he doesn’t have his clothes so once again tells him to close his eyes. While passing he sees Uke with the magazine and tries to take it away. Uke opens his eyes and thinks Seme is trying to do something with him. Seme freaks out and tells him it’s not the case and tells him the truth, that he’s a fan of dramas and celebrities (a fanboy) and if it’s ridiculous. Seme tells him his grandfather found CD and magazines of his favorite idol group and destroyed it and later on the band ended up disbanding because of bad rumors. He made sure to hide his interest and what he enjoys wel.l Uke tells him is grandfather was a horrible person and that the real pathetic people are the ones who look down on others interests. You should be allowed to openly express what you like. Seme tells Uke he likes him and that he hasnt open up to anyone this much (he as only told some friends and secretary about him being a fanboy). They end up having a drama marathon. Seme reveals his age and states he knows Uke is 30 (he is friends with manager. lol). Sene calls Uke Hyung and he gets flustered. lol. They go out for dinner and Seme shows him his fan account. lol. Seme tells secretary about date and states he doesn’t want to hear it anymore, that he doesn’t know his faces but he knows everything else about Uke. lol. And to not tells him what Thry do in the bedroom. Seme is taken back and tells secretary he is perverted to not jump to conclusions just because they had a date at his place. lol. While going out for lunch, they run into a Dirty Blonde guy that worked with Uke at his previous salon. Uke agrees to meet him to get him off his back and not to butt into Seme. They meet and Dirty Blonde tries to explain but Uke states he needs to apologize for creating a scandal, ruining his reputation, turning him into an outcast and forcing him to quit (Uke’s ex came around his job asking Uke to take him back. Thry dated for 2 yrs but he got married a yr into the relationship not telling Uke. Dirty saw and promised not to out him. Ex kept coming around, scaring employees and Dirty told them the truth. They all think Uke a home wrecker. He quits and manager goes with him to create there own Salon). Dirty wants to go see were he works to congratulate them but Uke says no. Dirty likes a girl that works at the Salon and she is stress out with Ex still coming around so he tells Uke he wants to send his ex to him so he can stop going to their salon. Dirty leaves calling Uke a freak. Uke is now upset Exmight come over. He doesn’t want Seme to meet Ex and know that disgusting side to him so he tells him to stop picking him up from work. Seme ask why, he thought they were closer, and what are they then. Uke tells him it’s an issue he doesn’t need to know and Seme states he doesn’t need to answer the second question, he doesn’t need to hear it. Uke is shocked. lol. The next day, Uke tells the manager and Brown hair male employee what is happening and that he doesn’t want Seme to meet his ex. Seme has been sad the whole day and goes to see Uke. Uke calls his friend to tell him as well and he states if it’s going well with Seme and he lied about not dating. Uke tells him they aren’t but he does like him. Seme over hears and ask who he likes. Thinking it’s not him he begins to get sad and teary, telling him he enjoyed picking him up and came to apologize in case he was imposing. Uke tells him he likes him and Seme gets happy and takes it has he is his boyfriend now and Uke likes it too.lol. Uke ends up telling him about his stalker. A month passes of them being together and Uke thinks Seme is too innocent because they haven’t done more than holding hands. lol. The Ex ended up seeing them together. During the month, Seme has been dealing with articles writing about him being a homo. Seme takes them down but more pop up. Ex goes to tell Uke that he should dump Seme before he does and go back to him showing him the article. He states that he also got a divorce. He takes out a knife. Seme comes and tells Ex that he’ll be speaking to his lawyers because he was the one who started the articles/rumor. Ex tells Seme that Uke acts innocent but he’s been with over 20 men. lol. Uke wants to punch him but Seme stops him and states that Uke is popular because he’s so cute. lol. And that it’s noting wrong with dating a lot because he has never date it doesn’t make it wrong either. Uke is shocked to hear it but it makes sense to him now. lol. Seme tells Uke that he could take the lead. lol. Ex wants to stab them but gets punched in the back by Brown. They are at cop station and Uke tells Seme the plan They had (get evidence by friend that he is stalking, Uke will instigate for ex to punch him to get him for assault and Brown would get Ex and manager would call the cops). Seme feels upset he wasn’t involve but Uke tells him he doesn’t want to get him involved because he is of higher caliber. Seme meets Uke’s friend. He ask how long he is planing to be with Uke. Seme states that’s rude and ask if Uke knows he is doing this to which he replies yes but then states he is joking. lol. He ask out of curiosity and he doesn’t want Uke to have a hard time because of another weirdo and that he does consider Uke and him just being friends. Seme wants to tell Uke not to see his friend anymore but has to be mature. lol. Seme tells Uke he is the only one he likes and Uke tells him the same back. He kisss Seme on the cheek and says thank you for protecting him. Seme is shocked and wants to kisses him back. Uke agrees and he kisses his cheek and then his mouth. They have a kissing session. Seme’s friend comes back to Korea asking him about his BF and that the rival at school started up a business and wants to take him down. Seme doesn’t care. lol. Uke runs into ex employee and tells him sorry and gives him new info (Dirty got rejected by her by stating she likes people like Uke. Ends up talking to ex and send him to Uke). Uke tells Seme that Ex was acting like he had someone backing him up. Seme just wants to kiss Uke and not talk about it more. lol. Uke gets home and his mom said he has a boyfriend, she saw them and to bring him over to meet him because dating at their age must need marriage. lol. Seme goes to an overseas trip for a week. They are walking towards each other on the phone and Uke tells him he missed him. Seme’s friend sees him and starts to tell him why he didn’t say anything about a business trip that he was lonely. Uke misunderstand and Seme tries to clear it up and introduces them. Uke is jealous that Friend cling to him and called him casually. lol. Uke ask if his friend ever confessed to him what would he do and Seme looked disgusted and says he doesn’t want to imagine that. lol. Uke still thinks there is something there. Seme meets Uke’s mom at the salon and go together to dinner and ask if his parents now he is dating a man. He states he hasn’t got a chance to tell them because they have been traveling abroad but ones they come back he wants to introduce them. Mom doesn’t believe it at first but then chance her mind when she sees he’s the CEO and tell Uke never to let go. lol. Seme plans a 100th day celebration at a hotel and Friend helps. Uke finds out by his friend that saw them together and Uke goes over to spy. Seme finds him and tells him his plan to celebrate at the hotel and spend the night together. Uke hurries to the room. They have sex and are super happy with each other. Uke calls his friend to tell him what happen and that Seme’s friend is a good person. lol. Uke friend ends up seeing Seme’s friend at the club he owns hitting on a man. Uke and Seme are happy and ever seen they had sex Seme has been head over heels for Uke. Seme tells the chairman that he wants to introduce him his partner. He get upset and states if he wants to ruin the company. Seme tell him not to worry but does impress on. Uke and manager go to chairman house not knowing he’s connected to Seme because they have a kitty he wants to adopt. Chairman ask how they feel about homosexuality and Uke and manager states they don’t know enough to make an informed decision. Uke meets up again with chairman and he discusses his worries but Uke tells him not to worry since the rascal he is talking about seems like a competent man and to talk to him that he feels bad about the way he reacted. Seme goes to pick him up and they find out that Seme is the rascal and Uke is his partner. Chairman tells Seme he picked a good man. A paparazzi is there in sees but gets caught by chairman security. Chairman tell him to be more careful because Uke is a regular person. Seme’s friend tell him about the high school reunion again, but he declined because he wants to go on a picnic with Uke. Seme’s friend goes and over hears Rival saying he is going to out him (he is also the one who send the paparazzi). His friend is worried while Seme is sending him pictures of the Bento box Uke made him. lol. Rival starts to tell everyone that Seme has a commoner boyfriend and before he can say more, Seme’s friend states that he is back to look for his first love. His father finds out what he said and gets mad. lol. Friend tells Seme what happen and Seme thanks him. A girl that is interested in Seme’s friend tells a classmate 2 yrs younger to look into his lost love he mention. Blondie goes and thanks to Seme’s friend to ask about it and tell him if he is interested in matching with the girl. He declines and Blondie tell him his job is to play matches maker and finds people and resolve trivial matters, and knows he is also gay. He denies it. lol. he asked if he could really find his first love and Blondie says he can’t try so he gives him a description (it’s a lie). They end up talking to each other and supine friend is board he likes it. One night, he end up seeing Blondie at the convenience where he works in (he wanted to buy condoms but couldn’t anymore) lol. He leaves and is upset and drinks and ends up waking up at Blondie place. He explains that he came back to the convenience store and was drunk so he took him to his place. He tells him to take a shower and to look at the yrbook he found. Seme’s friend tells him the truth that he made up the girl but then Blondie states that it was a boy and he wants to help him because he sad and lonely. Friend now thinks Blondie wants to get in his pants. lol. Friend goes to see Blondie at his place again and ask him if he’s into him. Blondie apologizes if he gave him the wrong idea and now friend feels embarrassed.lol and confesses that he is gay that’s why he misunderstood. He states he doesn’t want to get caught by anyone and has no plans to come out. He ask how Blondie knew and he jokes that is his face. lol. But then states he’s actually been watching him for a long time and he was really popular in school and that they had an encounter at school (Friend saw Blondie getting bullied and throw water at them all including Blondie to beat it. He told Blondie to just sit in the sun he would dry soon making Blondie think he is a psycho. lol) Blondie states that the bullies left him alone and he made friends after that is why he wanted to help him out now. Blondie tells him he wants to be someone he can rely on when he feels lonely or needs something. Friend is content and happy to hear that. Seme tells Uke his parents are coming back to Korea soon and want to introduce him to them. Uke tells him not to feel pressured and Seme at the end replies that those people’s opinions aren’t important anyways. Uke looks confused but doesn’t give it much thought. At the Salon, a women goes in and doesn’t want to take off her shade so she can look at Uke. Then when he gets out, he gets kidnapped by a man and Seme sees. The man tell Uke to stop seeing his son. lol. But then says just kidding. Turns out he his Seme’s dad. They go to the police station because they caused a commotion. The girl that went to the Salon earlier was his mom. Seme is mad for in that stunt. The next day, they go visit Uke and apologize and stated they did it because his son likes dramas and things are awkward and they want Uke to be the bridge for them to talk to Seme. Uke agrees to help because he thinks it could be worse. lol. Seme calls his friend and tells him what happen and Hhis friend states his parents are eccentric. lol. Seme’s friend gets back to Blondie and Blondie ask if Seme was his first love because everyone at school thought that. He gets mad that just because he is gay it won’t go for anyone and Seme is his BFF. lol. Blondie drops it. He later calls Friend to tell him to hide him. Friend keeps him in the VIP room of the hotel and then Blondie revels that his mom is the one fallowing him and his dad (that he didn’t meet after high school) is trying to sabotage his life because he’s a bastard son. He wants him to live a away from everything including a job and he will pay for everything. Blondie is upset because any time he gets a job he gets fired after because of his father. His mom doesn’t understand why Blondie is complaining because his father is offering to give him anything he wants just for him to listen to him. Blondie left home and is on the run since. Friend tries to comfort him and tells him to stay there but Blondie states he needs to go home and pick up his stuff. Friend tells him to stay and kisses Blondie. Blondie kisses back but then states he doesn’t like easy people. lol. Friend gets mad and head butted him. lol. Friend states he should stay that he will protect him and to try liking and easy guy just once. lol. Blondie kisses him again. Uke gets kidnapped again and at first he thinks it’s Seme’s Dad again but turns out to be Rival. Rival tells him he will give him money if he helps him spreed bad rumors about Seme dating lots ofmen and women (he doesn’t believe Uke and Seme are actually in love. Uke is in it for money). Uke was warned by Seme that this might happen. Seme gets a call that Uke has been kidnapped. Uke manages to escape on his own and barrows a phone to call Seme but his secretary answers and tells him he’s in the hospital (car accident). Uke goes to see him and Seme is asleep. Secretary tells him to go report it to the police. Seme’s friend goes to drive Uke to the police station(Blondie is there) when he’s ram from behind by a car (Rivals people told him that if he doesn’t stop Uke from reporting him it will look like he is the one who created Seme’s accident which Thry didn’t p, just a coincidence. lol.) seme’s friend is pissed and drops off Uke and tells Blondie to get out too because he’s going to do something bad. Lol. He ended up slamming backwards into the car that ram into him. Uke gives up his tearful testimony and gets picked up by security to go see Seme. Seme pretends to loose his memory but Uke tells him to nock it off (Seme wanted it to be more dramatic). lol. Uke tells him everything rival told him and that he thinks Uke is Seme’s flaw. Seme tells secretary to make it sound like he is in a coma and that if he got the security footage of Uke being kidnapped. Rival and his dad get word that his son plan a car accident that send Seme in critical condition and kidnap someone. Dad is infuriated. lol. Rival goes and apologizes to Uke. Uke punches him and screams at him. lol. Seme is content with the apology so he lets it go and wakes up. lol. Secretary tells him to take a vacation and Seme agrees (his arm is in a sling). Seme’s friend finds out from his dad that Blondie is the son of a construction company Thry have a contract with. He tells Blondie and he thinks he wants to stop seeing him. Friend ask if he doesn’t want to go out with him because he thought 2 people that have feelings for each other do. Blondie calls him cute and they kiss and then ask his new boyfriend for money. lol.he was kidding (he wanted to pay for dinner). Blondie tells him he might get the job but it’s in Australia. Friend gets upset because now they will be long distance when they just got together. Seme tells Secretary that he hates what happen and making Uke feel like others will only think of him as someone just for his sexual desires not a true partner. Uke drives Seme to their vacation destination but ends up crashing before getting there. lol. (A deer crash). Uke is trying to hide there relationship while going about and Seme ask what is on his mind (he is the one who usually doesn’t hide they are on a date). Uke explains that everyone around him is accepting of him being gay and he promised that in his next relationship he wouldn’t want to hide their relationship but now he thinks it’s better to hide the relationship instead of potentially creating stress for Seme and for people to hurt him. Seme means so much to him. Seme states they are thinking differently because he doesn’t want to hide or deny it and wants to tell people who ask. Uke hugs him and Seme gives him a promise ring (they both match) so he can say he is a taken man. lol. Seme also states he wants to live with Uke, At work people notice and when Uke is waiting outside for him he kisses Uke on the cheek in front of other. lol. Uke blushes. It’s New Year’s Eve and Uke gets picked up by Seme because he got drunk with his coworkers. At home Thry have a steamy shower and Seme’s friend calls. Uke gets upset and again starts to think there is something going on with them. Seme states that hurts him that he is doubtful of him. Uke tells him to ask if he is gay so he does but Friend denies it. Uke thinks his gay radar was off and apologizes. Seme states he doesn’t mind seeing Uke jealous but he doesn’t want him to get tired of him if he keeps questioning him. Friend calls him back and states he is gay and has a boyfriend too and hangs up. lol. Uke hears and Seme is stunned. Uke states he won’t question him anymore to calm down. On the other side, Friend visit Blondie in Australia because they have been 3 months apart and he misses him. Thry begin arguing because Blondie sees him getting pick on and ask Friend if he would cheat on him. He gets offended but then feels bad because Blondie overhears him denying he is gay. Blondie states he is insecure and he only wants him to show him off. Friend calls Seme back and tells him the truth. Blondie is happy and states he loves him too and kisses him in public. lol. Friend is angry again. lol. CEO(29) X Hairstylist (30) Blondie High School Mate (27) X Seme’s Friend BFF (30)
Mujaki na Wanko to Nekokaburi
3.6 Re-read the color version (I thought it was a new chapter) and I remember it to be a sweeter manga. lol. Wish there was another volume. I want to see them on date and such. I feel like they would be lovey dovey. Puppy Seme and nice but insecure Uke. «[]» Related Series Timeline: 1. Boku no Omawari-san (Spin-off) 2. Mujaki na Wanko to Nekokaburi (Main) Uke doesn’t like human interaction because it’s tiresome and likes to act in a way to avoid drama (he likes to pretend to be the perfect guy). Uke’s Friend (Uke from the spin-off) invite him to a mixer type of event because it’s hard getting a partner at there age (39). Uke reluctantly goes because his friend’s club will be hosting it. The day of the mixer, Uke is sitting down and eating when Seme approaches and begins to eat and talk to him even calling Uke beautiful because he looks so composed. At the end, Seme walks him to the station and Uke states he is boring and no good at love because he doesn’t like conflict or complications (he wears a mask to act like the there is no conflict). Seme states he just isn’t good at nurturing relationships and a coward (Uke remember his Friend telling him the same thing once). Seme tells Uke he wants to be his friend but Uke just smiles believing they won’t see each other again. The next week, Uke finds himself at Seme’s work place talking to the boss (they are a costumer). Seme states they are friends annd it must be fate and gives him his number. While going home, Uke runs into Seme again and he tells him his place got burnt down and he lost his wallet. Uke wants to leave but remember Seme’s boss stating he is a good kid to take care of him. He offers his place for a day and states he use to live with his ex boyfriend, that he got tired of dating women so he moved to men. lol. Seme states that doesn’t bug him and if he can take the spare room for the time being. Uke was reluctant but agree until he finds his own place. Almost a month has passed and Uke ask about finding a new place. Seme states he forgot since he was comfy there. Uke notice he is eating his fancy pudding and gets upset and stops talking to him. lol. Uke gets a call from Seme’s boss thanking him for taking care of Seme and also for a new contract. Uke gets another phone call giving him for a promotion to section chief. Seme gets home and surprises him with the special pudding he like and Seme is forgiven. Seme is a bit drunk and he tells him the good news. Uke states that everyone like Seme for who he is and he is jealous. Seme ends up telling him he is a pain to deal with smiling and Uke gets butt hurt. In order to change the topic he puts on the movie Uke was watching and it’s a sex scene. lol. Seme begins to think about Uke sexually and Uke falls into his shoulder drunk. Seme ask what was his position and Uke states he won’t say. lol. Thry end up masturbating and Uke tells him he doesn’t want to be alone and they both pass out. The next day, Uke states that he is sorry and he knows Seme is straight and was drunk. Uke goes to the book store only to be fallowed by Seme. Uke ask about clothes and Seme states they all burnt. They go shopping and Seme gets horny thinking about Uke. Seme thinks he is secretly gay. lol. Thry end up running into Seme’s Friend and states that they are together. lol. and he invites himself to there dinner stating he will pay. Thry take advantage of that. lol. While Uke gets more drinks, Friend ask if they have gone far and Seme states they are really just friends but he is curious about Friend. He states he is just his BFF and Seme feels relieved. While Seme is in the rest room (he is realizing his feelings for Uke), Friend tells Uke that he might actually like Seme and he doesn’t want to be alone anymore. Uke questions if he is in love with Seme but he feels to many cons (age, straight, might go away someday). Seme heard Uke stating if he likes him and Seme gets happy because he feels they might be mutual. Uke tells him he might move so he needs to find another place soon and Seme gets confused and Uke acts cold toward him and they hardly see each other. Seme end up seeing Uke with a girl (coworker, married) and thinks he is meeting he after work. A couple of days later, seme sees Uke with the girl again but this time Uke sees Seme too. Seme tells Uke that he might go back to his old place (it’s been rebuilt) and who was that girl, that why can’t it be him. That he hear him say he likes him and he was happy. Uke states that he put Seme in a weird position but Seme tells him not to misunderstand, that he got jealous when he was with someone else and he got excited when he thought he liked him back. Uke states he has no reason to fall in love with him because he isn’t that nice but Seme states he knows but he still thought he was a decent person and he never wore a mask when around him. Uke starts to laugh and states that even if he isn’t perfect if he still loves him. Seme hugs him and tells him he can be the perfect boyfriend for him and to give them a chance. Uke ask if he knows what it means to be with a man and Uke’s Friend interrupts and state if Seme can have sex and kiss Uke. lol. He tells them to take their lovey dovey shit somewhere else (they are in front of his store). lol. They go home and talk out their misunderstandings and Seme tells him he loves him. They have sex. Uke is happy and tells Seme to stay with him and Seme agree. Seme tells Uke to update his friend about their relationship status. lol. They been dating for a month now and Seme isn’t scared of saying They are lovers to who ask. lol. But Uke likes that part of him. Uke also notice that Seme likes sex. lol. Uke is remembering how fun love can be. Seme ends up working night shifts for a while so they aren’t able to see each other. They miss each other. Seme tells him that he is off for the weekend that he misses him and Thry can do something. Uke ends up surprising him with breakfast when he gets off work. They end up having long awaited sex. Uke ask if it’s shameful for an old man to be begging for sex and Seme tells him no, to tell him anytime he wants it, that he finds him adorable. Uke states he wants to make love with him all day but Seme ends up passing out from exhaustion. lol. Assembly Company Worker (24)X Sale Manager Worker️ Section Chief (39)
Cold-Blooded Beast
This was a love story all the way. lol.I wanted to see more of the 2nd couple, tattoo guy and Blondie. I wanted to see them on dates and Blondie getting introduced to his mom. Tattoo neighbor is handsome, cute, funny and sweet. He has the look I like on a Seme. lol. He likes to say honey to his Blondie Uke. lol. I like how Uke is the innocent, quiet and reserved type but loves sex with his Seme. lol. It’s funny how Uke loves to see Seme’s 2 dicks. He constantly wants to ride them, and wouldn’t mind having sex with him as a snake. lol. Both Uke’s like sex with their Seme and both Seme’s are kind to their Uke’s. It’s funny how the mom just accepted that her son is with a man who saw him as a child too. lol. Uke and Seme work in the same company. Seme is the manager and he is his subordinate. Uke has a likes Seme. Apparently he passes away and his coworkers and him go out for drinks and cry about it. Uke looks heartless because he isn’t crying and he worked close to him. When he leaves to go home he starts to cry but then Seme appears right infront of him but then turns into a snake. Uke takes the snake and takes care of it. After a week he turns back into human but Seme doesn’t remember him, how to talk or anything. Uke tells him he will take care of him. lol. Seme doesn’t understand what is happening to him either. Uke finds his snake self cute. lol.One day he baths Seme and ends up jacking him off to give Seme some relief. lol. After that he keeps wanting more. lol. Uke tells him no and tries teaching him words, like his name. Seme ends up asking for it again. lol. But this time he fingers Uke’s mouth and then puts his face towards his dick. Uke hesitate but can’t resists so he does it. He gives him a blow job. lol. A new manager gets assigned at his work. Seme dreams of his past self in a suit and seeing Uke smile. He wants to see him smile again so he puts a suit on and waits for Uke to come home. Uke gets home drunk from going to an office dinner party for the new manager. Uke is surprise to see him with a suit and Seme begins to touch Uke all over. He gives Uke a blowjob and tells Uke to smile for him. Uke force a smile on and Seme doesn’t look impressed (but was satisfied. lol). They begin to rub against each other and Seme wants to put it in but Uke states not yet and puts his dick between his legs. Uke decide to teach Seme how to write so he can teach him how to speak.lol. Seme tells Uke not to go to work hugging him. Uke thinks it’s cute but he goes to work. On his way he gets into a small car accident so now he think maybe Seme was sensing something bad. Seme turns back into human and tells Uke he is sick, to hold him. Uke does. Seme begins touching Uke. Uke tells him to stop but Seme tells him to stop pushing him away. Seme kisses him and Uke has no reason to stop because he likes Seme and Seme wants him too and he is feeling good. They end up having sex. The next day, Uke goes in half day because again Seme was begging him not to go and he was still having sex with him after he passed out. lol. Uke and Seme see his penis and they get shocked to see two of them. lol. While at work, Seme thinks he got Uke upset and won’t smile and be nice to him again because he forced himself on him and is sorry. Uke returns and sees that Seme snake is almost done shedding(Uke thinks it’s cool and will keep it. lol) Seme is relieve that Uke isn’t mad at him. Uke tells Seme that apparently having two sex organs is normal for snakes. lol. Uke had a vivid dream about a place and has a feeling they should go. Uke takes Seme with him and it turns out it’s his home (it’s a nice apartment building close to work). They find his id tag and glass jewels. Uke states if he remembers who gave him those and Seme states he did (flash back to a memory when Seme was a giant snake and Uke was 5 yrs. Uke went into a cave where Seme was sleeping he turn into human and ask why he was crying. He cried because he lost his parents getting the glass for his mom.) Seme tells Uke if he is happy now and states he can’t be with him and turns back into snake. Uke is confused because he doesn’t remember him giving the glass and he was born an orphan and he didn’t like what he last said. Uke goes to work with Seme’s id. He bumps into new manager and drops id. He states he gave a ride to Seme once and just found it in his car. New manger tells him he will give it to administration. Uke is working late because he can’t concentrate and new manger comes around to tell him they were going to destroy the id but he took it back because he thought Uke might want it back because he saw him staring lovingly at it (a coworker was acting chummy with new manager and started telling him he thinks Uke is a homo. The new manager scares him off stating they aren’t friends and to watch his mouth). New manager states that he knows his boyfriend is a snake because he is one too. Uke is shocked but still thinks he can’t trust him. New manager tells him he is the only one that can help him( he thinks he was dumped by Seme and is lonely. lol). Uke states he doesn’t need help but thanks for the concern. A couple of days later, Uke gives in and calls New manager over for the weekend because Seme is still acting like a regular snake. New manager interpreted it as Uke wants to have sex with him (he thinks man who have been dumped by their snake boyfriends are the best. lol). lol. He goes to Uke’s place all dressed up and with flowers for him. Uke invited him to the bedroom and NewM states already. lol. He throws Uke on the bed and tells him he is turn on and that ever since he first saw him he wanted to see him beneath him squirming. lol. NewM starts to kiss his neck and Uke slaps him. NewM is shocked because he thought that was what Uke wanted. lol. Seme gets angry and in snake form he gets big and tells him to leave or he will kill him. NewM states he thought he was dead and to not be violent and calm down (he is shaking) lol. He leaves and Seme is mad he let someone else in and his smell is all over him. He is conflicted he wants him but he can’t take care of him or make him happy so he needs to let him go. Uke caress him and Seme states he wants to eat him up (but he means it literally. lol. Uke states he could (but in the sexual way. lol. They have sex (Seme thinks Uke is under a spell from NeeM. lol) during sex he tells Uke when he passes out to take him far away and leave him there it to his home because nothing good will come by being with him. Uke said no but Seme insist. When Uke wakes up Seme is a snake and there is a knocks at his door. He opens it to find a tattooed guy stating he is the guy next door who had to listen to him fucking all day. lol. Uke tells him sorry but he states the other person should also say it and barges in looking for Seme. He doesn’t find anyone else so know he thinks Uke did it all by himself. lol. Uke agree to get him out and not to see snake but he ends up seeing it and is in love. He tells him he is beautiful and wants to feed him. Uke only feeds him chicken so he calls his breeder friend for mice and states he will drop by later and to take it easy down there he will hurt his bones. lol. He gets a call that his mom is in the hospital because of a heart attack but she’s ok just has to stay in the hospital for 3 weeks for fracture ribs because of cpr. Uke calls his Uncle not to worry (Uke is staying at his places and mom is the person who raised him). Mom is becoming friends with a Blonde kid that goes to visit his grandpa everyday but he doesn’t wake up and tells Uke about it. Uke meets him and Blondie tells him to go home immediately. He does and finds Tattoo apprehending a man trying to get in to Uke’s home. Lots of accidents have been happening around him. He sees Blondie again and he informs him the old man past away and he has been his friend for over 60 yrs. He gives him cookies for his mom. She ends up getting better right away. Uke sees Blondie and Tattoo arguing in front of his door. Tattoo thought he was a robber too. lol. They go into Uke’s place and Blondie tells tattoo guy to come in too. Tattoo goes to play with snake and Blondie confirms he helped Uke mom heal and that he invited Tattoo in because he has good energy keeping everything okay for Uke. lol. Blondie tells Seme he needs to speak and turns into human. Tattoo freaks out and Blondie knocks him out. lol. Blondie states he came because he was curious how a demon came to be and how someone as unfortunate as Uke was born. He tells Uke to close his eyes, and he ended up seeing a glimpse of his past life. We end up seeing that Seme was a regular snake that was given the order from the gods to punish the evil and help the virtuous don’t let the powers over take. He lived in the mountains so he was prayed on by humans. There was a plague and humans asked for help, but he couldn’t give any because he can’t cure. They all died. He was then given a human body so he can learn how to love. Seme had no desire to be around humans or do anything at all anymore. He didn’t know if he was worthy of being a heavenly being. One day when it was raining he tried to stop it but couldn’t so he went in search of the mountain god but ended up finding a human (one of Uke’s past self). He saves him and takes him to a cave. Uke thanked him and rambled on but Seme didn’t mind. Seme told him why he was there and came to realize what he was feeling was pain for the humans he couldn’t help. Seme ends up saving Uke’s life by taking him home and left him flowers. When he wakes up, Uke doesn’t give the flowers to his sister and sees the snake Seme. He calls him over not afraid and he turns back into a human. Uke cleans his wound and ask Seme to stay. He ask what he is and Seme states he is an incomplete being. Uke tells him not to say that because it makes him sad. lol. Uke gave him a name and kisses him upon the forehead because his forehead was handsome. lol. So Seme kisses him in the mouth and states his smile was pretty. They go out shopping and Seme’s was finally able to sleep after so many yrs (Uke told him to sleep next to him while holding hands). His wound is healed and they have sex. During sex Seme states he is so aroused that he is half snake ( he has 2 dicks) Uke tells him he wants both inside because he is greedy. lol. They have sex all night and Seme confesses that he thought he didn’t have a heart but know he knows he does because he loves Uke. Uke tells him he feels the same. For a while everything was find until unfortunate events kept happening and even Uke fell ill. Seme is worried and ends up talking to the mountain god who tells him it is his fault for not leaving and not doing his duty. But there is away to save him for him to have a peaceful afterlife, he needs to hurt Uke’s heart and take all the poison out of the crack then he will go to the mountain and he will stay there in a nightmare for life as punishment. Seme returns back and does so, but Uke ends up telling him he won’t hate him that he will pray to meet him again. Seme leaves to the mountain and the nightmare is meeting and losing Uke over and over again. Seme meets Uke (5) again up in the mountains (we actually find out Uke was told by his parents to look for more pretty glass in the river while they left). Seme finds out that Uke has a miserable life. His adoptive parents abuse him by starving and beating him. He has no friends because of his bad luck. Seme cries because what he was told by the mountain god wasn’t true. Uke wasn’t living a simple life. Uke hugs him and tries to console him until Seme stops and he falls asleep. Seme vows to make Uke’s life right. Seme tells Uke the truth, that he was abandoned and feeds him fruits. Seme tries looking for the mountain god but can’t find him. At night he decides to go down to the ‘village’ to get Uke proper food and clothes and runs into a spirit that just died. Seme explain his situation. The spirit also had a 5 yr old son and freaks out because he knows he is leaving him but tells Seme to take his backpack with food. Seme took it and it had bedding, food, and kit to fix his wounds with. Seme decided to go to the city and try to blend in for the sake of Uke (he realized that so much time has passed. He cuts his hair and wears a suit). He goes to the library where he reads to gain knowledge. There he meets a pregnant librarian who tells him he can checkout book with an id (he ends up manipulating the system to get a gov. Issued one). She lets him barrow a children book of hers so he can read it to Uke (he told her he has a son too. lol). Seme eventually takes him to an orphanage (he absorbed all his misfortune so Seme wants him to live a happy life). Uke doesn’t want to leave his side stating he will be a good boy. He cries and gives Seme his gemstones he found in the river. Seme erases his memories. The librarian ended up losing her baby, so Seme suggested, she volunteered at the orphanage where he manipulated her a bit to see Uke (he wanted her to watch over Uke too).. Uke ended up getting adopted by a caring family. Seme watched over Uke taking away any harmful people that got in the way and surrounded him with positive people. (He also raised up money since he found out that was important). In college, Uke got asked out but he kept rejecting them all that made Seme happy but he scolded himself for thinking that. One night, Uke got drunk and his classmate to him to get air. He told Uke if he was gay and to not worry and tried to kiss him. Seme got upset but Uke shoved him away and told him he wasn’t. Seme thought Uke could be gay too but now he knows he doesn’t want anyone. lol. Seme wants him to be with someone. lol. Uke ended up spotting him and thinks to himself how handsome he is but Seme disappears. Seme goes home and starts to imagine being hugged and caressed by Uke. He stops himself again. Uke graduates and begins his working life. Seme notices that he never lets anyone in (is friendships were one sided). Seme is becoming more obsessed and longing for Uke so decides to confirm that he is not the one for Uke by fixing himself into the workforce and entering Uke’s company to meet him. A year later, they meet face to face. Uke sneaks glances and one time blushes when Seme stopped a box from hitting him. Seme confirms that Uke’s heart was racing for him and Seme begins to have naughty fantasies of him and Uke. lol. Time passes and Seme thinks it’s not so bad being near Uke and having fantasies. lol. One day while in a company dinner, Uke is a little drunk and Seme takes him home. Uke leans in for a kiss. They end up kissing in the rain. Seme doesn’t want to let him go. Seme need up giving him a blowjob. lol. Uke passes out and wakes up thinking it’s a dream but at work he ask Seme if he made a mistake last night. Seme states his kiss might have been a drunken mistake but he accepted it which wasn’t a mistake. lol. They begin to have an office relationship (they sneak hand holding and kisses and Seme takes Uke home. lol. Seme wants to come clean and confess his feelings before they have sex. Seme sets up a date on the weekend. Uke arrives at the fancy hotel and when Seme was about to go, he faints in pain. He gets there late and hugs Uke. He fears something is going wrong. He faints more times and is in pain. He tries avoiding Uke but Uke ask what is wrong he derives to know because they like each other. Seme apologizes and continues being close to Uke even though he is in pain (he figures out that it must be the misfortune being to much for his body to take. He wakes one in a sweat in front of Uke’s home and Uke is puzzled to see him. Seme states he had a nightmare. Uke reassure him that he is safe and Seme thinking he needs to disappear but can’t bring himself to break up with Uke so he decides he needs to die. Before leaving he kisses Uke goodbye and tells him he loves him so much. Uke blushes and states to himself he will tell him I love you back when he sees him again. The next day he doesn’t go to work and Uke tries calling to no avail. The next day, he gets a call from coworker stating Seme’s family called stating he is dead and they will have a private funeral. Uke is torn on the inside but doesn’t show it until he can’t take it and begins to cry. Seme sees that he has caused him agony and appears right in front of him to attempt to erase his love for him but ends up turning into a snake (the beginning of chapter 1). Back at present day. Tattoo guy has been there in the room chilling with Blondie and ask if they would feel embarrassed for everyone to know what they have been through, like he knows they bang all the time, that he wouldn’t have guess by looking at Uke. LoL. Blondie states he only gets bits of info quickly and that it would be more embarrassing for Uke knowing Tattoo has heard everything. Tattoo ask why he told him about non humans and Blondie states Tattoo has crossed path with non humans before. Tattoo doesn’t remember knowing anyone but feels like he meet Seme before. Seme wakes up with his memories back, cradles Uke and glares at Blondie. Tattoo gets in front of Blondie in a protection stand stating that he will bite and dogs take down the little ones first. lol. Seme angrily states what he did to Uke and what are his intentions. Blondie states he was curious why Uke’s life was messed up, gets upset and tells him off stating he is the one to blame for everything. That he could have become a dragon but he couldn’t let go of his love and created a mess. Blondies eyes change to gold and black and Tattoo points it out thinking it’s cool to let him see them. lol. Blondie calms down and pokes Tattoo away. He tells Seme he will wake him up so he better prepare to get on his knees and beg for forgiveness. Blondie can’t wake him and Seme tells them to leave. Blondie ask Tattoo if he can take him somewhere (he postpones his clients and agrees because Blondie got sad if he couldn’t take him. lol.). Seme tells Uke to please wake up because he wants to tell him sorry, thank you, and I love you. Seme believes he is always making bad choices when he should have been just grateful for Uke being alive that he was greedy. Seme hears subconsciously Uke saying he doesn’t want to wake up. Seme says he understands (thinking because he found out his whole life, was shape by someone else). He baths Uke, dress him up and puts him in the couch. Blondie takes Tattoo to the mountain in search of the god there (he wants to know why Uke has some of his powers inside him). 2 days pass and Tattoo finds his hide out. Blondie goes in to check on mountain god. Blondie explains what happen. Mountain god states that he never gave power to Uke, he gave some to Seme because he wanted for things to be less overwhelming for him (he knew he didn’t finish his training). Mountain god tells Blondie he needed to have brought Seme and Uke in order for him to try to help. lol. But then he sense them coming up the mountain (Seme is carrying Uke). In his mind, Uke understands that the one he loves was robbed of becoming a dragon because of him and suffered undeserved punishment so he can be reincarnated. He endured loneliness and pain for hundreds of years until he woke him up in is second life only for Seme to have more pain knowing Uke was suffering from abuse. And then Seme tried to fix his life like it was Seme’s fault. Uke believes he is a curse that shouldn’t have been born. Mountain god appears before him and Uke recognize him. He explains that Blondie showed him too much and that is why his mind is overwhelmed. That he is good natured and he knows he didn’t came back to hurt his lover and that even though they should have never meet again they did and should ask the person who wished it why (Past Uke wished it). Before Uke and Mountain God could meet past self, Uke wakes up, with Seme making breakfast saying they are married and happily living together (Seme actually made a pool of energy where him and Uke are in a dream like state). Uke figures out that it’s not reality and tells Seme to explain. They talk and Seme explain it was the best solution for nobody else to get hurt because of their misfortune and they could live in a fantasy world. Uke states they haven’t tried finding a solution together and explains that not everything was a misfortune, there was always someone else there to help. Seme states if he resents him for making foolish choices but Uke tells him how could he and They need to go back to the real world together. They wake up in the water and Uke tells him they finally meet again and he missed him so much. Mountain god, Tattoo, and Blondie find them and Mountain god states that left the gate within him open to one day find the answer and as long as he lives close to Tattoo he will live a long life but if they need more help to find him again but to bring tattoo. Tattoo ask if he is a talisman and Blondie tells him sort off. They go back home (Tattoo ask Blondie why he is quiet but no response). In bed, Uke ask how he is feeling and if he is afraid. Seme states he feels better but he is afraid. That maybe he should leave. Uke remember about his work and calls the new manager that he will go to work tomorrow. Seme gets jealous but states that he did thought that Uke would be better off with him. Uke states he likes Seme not anyone else and it’s because of him he feels brave and unafraid. Blondie is outside ready to apologize but Tattoo at of nowhere stops him stating is good that he wants to apologize but now it’s not the time because they will most likely be doing it. lol. Tattoo ends up dragging him to his place for snacks and Blondie turns into his beast form, a gold lizard. lol. Seme and Uke are having sex with there minds intact for the first time since Uke was reborn. They make passionate love. Uke ask to see his other form because he knows that’s the state when he gets fully aroused. Seme does and whips both dicks out. lol. Uke gets excited and tells him he feels like he is in love with a mythical god to not hate that side of himself. Uke wants both inside him because he knows Seme will enjoy that but Seme doesn’t want to hurt him and states they will have time for that. Uke states he wants to get to know him better and Seme states he won’t leave him even if Uke tells him to. Uke smiles and laughs while they keep having sex. The next day he goes to work and talks to new manager. They talk about the misunderstanding and that Uke has bad luck gathering around him but he won’t be able to help him because he knows his place. lol.. He also tells him that he marked his absent as authorized leave and to buy everyone coffee. lol. Uke buys everyone coffee and thanks him. On his way home, he was about to fall when some one grabs him. Uke says thank you but before he can say anything else he quickly runs away. At home, Seme is cooking dinner and while eating Uke mentions the incident and that the person looked like a younger version of Seme. Seme reveals himself as a younger self (he can make himself appear older or younger). Uke loves it and gives him a hug. Seme tells him he needs to be careful. Uke ends up bringing up new manger in a good light and Seme is getting annoyed and tells him he is an evil spirit. lol. The door rings and Uke answers to find Blondie with a teary face asking for help. lol. Apparently, Tattoo has been keeping him at his place trying to feed him insects because Blondie looks malnourished in his lizard form. He escape when Tattoo got close to him by biting his lip. lol, ( Tattoo went asking if Blondie was there but Uke denied it). Blondie tells Uke he shouldn’t be around new manager because he is an evil spirit that he should quite his job and let Seme take care of the money. lol. Seme agrees. Blondie tries taking some bad luck away from Uke but he can’t, he states that concerning. Blondie explains that they have a connection and only Seme can absorbed Uke’s misfortune. They connection gets blocked when one of them doesn’t remember the other. Seme adds that it also has to do with trust and love. When they love trust and know each other, that’s when bad things begin to happen again. Uke tells him not to think about trapping him in a fantasy or erasing his memory that they will work it out together. The next day, Uke is feeding Blondie fruit and telling him to tell Neighbor that that’s what he likes and that he will swing on to get him more fruit on his way home from work. lol. Seme isn’t too happy but Blondie tells him not to worry that he will stick by Uke’s side by hiding in his briefcase. Lol. On his way home, it’s raining and he stops by a stall to by fruit. Seme calls and Uke states he is 5 min away that he might not be able to find him with the umbrella when all of a sudden a car tries to hit him but luckily Blondie push him out of the way. The car smashing on a poll and Seme sees the whole thing. Uke is shocked but goes to Seme hugging him and telling him he is okay. Seme knows it’s not okay. At home, Blondie ask him not to go to work that he was really scared. Uke just smiles and goes to bed. Blondie thinks Uke is a workaholic. lol. Seme states he will drive him to work and stays up all night just watching him. Seme drops him off but doesn’t leave. He makes a call. Seme drives Uke to Seme’s apartment and Uke is suspicious so he ask if he is locking him up. Seme says yes. In bed, Uke states that bad things can happen any time like the apartment catching fire or an earthquake. Seme states he knows he is acting foolish but he will do it anyways because is worse nightmare was seeing Uke with fear in his eyes. Uke admits that he was scared and wanted to cry but didn’t because he knew Seme was afraid too and he realized the pain he would cause his love ones if he got hurt. Uke admits he went to work to put in a leave of absence and that they should do something else other then sleep since he won’t have work. lol. Seme ties Uke hands and blindfold him. They have sex all night. Uke passes out twice and wakes up still having sex. Uke sees his past self in one of the dreams and tells Seme they need to go to see the mountain god. They rest and the go see him. On the way up, fog comes around and all of a sudden Seme and Uke gets separated. Uke is found by the ghost that helped Seme out in the past (by giving him food for Uke), he recognizes Uke and tries to help. Uke get sleepy but ghost tells him not to fall asleep. Ghosts finds Seme by following a scared presence. lol. And tells him Uke is in the water and is not safe he needs to go get him. Uke wake up inside his head where his past self is. Pass Uke tells him that when Seme fell in love his second shard manifested in Uke. Seme was suppose to take it in order to leave his regrets on earth and become a dragon but couldn’t because he didn’t want to harm Uke. As punishment, Uke got cursed with misfortune and no afterlife. In order to stop that he took it apron himself and fell into deep sleep. Seme took the bad energy but not the shard. Pass Uke tells him that he actually suffered all the punishment already and he isn’t being punished for reconnecting with Uke again. Pass Uke admits that he prayed to anyone to reunite him with Seme, to reconnect and live in love and happiness. Before death the shard inside him granted his wish. It was the price of his wish to have an afterlife of misery and despair. Uke ask why didn’t Seme take the shard since he was dying anyways and Pass Uke states he intended to use that shard power to mend Uke’s afterlife. Pass Uke states that Seme thinks he is being punished because of him but it’s actually Uke’s karma for the greedy wish. Uke ask why the mountain god or Seme recognized the shard with in him again and Pass Uke explain that it probably became corrupted and used more power then it had and shattered became a different form and merged with the reincarnated version. When he got reunited with Seme as a child Seme assumed Tharp the shard fulfill his role and vanished. Pass Uke states that Seme needs to suppress the misfortune with greater power. With only have a shard and hundreds of years of punishment his strength is unstable. Uke states his goal is to give him back the shard but he can’t take it out because he will die, but Pass Uke tells him that he did make a wish that came true that he wanted to meet him and fine happiness with him so there must be a way. Seme finds Uke and they go to see new manager because he remembers when he ask if his boyfriend has 2 balls. lol. They talk and he comes to a conclusion that Seme might need to eat Uke whole, absorb the shard and then regurgitate him out (new manager did it once and it worked for a human with bad energy but he was crippled). He tells Seme that it’s crucial for him to control his power. That night Uke states that he imagined the position Seme was in and he would feel terrible if he dies and Seme is left with all that guilt and pain because of him. He ask Seme if the place they were trapped in a dream was real. Seme says yes and Uke want to go. It’s over seas and Seme and Uke tell Blondie and Neighbor about the situation and they need Neighbor to go with them. lol. They are both upset but then Seme gives him a briefcase with money and he agrees. lol. While on the plane Blondie states they should be be happy eating but Neighbor tells him it was probably a figure of speech that Thry wanted to get it on someplace else. lol. Like it’s there honeymoon. lol. On the cabin, Uke and Seme have passionate sex and in the morning they go see the river and Seme ask if he can share the same fate if something goes wrong. Uke gets eaten. Inside he sees Seme like his pass, missing a piece of himself. Uke cries knowing he’s been trying to find his missing piece. Uke hugs him and states that it’s time for him to take the half of him that was born within him. Uke felt content knowing he had a part of him that he will cherish deeply. Seme turns back into his human long hair self again with Uke in his arms. Uke wakes up and everything is okay. Seme states he want to live together and be happy with Uke. Seme cries with overwhelming emotions and happiness and Uke hugs him. Uke and Seme move into a house to live together. They tell Blondie and Tattoo what happen and that they no longer are in need of him. Tattoo can’t believe the eating part was for real. lol. He tells Blondie since he wants to be a dragon maybe he could be his lover because he likes him and he can eat him. lol. Blondies is shook and states Tattoo likes all types of reptiles. lol. but Seme states that Blondie wouldn’t be able to grow large enough for the whole thing to take place. lol. Blondie states what he will do now that he has no job but Uke states he just took temporary leave that he cherish the job Seme worked hard to create for him. Blondie doesn’t understand how Seme can let Uke go back to work with and evil spirit (new manager). Tattoo tells him to leave them be that it’s good to see them Happy. Uke goes to work and turns out Seme is there too again working to his surprise. lol. (He brainwashed everyone not to know him and got his old position back). They go to work together and states they are carpooling together. Seme states he doesn’t care being found out but Uke states he doesn’t know if it’s a good idea. At work, Seme tells Uke to stay after to finish the assignment that is due tomorrow and later Uke reveals that he fought Seme was mad that is why he told him to stay overtime. lol. Seme laughs and tells him that he doesn’t mind a secret office romance and watching him scramble to avoid being found out. Seme pins Uke underneath him and states it’s exciting seeing he’s the boss. lol. They have office sex. lol. Seme ask Uke if he ever fantasize about him when he fought it was a one sided crush. He teases him until Uke tells him he did in his dreams. They have the fantasy sex (he tied him with a tie and as a lease to dominate Uke. lol.) Uke admits that he fantasize more about how he would smile and the look he would have if he told him he loved him. Seme tells him I love you and that he is everything to him. Uke tells him he loves him to and continues to say it while having sex. While resting, Uke ask him about his fantasy. Seme tells him it’s embarrassing and now he knows how he feels. lol. He puts Uke in his white button up and his employer ID lanyard and states that it’s sexy watching how full of desire Uke’s face was opposite his ID picture. That he is always prime and proper so watching him with a sexual expression aroused him. lol. They have sex and Uke is really turn on. lol. Seme is too that he even pop out his other penis. Uke wants both and they manage to put both in only for Uke to admit that it hurts. lol. The next day, after a morning of waking up to sex, Uke’s mom calls and tells him she is coming over. Seme thinks she will remember him Uke tells him not to worry about it. She comes over and is accepting of the relationship. She leaves happily but Uke and Seme sense that she was faking a smile and Seme thinks she recognized him. Uke tells him whatever happens they will face it together. Seme tells Uke that he sometimes can’t believe he is right next to him and he stares at him while he sleeps. Uke sometimes hugs him in his sleep and that’s when he cries. He can’t contain himself because he loves him so much. Uke tells him to hug him from now on while they sleep and gets teary eyed and asks if that’s what it feels like to cry from joy. They say I love you and that they will be together forever. Side Story: Blondie tells Tattoo about his pass. He was a normal lizard that got caught by a bird and landed in a ship that got wrecked. He made a friend human on the boat that have him bread and berries before passing away. He was about to die too until he made it to land and an animal spirit deer (the same as Seme, god in training) came and helped him. He became attached to Blondie and ask him to become his apprentice. He did and learned a lot. It was the best time of his life. Blondie stops talking and Tattoo wants him to continue but Blondie doesn’t. lol. Tattoo gets called by Uke to meet him at the forest because they finally found the mountain god again but he’s in bad shape. They go to him and being cuddled by Tattoo makes him have more energy. He explains that he asked Seme to deal with the demons that pass through because he is too old and weaken. That he should have found a successor sooner and it they can hel him. Uke and Tattoo find him cute. lol. He explains his role as a mountain god and that he needs Tattoos energy so he can temporarily find his strength and a successor. They make the plan to have Blondie stay in the mountain as a guardian while Uke and mountain god go to near by mountain for his successor. Tattoo didn’t know Blondie would have to stay at the mountain so he gets camping gear and goes with him. lol. He states he is worried about Blondie and also feels bad about pressuring him about his past. Blondie ends up telling him the rest (Blondie got tricked by a goblin. He told Blondie that Deer will find love and ascent without him because Blondie has been just turn into a goblin by deer. Someone that can live for a long time. Blondie confront deer and runs away crying thinking it’s true. Goblin finds him and eats Blondie. Deers in anger tears goblin apart and saves Blondie but now he can’t ascend so he left Blondie and disappeared without a trace as punishment). Tattoo hugs Blondie and states he is sorry for pushing him to say the story that he is a jerk and that he has a good chest to cry on. Blondie sniffles and cries. Blondie keeps telling Tattoo to go back home but he doesn’t want too. They have a little fun in the river splashing and Blondie tells him he had other friends but he doesn’t want any more because it hurts to say goodbye so they should part ways. Tattoo doesn’t want to and Blondie tells him he isn’t is pet lizard for him to be worried. Tattoo leaves to his car but then goes back to the mountain to tell Blondie he doesn’t think of him as a pet. That he gets worried for him because he feels fragile, how can he leave him alone.. He hugs blondie so he won’t leave. He states he feels soft and smells good and ends up kissing him saying he is going insane and if the kisses feel good to him too, lol. He gets hard and Blondie feels it. He states he likes guys now. lol. He says if it bothers him and Blondie says the hard-on he has is, so Tattoo tells him he will take care of it while thinking about Blondie. lol. Blondie punches him to stop. Tattoo is pouting so Blondie states to not go anywhere and to masturbate next to him. lol. He does and ends up hugging and kissing Blondie. Blondie is resisting but gets a boner too. Tattoo tells him he likes him. lol. Mountain god comes back for his recharge and tells Tattoo to leave the mountain because it will become dangerous on that day. After bickering, he leaves. Mountain god states they have a deep connection but Blondie tries to deny it but god tells him he knows what goes on in the mountain that a bird told him. lol. Mountain god senses Tattoo again in the mountain but then his presence disappears stating he might have died. Blondie goes search for him and finds the hiker ghost next to him passed out telling Blondie that it is his son. As a ghost he wants to protect him from evil spirits but he also want to be with him. Tattoo relieves in his dreams, he was suppose to go with his dad hiking but he didn’t because he over slept because the night before he was excited. He tries following his dad up the mountain but falls. He cries telling his dad not to leave him. Blondie picks him up and hugs him and tells him it is not it fault. his dad didn't die because he didn’t went hiking with him. He wakes up and while heading towards the car he tells Blondie that the police never found the body and they believe that his father just abandoned them. Seme appears stating he was going to save Tattoo. Tattoo finds out that Seme knew his father. Seme tells him he owed his father so he did what he could to send him and his mom money so they can live a comfortable life. Tattoo wants his body back but Seme doesn’t think it’s a good idea. Blondie offers his body so he can communicate with his dad and Seme agrees. Seme takes him to were the dad is. He gets to talk to his dad and just when he thinks about maybe possessing Blondies body to go back to his family, Tattoo tells him he likes him and wants him to meet him along with mom if he approves. Dad sees is smiling face and tells him if he likes him he does, to tell Blondie tank you and to tell him mom he loves her and sorry, and he loves him. Tattoo states he will come back with mom next time. Blondie doesn’t wake up and Seme tells him the truth that it was dangerous because his body can be poses ( Tattoo ask why he would risk his life and Seme tells him he might know but he will let Blondie tells him).. Blondie doesn’t wake up until 4 days later. They are camping and gives him soup to eat. Blondie ask how it went and he tells him that Seme is helping in trying to recover the body safely and tells him what Seme said. Blondie tells him that it worked out not to worry. Tattoo ask why he did it, because he likes him or because he wants to die. He starts to cry thinking Blondie wants to die because Blondie keeps denying he likes him. Blondie turns human and finally tells him he likes him that’s why he did it, to stop with the crazy thinking. Tattoo kisses him and ask if it’s his first time with a man but Blondie admits that his first kiss was with him that he runs away before anything could happen because he can smell when humans get aroused. They go to the tent and have sex. During, he ask him out and to take his last name like a married couple. Blondie tells him yes to going out and Tattoo tells him he loves him and Blondie states he does too. He passes out and Tattoo states he loves his sweetie. lol. Seme and Uke and mountain god come back with a replacement. It’s a baby deer. His mother was a mountain god that died giving birth and passed down her powers to the baby. Mountain god promised to raised her baby well and he will unite both mountain so he can rule over both. The deer is attached to Uke, so he takes care of him too along with Blondie and Tattoo. Uke keeps pushing Seme away unintentionally because of the deer so when he notices that Seme is getting jealous he comes up with a plan to make him happy. When going home, Seme turns into a baby snake that Uke fines cute. Seme admits he was jealous and Uke offers to take a bath with him. Uke is in the bath with Seme’s snake form. They fool around in his snake form until he turns human and they have sex (Uke even gets Seme’s 2 dicks he always wants. lol Uke even says his body was made for them. lol). They tell each other how much they love each other and Seme states what he did to deserve him and for them to be greedy and meet in the next life and miraculous fall in love again. Uke tells him there is no need to be greedy because they are already connected, they don’t need a miracle to find each other and fall in love again. Uke’s mom comes around to meet them again. The mom has come around to fully accepting them together and tells him to take care of her treasure (she also stated she was taken back because he looked familiar). Uke and a seme and happy to hear that but Seme not satisfied keeping it secret ends up telling her the truth. He transforms in to a snake, tells her that he is the one who she meet long ago (she was the librarian, she lost her husband and son). That he wanted to give Uke a wonderful life so he manipulated her into adopting Uke. That he is sorry for that. Mom tell him there is nothing to apologize for because on that day he told her to volunteer in the orphanage she wanted to die from the emptiness inside but meeting Uke filled up that emptiness. She states she always knew Uke was special but his love life is extraordinary too. lol. Later on, Seme is given Uke’s baby book to look at and Uke ask him mom to teach him about photography. They try taking pictures but they look stiff. Uke states he wants to capture the way they look at each other and smile but with time they will get more comfortable around the camera. Thry begin to take pics of their everyday life with deer, tattoo guy and Blondie. The last pic was of Seme and Uke smiling getting married. Extra extra: we find out that the new manager helped Seme with erasing everyone’s memories of Seme death and also documents in exchange for sparing his life. He text Seme now and then what he is doing. He is in a different company. He buys cigs and ends up coming across the human he ate and spit out a while back. He tells him to come live with him but human doesn’t want to. lol. They probably end up together. The end. Manager (36) X Assistant Manager (29) Blondie (400~) Tattoo Guy Neighbor
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It’s funny how Seme always wants to try to make Uke come from just the back. lol. It revealed later that he came from the back the first night they did it. lol. Uke stated he has never felt so good. lol. It’s funny how Seme calls Uke a brat. Uke is hot temper even if he look shy and innocent. lol. Seme acknowledges his mistake for acting like a kind mild fuck boy and is sweet, kind and protective over Uke ever since realizing his love for him and even when he was drunk. I wish we could have seen them in more dates and telling their friends and Seme’s family about them (even if Uke didn’t want to). I wanted to see Seme propose since he said he will marry Uke. Seme likes his long time friend (girl. They meet in elementary. They dated for 3 months at 18 but went back to being friends because they were always fighting). He ends up introducing her to a friend he meet in the police academy years back. 3 months later they are planing to get married. He knows the guy is good so he has to accept it. She tells him she wants help with the food menu. The day of the tasting, he meets Uke the chef. He is friend’s with the groom. She tells Uke that Seme’s family is in the food industry so he is a picky eater that is why he is there. lol. Seme wishes for rain on the wedding. lol. It doesn’t rain and the weeding goes well. Seme feels disheartened. Girl tells Uke thanks for the food and if he can wrap up the left overs for Seme to eat later. Uke agrees. While leaving after the wedding, Seme remembers the food and goes back to the restaurant to find Uke drinking and crying saying the grooms name. Seme is surprised and Uke tries to brush it off. Seme admits that he also liked the bride and that they should drink together. Uke has his guard up admits he liked groom for a long time but doesn’t want to talk about it more. They keep drinking and the next day he wakes up on Uke’s bed with him naked (Uke has a room upstairs the restaurant. He ask if he forced him and Uke says no, they were both drunk (they don’t remember much, just that they were arguing which one was better groom or bride). Uke gives him the left overs telling him he doesn’t need to return the container. Seme takes it as they don’t have to see each other again and he is fine with that too. Later on, Seme goes to Uke’s restaurant because there was a call that gangsters were disturbing the place. Uke accidentally throws him water (you wanted to throw it at the gangster). Uke explain they came in wanting to buy his restaurant. Seme tells him not to go throwing water picking a fight. Uke offers for him to take a shower. Uke feels bad so he offers food. They get a text message, inviting them to the housewarming party. They go. Seme can see Uke is following groom around and drinking a lot to get his attention. Seme tries to interfere and Uke gets a bit pissed. lol. Uke knocks out and Seme offers to take him to the room at the restaurant (he explains they have gotten closer). While outside, Uke tells him to put him down. They argue (Seme doesn’t want Uke interfering in their relationship and for him to move on but Uke states he just wants his friendship with groom to stay the same). Seme takes him to the restaurant. The bicker back-and-forth. Uke ends up taking him and telling him he really didn’t do it on purpose (being clingy with groom). While leaving, Seme feels uneasy wondering why Uke cries so much (he was crying off and on throughout the bickering). He turns back and catches Uke with a change of clothes. Seme states Uke likes to get drunk and then find someone to fuck. Uke tells him if it’s true it’s not his business. Seme is curious about the sex he has with Uke (he found multiple used condoms that drunken night) and proposes sleeping with him until they both move on. Uke thinks it crazy but Seme kisses him. Uke slaps him and Seme tells him why is he over thinking it. That if something happens to Uke while drunk he would be worried and they both like people they can have so his suggestion makes sense. Uke gives in and they have sex. After sex, they talk (Uke is half French. He worked when he was 20 and went to study cooking in France and Italy for 5 yrs while grooming was in the police academy. Uke told him that he admitted to groom he was gay and groom told him he will always be his friend. That’s why he didn’t confessed). A few days pass, Seme keeps going to Uke’s restaurant and even invites his co workers to eat there. Uke tells him gangsters haven’t been bugging him since he came around so he doesn’t want to charge him for the meal but Seme insist but Uke only charges him a little. lol. 2 weeks pass and Seme hasn’t gone to eat at his place because he’s been busy with work. he has determined to eat there so he doesn’t eat anything else. It’s pass restaurant hours but he still passes by only to Uke with a bruise on his cheek. Seme is mad. Seme ask if it was the gangsters again and tells him to sell the restaurant. Uke refuses (it’s the last thing his parents left him before dying and groom use to live next door and his wedding was there). Seme states if he wants sex they should do it with out drinking (Groom told Seme that he is worried about his drinking habits and Seme is too) but Uke refuses and Seme walks away and Uke tells him to leave. When cleaning up, he takes boxes outside only to be snatched and kissed by Seme (he was waiting for Uke to come after him. lol). They have sex in the kitchen and then eat and go to bed, lol.uke admires he pull a knife on them and Seme tells him not to do that he can get hurt to just call him. Uke goes to a reunion with groom. Everyone notice he is still treating Uke close like a brother. He leaves and Uke gets drunk. He calls Seme. Everyone that was their is in wow when seeing Seme. lol. Seme tells Uke to not get drunk again, Uke states he will try to stop. Seme takes him to his place (Uke couldn’t give him his address to his home). He helps with the shower and puts him to bed naked (he didn’t want to put clothes). Seme wakes up horny and start caressing Uke. He wakes him up but Uke calls him the grooms name in a dazed. Seme tells him it okay but Uke feels a little bad (also because he went to get him all drunk) so he becomes more submissive to the sex. They have sex. In bed, Seme ask about Uke past relationship. Uke tells him he was his first (sex too) and they were off and on because he couldn’t love him properly. Seme interrupts him with a kisses and tells him they cant talk about it a different time but Uke wants to continue because he doesn’t know when they would talk about it again. He tells Seme that when he broke it off, his boyfriend jumped off a bridge but he only caught a cold. Uke got scarred with that situation that’s why no more relationships until he fixes himself because he understands where he was coming from (he made him more miserable).. Seme tells him bf was mentally unstable, it wasn’t his fault, he wanted to make Uke confused and miserable too. And that he shouldn’t worry about relationships failing, he should just blame them for it too. lol.they go to sleep, Uke gives Seme food for work. Seme is texting Uke but no reply so he calls until he picks up (he calls the restaurant and they tell him he is sick). He tells Uke that he will bring him food after work. After work, Bride calls and tells him she is feeling sick and is in the hospital (groom is in a work trip). He goes to see her but then leaves to go see Uke. Seme takes care of him and stays over just in case. A couple of days later as a thank you, groom takes Seme and invites Uke out for drinks. Seme tells Groom he over does it with Uke (feeds him and pats his head) groom states it’s a habit that he will try to fix. Groom tells Seme a classmate at the reunion saw him and wants a date. Seme agrees. Uke ask why and Seme states he has no reason to deny it. They don’t talk for a week and the day of the date comes. They end up running into each other at a cafe. Uke is with a Blonde guy. Uke says hi and tells Blondie they need to go (Blondie is touchy with Uke). Seme is a bit annoyed. He begins wonder if he got a boyfriend now. His mind is on Uke and can’t think about the date so he realized that he likes Uke so he cuts off the date and tells her he is interested on someone else. He goes to Uke’s apartment and Uke arrives after with a cut lip (he fought with Blondie and they both punch each other). Uke is irritated and argues with Seme that he can’t just comeback to him when women don’t work out. Seme tells him it’s a misunderstanding and just when Uke wants to leave Seme tells him he likes him. They bicker. Seme explains again that he never saw him as lesser then and Uke states he is drunk but he needs to figure out his emotions since he still likes groom. That he was angry at him because of they way he was treating him, not talking to him and then running back when he thought his toy was being taken away and that Seme doesn’t like him he is just confused because he is the first man he sleeper with. Seme leave and Uke cries. Uke is upset because Seme didn’t talk to him for a week, goes on a date, and then comes rushing back when he sees him with another man. Seme apologizes for the way it looked. He leaves stating he didn’t expect to be accepted so he will see him later. Uke cries and thinks he is pathetic. Just as he is thinking to go back to France and disappear, Seme enters is apartment again wondering why he was still sacking and wet. Uke is surprised to see him back and Seme states he never left he was just waiting outside to give him some space, that he would never leave after confessing his feelings. lol. Seme states they need to talk instead of prolonging the problem. Seme admits he was rude but he never thought that Uke was insignificant. Seme and Uke take a shower and he cleans the place. Uke wants to leave the bedroom but Seme wants to talk. Uke gets naked and states he just went there to get laid. Seme states he wants to have a serious conversation but ends up throwing him on the bad and kissing. Seme tells Uke he is a serious person and that’s good and that he knows how much he likes groom but he is serious too about him. They have sex and Uke cums with out touching himself. Seme ask again if he truly has no feeling for him and Uke says no. Seme states again that he likes the person he sees right in front of him. He isn’t a bother. That he doesn’t care about his drinking habits, him liking groom, or him sleeping around drunk as long as he stops when they are dating. Uke still says no. Seme states they will keep it at that for now. They fall asleep and Uke wakes up to Seme next to him still. He cooks breakfast and goes to wake up Seme when he is shook to see so many scars in his back. They eat and Uke comments that detective work is dangerous. Seme ask if he sleeps with other when he is with him and Uke tells him yes with 100 men. lol. Seme doesn’t believe it. Seme is getting ready to go to work. Apparently Uke did call groom to confirm how the date went for Seme. He tells him well and they will go on another, that is why Uke decided to go on a date with another man, he got jealous. Uke admires to himself that his heart maybe swaying but he is unsure. At the restaurant, Seme comes over and gives flowers to decorate the place, shouts out loud the food is great, invites Uke out on a date to see Uke’s favorite directors movie, and he gives him a love letter. lol. Seme keeps texting him ones a day about hobbies and interest They have. Uke doesn’t know what he sees in him and thinks Seme just had a change of taste so he should just let him eat it until he has enough and grows tired of it. Uke thinks after the date he can tell Seme they should just stay as friends. They go on the date. They watch the movie and Seme thinks it wasn’t that bad (Uke warned him he might be bored (groom didn’t like the movies he liked either). Seme guesses Uke wants to eat fries so they go (the movie had potatoes so they begin to crave it). They go to a place near his restaurant. Seme gets a text from groom and they find out Uke lost him phone. Seme looks for it and calls. They answer and he will meet them. Uke goes to smoke. He over hears the lackeys taking about his restaurant and how their boss states he wants it because it’s a gold mine. They spot Uke and start harassing him (that him and Seme are fucking, he is pretty but bad tempered, and that he got beat up by Seme because he punch him that one time). They leave and Uke goes back to wait for Seme. Seme gives him his phone back. Uke wants to end the date but Seme tells him what grooms text said (meet up with them and the bride). Persuading Uke, they go and bride tells them she is pregnant. They congratulate her and then they talk about the past. Bride brings up the type of girls Seme likes. Uke knows the truth why all the past relationships fail but then Seme states he is interested in someone. She states that he looks serious enough to marry them and he agrees. lol. Seme and groom get drunk and they both take their partners home. Uke is driving Seme home when he tells him about how they are 2 different colors that can’t mix so they need to part ways. Seme ‘wakes up’ and tells him who told him that, if that is the reason he was drawing a line between them because one is straight and other is gay. Seme explains that he is no longer straight because he slept and likes a man, he is gay. Uke is annoyed and states if he knows what it’s like to be gay or if he can tell his friends and family that he's with a guy. Seme states he never felt ashamed for the things he likes and if they can’t accept it oh well. Uke states he should do what he originally planned (to get a girl to marry) and that his job as a police is quite conservative. Seme ask if he should send in his resignation. Uke tells him how can he believe he loves him when he had feelings for the bride for so long, that he might realize one day he wants a women so what would he do. That if he ever starts to date he wants it to be with a gay man who knows nothing about him liking groom. At the end, Seme ask if groom said he liked him if he would date him? when is he planning to be happy. That he needs to accept him being clingy or he will regret it for the rest of his life. That he needs to stop listening to people that don’t matter and to focus on the present and ask him one more time to date. They go back in the car to have sex but Uke tells him to go to upstairs to his place. They suck each other off in the hallway and have sex in the bedroom. During sex, seme ask if his feelings for him are changing because he came just from the back. Uke wants it harder and Seme tells him he needs to say his name because it hurt him when he mistook him for the groom. lol. Uke calls out his name. Seme tells him ever since the first time he saw him he thought he was so pretty. Seme tells him that he won’t force him to say he likes him, but to let him be stubborn and start something with him. That he will do better. Seme starts to question if he only like bride because she was a women because he never thought he would fall for a guy. That he never felt so strongly for someone before. Uke states he just wanted to forget her. Seme apologizes. While showering, Seme ask to go on a trip he still has vacation hours and Uke agrees. The day leading into to the trip Uke gets sick again. Seme takes care of him and states they can take a mini trip near by when he gets better. He goes out to get more food. Uke text back groom and tells him he got sick. Groom stops by to give him side dishes from his mom. Uke feels dizzy again and groom catches him and wants to go to the hospital. Uke is stopping him when Seme enters the apartment to see them. Seme takes Uke off grooms hands. lol. And explains he’s been taking care of Uke and just when Uke thought they been found out, groom exclaims they have gotten close. lol. But to let him know anyways. He leaves. They eat what Seme brought. lol. Uke explains what happen earlier. They talk about how Seme doesn’t want him to be alone with groom, he feels jealous thinking Uke’s heart pounding and feeling happy he is there. Uke tells him that that didn’t happen and that the only time his heart pounded was when he told him he was gay out of fear he might find out he likes him nothing more. Seme gets happy hearing Uke say they are lovers but still doesn’t want anyone knowing (he is scared of Seme’s job opportunities and if they break up). Seme states he doesn’t care though and still doesn’t want groom to come over alone. lol. The following day, Seme tells Uke that he is texting groom a lot and get into a mini argument. Lol. The next day, Uke thinks it’s going to be awkward but when texting it’s the same as normal. He now understands that Seme has a temper but a good personality for laughing it off and accepts Uke’s sensitive personality. Uke starts to think maybe he should start making an effort in the relationship instead of thinking it will eventually end that way he will have no regrets. Uke text him a pic of imported wine and Seme wants some too. They plan to meet up at his restaurant after work. Uke cleans and finishes early and takes a cup or 2 of wine. He passes out and wakes up to find a murder scene at his restaurant and a bloody knife (it was the guy that was harassing him to give up the restaurant). Uke calls Seme. Seme goes and they start the investigation but they need to do an emergency arrest on Uke. Seme calls groom because he is a lawyer just in case they keep him more then 48 hours. He gets released with no trouble. Groom want Uke to stay with him but Seme offers for to stay at his place. He does. Uke ask to go visit the gangster patient at the hospital. Seme couldn’t go with Uke so groom does. They run into the organization boss and offers a deal to give up the restaurant again in exchange for a letter dropping the charges. They leave and Uke states he should have listen to groom and Seme when they told him to sell them the restaurant. Groom calls Seme and visits him to tell him what happen. Groom believes with Uke’s temper he might of done it but he is still on Uke’s side. Seme gets upset hearing it because he doesn’t believe Uke can stab someone. At night, Seme hugs Uke and tells him he heard what happen and that they should go far away and start over a new life living together that all he needs is Uke. Uke cried and states it’s good to hear that even if they don’t do it. They have lots of sex. Uke ask about a scar Seme has and Seme tells him in high school he had a bff and he ended up stabbing him. He cried and transferred schools and never saw him again. Seme still wishes him well because even if he never found out why he thought there must have been a reason. Uke tells him he wants to sell the restaurant soon and Seme tells him to contact him when he does. The day comes and the gangster boss gives him the paperwork. Seme arrives and boss leaves quickly. Seme tells Groom to get the paperwork ready and Uke begins to cry seeing his restaurant/family’s house. Seme gives him a hug and tells him he can cry at home and puts him in the car to leave. Groom sees this and wants to say something but puts it off. Seme and Uke go on a lunch date with his team mate and Uke’s worker to tell them the news of the closer. The worker gives Uke pics of the restaurant and in it there is a regular customer that brought his guide dog. Seme and team mate notice who dog that belongs to and state there is an emergency they have to take care off after lunch. Seme and his team figure out that there must be something barried at the restaurant. Seme states he can’t stand seeing his lover suffer and cry. Seme ends up partnering up with another gang that want gangster boss out. They end up successfully catching the act of drug trafficking (there was drugs barrier in the restaurant grown) but Seme gets shot in the process and boss tells him no backup will show up for him (he states he can’t die with out seeing Uke) and Uke shows up with a pipe and knocks boss gangster out almost killing him for hitting him so many times. lol. Seme passes out and goes to the hospital. He has a dream that Uke and him were actually classmates and fell for each other back in high school. He wakes up with a fractured arm (he got shot twice) and team mate tells him that the boss gangster used small businesses to transport drugs but Uke’s dad ended up hiding the drugs. Uke gets back from the police station and tells Seme what happen (he went to give him food but he was in there, so he went to visit his restaurant one last time when he saw team mates and him and so he followed them. He heard the shots and called the police. He got the metal pipe on the door and went in swinging). Seme tells him he might get an award for saving them. Uke cries and finally tells him he likes him to please not get hurt again (Uke really thought he was going to lose him) and kisses him. Uke tells him he needs to obey him now to call him master so Seme does (like a loyal puppy). lol. Seme’s family comes visits and Uke does to. Uke meets his mom one of the days. Seme tells him that his family wouldn’t mind their relationship to not worry. They end up having sex in the hospital bed. Seme visits the lackey that almost died in Uke’s restaurant. He apologized for how he treated Uke and also what he said to him in the alley way. Seme snaps because he realizes that what he said made Uke sad and weird the day of the date. lol. He beats him up. Seme and Uke go on a beach date but before going there they pass by the restaurant. Uke tells him thank you for getting back the restaurant/ house but he is ready to let it go and move on (he has Seme now and he is ready to move on from his parents and groom). Seme tells him he was protecting the place not just holding on. Time passes and Uke opens a new restaurant. Groom and bride are there. The men step out. Groom apologizes for what he said about Uke (he could have stabbed the guy). Seme states that he might of been jealous of there closeness but that he got jealous too when he married the bride. Groom states that makes him childish because he isn’t going to marry Uke and Seme, even though he knows Uke doesn’t want anyone knowing, he tells groom that they are lovers. His taken back but states that he suspected it. That he was shocked seeing Uke crying in Seme’s arms because he hasn’t seen him cry since he was young. Seme states Uke is actually a crybaby. lol. He tells groom he will take care of Uke from now on and to not tell Uke that he knows they are together for now. lol. Uke ends up asking bride why her and Seme broke up. She said they had nothing in common and they fought a lot because of it but they were still good friends. She said that they would have ended up married if she wouldn’t have meet groom and new what true love was like. After everyone leaves, Uke and Seme are cleaning and end up having sex there. Seme thinks that if Uke would have had the courage to tell groom, his feelings groom would’ve accepted him. So Seme is so glad he never confessed. lol. The next day, Seme wakes up to find Uke downstairs with the friend he went on a date with. She gave him the portrait he made of Uke in high school as a congratulations present. Seme likes it. She leaves and tells Uke next time she will tell him a funny story (Seme knows what it’s it, him saying he likes someone already) seme ask if she knows he is gay and Uke says yes. Uke sees his picture and tells his pass self to wait that the end will be the happiest. Extra: Seme finds a sound recording of when they first meet and got drunk. He recorded so they wouldn’t forget the promise Uke made to forget Groom. lol. They recorded the sex sounds too. Seme plays it to Uke (Uke was playing with handcuffs and accidentally cuffed himself. Seme wants to play and teases Uke and states he is a thief and needs to confess. lol.) they end up having sex (they show the flashback of there first night together. Seme did make Uke cum from the back. lol Seme actually said he wasn’t straight anymore and he wants to date Uke. Uke told him he shouldn’t. lol.). Detective Violent Crime Team Leader (31) X Chef Restaurant Owner (31)
40 Made ni Shitai 10 no Koto
There is a 2 volume. It was cute. Hope there is another volume. I want to see there dynamic play out more. Uke is plain hard working type with cute characteristics like collecting cute plushies or wearing onesie. Is home is girly. lol. Seme is the hardworking but lone wolf type with a blunt personality. He reminds me of blonde with glasses from hykuu. Uke did not seem like the supervisor/boss of Seme, they seem more like co workers. lol Uke gets an idea to from tv to do a bucket list things to do before turning 40. His Seme coworker sees the list on his computer and ask if he is into guys, that they can check off one thing of his list (to have a lover) because he is gay as well. He tells him that it’s efficient is proposition instead of going off and finding someone in less then 3 months (his b day is coming up). Uke tells him to nock it off and they aren’t gay. lol. He hugs him to prove his point and tells him his secret is safe with him, that he has no problem sleeping with him, that Ukes heart is beating fast so he has a chance. lol. he wants to meet the milestones with him. lol. A couple of days later, they go out to buy the things they need to trow a takoyaki party at Uke’s place. Uke has a lot of cute plushies of sparrows because it goes with his name. Seme sees them and says it’s fancy. lol. (He also notice that he still has a pushy keychain he gave Uke in the past). They have good eats and Seme ask how long has it been since he’s dated. Uke state 10 yrs. Seme says he isn’t ashamed of his sexuality he thinks it’s not anyone’s place to judge him, if he feels the same. After a busy week of work, Saturday comes and they go to herajuku to go eat at many stalls. Seme takes pics. lol. Seme comments that he looks like a dad the way he is dress (Uke has no fashion sense he always wears suits). He states Thry should go shopping for clothes next time. They go into a cute store with plushies and Uke gets excited and Seme notices. lol. Seme buys him another pushy keychain that has glasses has a momento of their day. Uke thanks him for the fun day even if it wasn’t that serious for him. It starts to rain and they go take shelter. Seme kisses him and states he serious about him. Uke realizes that Seme had feelings for him all long. He is looking forward to another date. Uke questions if they are dating now. lol. He wears a suit on the date and Seme laughs. Uke needs a new pillow (that was on the list too). Uke is questioning Seme motives but then stops himself thinking he isn’t the type to toy with someone (he transfers to his department 5 yrs ago). He invites him over to his place to eat cake. Seme is excited and once inside he kisses Uke passionately. Seme stops because he doesn’t want Uke to think that’s all he came for and he tells him that. lol. At a work dinner, a coworker is drunk and keeps pushing Uke to date that he will find him a nice girl. Seme gets upset and tells him to stop. The other tell him no to be pushy but he insist Uke should download a dating app and before coworker could touch Uke ( Uke passes out drunk) Seme stops him creating a mark on coworker wrist. lol. Seme states he will take Uke home. He takes him to the park and gives him water. Uke admits he always falls for straight guys, that he used to mess with guys that needs a rebound so his relationship never lasted long so it’s the first time eating with someone he loves. On the weekend they go shopping for clothes. Seme recounts how he feel for Uke’s expressions and good nature personality and when he had a hunch he was gay he wasn’t going to go for it because he was his boss and he might have a lover but when he found out other wise his body moved to take that chance. lol. They end up running into coworker and coworker states that they are dating that it makes sense and that Thry should have told him, he isn’t prejudiced. Seme knows he isn’t a bad person but still ends up saying that he is imagining things that he was gay he wouldn’t give Uke a second look. Coworker states that was hush but it makes sense and Seme says they wouldn’t make it that obvious. Uke zoned out but ask coworker not to ask him again about dating that he likes being single and walks away. He goes to his home and cries. Seme is calling and texting Uke apologizing that he was rude on purpose that he thought it would be trouble if they got caught. Uke knows he didn’t mean his words but states he is right, he shouldn’t be dating a subordinate, he never thought about getting caught and messing with Seme’s reputation. He was in a feel good stage to think straight. He text Seme not to come to his place and they won’t see each other out side of work. At work, Uke puts up a front but at home he is depressed. It’s almost his birthday (Christmas eve). Uke runs into Seme and Seme states to stop avoiding him and if he can come over for his birthday. Just when he was about to answer, Seme’s old colleagues come in and ask him to go with them for Christmas Eve to a bar. Seme I was about to deny it but Uke tells him he should go because he has no plans. It’s Christmas Eve and while everyone leaves Uke come across his bucket list before he turns 40. He wants to delete it but then remember that Seme did in fact have feelings for him. He rushes out toward the direction of the bar when he sees Seme rushing the opposite direction. They meet on the street and Seme ask why. Uke tells him he is his boss and much older but he still wants to be with him. Seme hugs him not caring who’s around. Seme admits he was rushing to Uke’s place and he is sorry for what he said even though it wasn’t true. They go to Uke’s place and have sex (Seme tells him he wants him. lol), and during, Seme tells him he loves him and Uke tells him he wants him too and to be his lover (he ends up doing everything on the list with that). Extra: Seme finds out he wears a teddy bear outfit onesie when at home. He thinks it’s cute and they ends up having sex. Seme finds out Uke likes sending him stickers as a reply on text messages which he finds cute but Uke is doing it because he is lazy to type. lol. Seme wants to leave kiss mark but Uke doesn’t want him too but Seme does anyways. Uke puts a kiss mark on him stating if he is troubled but he likes it and wants more. Uke bands kissing marks. lol. Office Worker (29) X Supervisor Office Worker (39)
Stay Goodboy
Wish we just had a flashback of how they got together. Seme is head over heels for his Uke. Uke love Seme but doesn’t like to get into his feels it seems. He loves sex. lol. Establish relationships. Seme is a popular baseball player and Uke is a police officer. One night, Uke comes with just his nipples and gets embarrassed and kicks Seme out (Uke is a masochist. And Seme is learning). He becomes busy with work and doesn’t see him for 2 months. One night while exercising, he comes across a soap land establishment and Uke coming out of one. He knows Uke has gone to some before so he goes to see if it it him. Uke hides Seme’s face and drags him in to a room with the permission of the owner. Uke explains he is investigating and was going to call him the day after. Uke smells Seme sweat from the workout and gets super horny. They end up doing it and spend the night there. Uke ask Seme to open a can because he can’t. Seme is trying and while he does Uke decides to suck him off. Seme opens the can and wants to have sex now but Uke want to eat and ignores him. They have sex after. Uke is fine with masturbating with toys and ends up fantasizing about the sharp look Seme gets in his eyes while playing baseball. Uke thinks of that look dirty talking to him. Seme doesn’t like masturbating because it feels lonely. lol. Seme comes over to Uke place excited to see him (Uke is a bit indifferent because he sees him on Tv all the time. lol) Seme ends up finding the sex beads. Seme ask and Uke explains it’s a sex toy. Seme thinks he is making Uke lonely but Seme tells him no, that he likes masturbating and that he was planing to masturbating to the fantasy of being dominated by him in his rough work mode. lol. Seme is dumbfounded but Uke tells him he doesn’t need to worry about him being a sadist. Seme gets upset and tells him he will show him how good the real him is. lol. They have sex and at the end Uke tells him he isn’t dissatisfied with his normal self that his adorable side belongs to him alone. They end up having sex again. Baseball Player (23) X Police Officer (25)
Perfect Buddy
Uke is a grouch, nasty temper but for good reasons. lol. Uke likes to bit a lot. lol. Seme follows along too. It’s different but sad that Seme doesn’t beg for Uke attention. When Uke says to leave he leaves. When Uke doesn’t want to eat he eats by himself. lol. Uke is transferred over from the web design team to the editorial one because he is good at his duties. Uke wants to live a stable life with no surprises. He will be working with Seme the Ace of the department. Uke doesn’t care much about it (he hasn’t meet him) but when going to the celebration dinner for Uke he almost falls down the stairs and Seme catches him. He introduces himself happily. They go to the team diner and Seme is an energetic drunk. lol. Seme goes to sit next to Uke and they have small talk. They are the same age. Seme likes to workout and Uke tells him he likes movies and books. Uke doesn’t care about making friends just doing his job. He goes to the restroom and hears someone having sex. Uke bangs on the door, telling them to have decency (he saw a little too). He goes to the balcony where he meets another coworker girlie from the project team (she doesn’t like Seme all that much and loves that Uke later on his gets grouchy with Seme). She ask about a rumor and we just hear her ask if he is afraid of people now. Uke stateside he is not afraid but disillusioned. That there aren’t many decent human beings in the world (while answering he sees a worker walking out and then Seme right after implying they are the ones having sex). Seme runs up to Uke and saves him from a falling tree. Seme knows he was the one who heard him in the bathroom so he tells Uke that he already saved him twice so if he can let it slide just once. Uke takes it as a treat. Uke decides not to speak of it because nobody knows Seme is gay and he isn’t scum who would out his coworker. Seme keeps asking for revisions and Uke doesn’t care them until one day he snaps and pours coffee all over him at the office and tells him he’s a bastard and that’s enough. lol. After everyone else clean up, Uke stays after to work. Seme is there to and at the end he tells him his revisions were perfect. Uke gets upset because he finds out that Seme was treating him like that because he wanted to see his skills not because of the bathroom incident. Now at the office, everyone sees puppy Seme always wants Uke to finish revisions and Uke always gets grouchy at him for high expectations. (Every morning Seme as a thing to tell Uke he shall not pass and block the way, which annoys him.lol it came about when Uke accidentally bump into Seme’s chest when saying good morning. Loll) During work, Uke and Seme go down to the coffee shop in the building and the barista apologized to Uke, that he was right about the coffee (Uke seemed rude and one time even told the barista to taste the coffee because it was off. The barista didn’t want to but later became aware that there was a mix up on the coffee beans). Uke sees that he is not like the other rude people he use to work with and accepts the apology and smiles. Seme notices. The company plans a retreat. Usually it on there own department but this time they will go on a trip with the marketing team Uke’s old team. Seme ask if he’s okay and that he knows his dislike for them. Uke doesn’t want to be ask if he’s is okay. Uke runs into them and just when one of them (the marketing leader) was picking at him Seme intervene (squeezing his shoulder) and smiling states they have to go unpack. Later, Girlie calls him over because she sees marketing leader getting close to touching Uke. Marketing leader trying to be friendly with her knowing her statues (also with Seme). Seme notice Uke and Girlie talking and seating together and doesn’t like it (she also gave Uke her coffee infront of Seme when he was having coffee problems. lol). After lunch, they play bodyguard dodgeball. Uke gets hit straight on his face causing a nose bleed and him to sit out. Black hair states it was an accident and Seme states if he did sports. He says baseball and Seme states it explains the control of the ball (Seme knows he did it on purpose) Black hair smirks. They end up playing basketball next (Uke feels better and joins). Black tries to elbow him and Seme blocks him. Seme calls a foul out load. lol. Seme keeps taken the ball away from Uke and Uke gets upset but Black tells him Seme is protecting him if he feels good being dotted by a man. Uke takes the ball but he sees Black aiming for Seme’s feet so he decides to throw the ball at Seme’s face so he can get away from Black. lol. Seme gets a nose bleed. He ask for and apologize but Uke starts to bicker. The manager girl makes them share a room so they can learn to get along and not embarrass her. Uke is enraged but calms down after the shower. Seme has a first aid kit and ask to clean Uke’s wound on his arm. Uke lets him and ask why he was protecting him. Seme ask what happened in his past department. Uke tells him it’s non of his business. lol. Seme states he is worried about him but Uke tells him who ask him to be worried. Seme tells him based off what he has seen of him and his personality, he doesn’t think it was his fault and he is keeping it bottle up. Uke states the once that need to worry are the once that can’t fix their mistakes or did anything wrong. Uke shows him another bruised up knee and he raps it up. Uke admits he feels sorry for Black hair. lol. Seme finds that Uke is red in the bottom of the chin and gets close. They come in to get them for diner and Seme is hit. Seme tells manager that they know how quick tempered their Uke is and Uke states she knows their Seme’s personality isn’t perfect too. Uke smirks. Seme blushes hearing that. Black want to apologize and Uke tells Seme to go help with dinner. Seme goes happily because Uke said his full name. lol. Black apologize and then ask if Seme is gay and then if he is because then it will be a one sided crush. Uke denies anything and leaves questioning why Black would ask that. He gets to the diner preparation. Uke finds out that Seme stoped the wine from falling on coworker but she hurt her self. Uke goes to his room to get bandages and finds Seme putting his undies up but with his dick in his hand. lol. Uke leaves (he got the bandages). Uke gets horny. lol. And Seme is embarrassed. Uke at the end ends up masturbating in the bathroom. lol. He can’t think bad of Seme anymore (but he thinks Seme is more scummy because he had sex with someone in the bathroom). lol. When he wakes up he runs away to cook for coworkers but Seme appears and ask why he left so soon. lol. The bicker and Uke states he needs to be careful or else he won’t have more underwear to change into, Seme laughs thinking Uke feels better now. Seme states he won’t do it and Uke has a blowjob fantasy and then is embarrassed when he finds out he ment the laundry. lol. Uke goes out to cool himself but hasn’t been seen since the morning. Girl meets Uke and gives him a rice ball and ask about his situation with Seme but Uke doesn’t want to tell her. She ask to be friend but Uke is resisting but she states he shouldn’t, they can start slow. lol. Seme bought food for Uke and was on his way to give it to him when he hides seeing Girlie with him. The orange hair guy in the marketing team shows up and Seme interrogated him. He tells him that he is girlie’s bodyguard and that she is the daughter of the chairman (the chairman hired him to keep an eye on her). Uke goes to the bathroom to fix his hair and finds Seme and Orange. He tells Seme to control himself in public restrooms. lol. He leaves and gets handed by coworkers a vest to play with them. He sits down and Seme sits next to him and gives him the food but Uke doesn’t need it. Seme remembers that he accepts others food and ask if Uke hates him that much. Uke ask if he needs to like him they are there for a job. Seme gets upset, eat the food and drags Uke into the mini games and states he will play for the opposite team. He states he will go easy on him and beats him in everything. Uke ends up bitting his arm infront of manager and they go to timeout in the room. lol. Uke throws Seme in the bed and states who said he beat him. That he doesn’t hate him that he is just disgusted with him, he keeps annoying him and screw him up. (We find out that Seme actually mastubated because Uke got close to touching his dick accidentally. lol.). Seme pins him down and states that he can crush him anytime and if he got him screwed up it’s because he is weak since day one. Seme smiles and Uke gets angry. lol. They wrestle each other. Seme pins him again and Uke bits him. Seme accidentally makes his butt half out and his fingers in his mouth. Seme ends up whipping his dick out and masturbating rubbing on his cheeks. lol. He cums and the post nut clarity comes and he says sorry. lol. Uke slaps him and kicks him out. At the end of the retreat, he doesn’t talk to Seme and ignores him every time Seme comes near him. While going to the bus he meets Black and he states that things worked out well with Seme. That he doesn’t need to be afraid he won’t tell anyone as long as he as no interest in him. Uke states he isn’t afraid and he never though of him that way and they won’t see each other again. Uke ignores Seme and gets on the bus. Seme text him if he is angry and Uke ignored him. Uke enters a bar and get drunk. Barista from work sees him and approaches him and tells him the bar after 9 is for gays and he will help him get a taxi home since he is drunk. Black hair is there and stops Barista from helping Uke when Uke gets approached. Uke nods off and wakes up less drunk and calls Seme who has been spamming if he is angry. He tells him to fuck off essentially but Seme states he will see him at work. Seme states he usually doesn’t care when someone doesn’t want to be apart of his life but he wants this time to be different. They all get a massage that the operations team will share office with editorial team. He laughs and goes have sex with the guy next to him because he smells like Seme. Uke has been a whore for 2 1/2 months now out of curiosity. Uke feels more comfortable in physical relationship then in serious ones. He can’t seem to find one that satisfies him fully during sex though. Uke also believes he has always been gay and doesn’t want Seme to be his type. lol. Life goes on and Seme acts the same even though he hasn’t brought up the incident. They go to a team diner together and Uke gets drunk because someone ordered vodka and can’t drink it so he does. Seme goes to check on him in the bathroom. Uke stumble on top of Seme. Uke feels up Seme and says out load he wants to suck him. Realizing what he said, he panics but then Seme tells him if he wants to try sucking it. Uke tries getting out of the situation but Seme carries him off telling everyone else he is drunk. They go to Seme’s place to have sex. Uke freaks out seeing his massive dick again and ask how many people he as slept with. Seme states that is non of his business why is he asking to which Uke tells him he won’t be able to sleep with anyone else after doing it with him. They end up having crazy sex. Uke knocks out and Seme cleans him up (Seme is wondering if sex with a guy is like that (don’t think he had sex with a man before. lol). He thinks Uke is pretty even in his sleep. Uke wakes up and realizes what happen. They are both in a dazed about it even if they don’t show it. At work, Seme tries to avoid him and the barista tell Uke that maybe it was a “dine and dash” type thing. lol. Uke ask to talk to Seme and states they need to define their relationship. Seme smiles and states he thought he wanted to ask him something important. lol. If he wants to be friends with benefits, if he’s that thirsty, if he likes his body that much.lol. He says he can’t know if he likes his until they do it more times. Uke is fired up with the challenge so he agrees to have more sex until he knows he feels good. And with that Seme provoked Uke and is happy. They become sex partners and Uke looks down to find out that Girlie heard everything so now he explain everything to her. She states that he needs to manage stress better and to look on the bright side, he got a stable relationship. lol. And tells him to prepare himself the merger is happening. Seme ends up doing the same thing to Marketing team lead that he did to Uke at the begging (telling him to keep revising even when he didn’t use it at the end). Uke tells him to stop doing that. Seme tells Uke he’s been working really hard and smiles. Uke gets reminded that Seme told him he wanted to go to his place (Uke has a mess trash everywhere (before his life got messed up he kept it tidy, so he told him no). Uke begins to tiny up again. At work people notice he looked extra handsome and after everyone leaves he as Seme where he wants to go to his place or a hotel since he offered to lend him a hand. Seme teases Uke at the office but doesn’t go further. lol. He orders fried chicken for dinner at the office. Uke gets annoyed and gets him wet (he changed the out of order sign in the bathroom. The faucet sprayed out). He tells Uke to hug him cuz he is cold. Uke leaves after he is done with work thinking he isn’t his boyfriend to be asking that. lol. Seme sends him a sexy pic and ask what he doing on the weekend. lol. The next day, Seme has a cold and Uke doesn’t feel bad but does feel a little guilty. Seme goes to the cafe to ask for lemon tea when he runs into Black. Seme tells him he needs to leave before there’s more blood shed. Once he does, Barista ask Seme what he ment by that. On the weekend, Uke goes to see a movie but doesn’t enjoy it because Seme is texting him disrupting his daily life. He goes home and Seme is there. Uke gets upset and tells him not to do that. Uke thinks he is there for sex. While letting him out, Uke feels his hand and he is burning up. Uke gives him medicine and lets him sleep on his bed. Uke cooks and they eat. After they end up having sex. After waking up, Seme is cleaning up and Uke tells him to leave. He does. Uke sleeps the rest of the day. Back to work, he is sick. lol. Work gets hectic and Black and M-Team Lead want to watch Uke’s melt down but unit doesn’t happen. He’s a true leader. Seme takes Uke home and ask Girly to look into Black. Seme confronts him (turns out Black lost his commission because of Uke and he was almost bankrupt. Uke was attempting to blow the whistle on the president but fail. That’s why he was harassed and isolated). Black stated he must have suspected him (Barista told him Black was stocking Uke and he is scared of him hitting him with a ball. lol). Manager comes in and states they should get along since Uke is taking a sick day. Seme ends up going to his place stating he thought he was dead. He still has work to do so he does it there while taking care of Uke. Uke ask for sex and Seme gives it but loses control when he sees his flushed crying sexy face and states they won’t have sex when he is sick. For the first time Seme puts his dick all the way in and Uke likes it but is also in pain. Uke passes out and Seme leaves him food in the fridge. Uke recovers. Seme to the reader reveals that he doesn’t know how to be in a proper relationship because people always come and go because they are scared of his dick or want to walk all over him. He annoys Uke because that’s better then being ignored. Barista tells Uke about Black being a stalker and the incident he had there and that he told Seme but not the name of the bar. He also ask if Seme was the coworker he slept with to which Uke states they are fuck buddies (Barista states he can’t say that with the expression Uke is making. lol). Seme begins to avoid Uke and act shy like he want to say something but can’t and is annoying Uke becomes he thinks that Seme now knows the bar he went to for hook ups. But Seme shouldn’t care if they aren’t each others first. Uke starts to think that maybe he’s the one who sucks at sex (Uke thinks Seme is really good at sex) that’s why Seme doesn’t want to have sex when sick. Uke believes Seme want to call it quits so Uke wants to beat it to it. They meet in a back room. Seme tells him that whoever Uke dates needs to be as strong as him to keep up with Uke personality and beatings.lol. Uke states why he shouldn’t care and so what if he is sexually frustrated all he has to do is fuck him. They get into and argument and have fight sex. lol. Since that day, they stop having sex and messaging each other. They talk at work and in one instant, Seme doesn’t want to infront of everyone he forgot something so he tells him privately and also if he is okay. Uke knows he should apologize to him but instead gets upset because he feels ashamed and creams he should tell him everything related to his team. Seme leaves. They once again ignore each other. Uke wires money to his mom to the USA were she lives. She is calling having boyfriend problems again. Uke is at the printer place and they ask about dating. Uke states not with his personality but the guy tells him there is a lid to every pot that he will find someone who can deal with it. Uke gets reminded of what Seme told him and now he feels like shit. lol. The deadline is meet and everyone is doing something fun. Uke tells himself he will feel better once he gets home and eats and red his book. When he was about to leave he drops his papers and just stares at them. Seme walks up and ask if he is okay. Uke tells him he isn’t okay. Seme holds his face in his hands and tells himself that he can’t do it anymore more. From the moment he meet Uke he wanted his eyes to always look at him. No matter how much he dislikes him and pushes him away, Seme doesn’t want to give up on Uke. Seme leans in for a kiss but his glasses (he’s been wearing since his eyes got strained) bump into Uke’s forehead. Uke realizes and moves away. He doesn’t want Seme to treat him kind like a boyfriend. Uke ask Seme to be rough with him so he can’t think of anything but Seme hugs him. Uke tells him he is acting out of line. Seme ask if he can. Uke tells him to not do that carelessly. They end up having rough sex which makes everything feel so unfamiliar to Uke. Seme carries him out to the car and Uke doesn’t want to be alone so he ask Seme if he can go to his place. Seme agrees. Uke tells him not to change his cologne and Seme says don’t make me change it. lol. Uke wakes up the next day. They have the breakfast Seme made for them. Seme tells Uke he looks so sexy today (Uke took a shower with his stuff and if wearing Seme’s tshirt only). Seme attacks Uke sexually. lol. Uke tells him he is sore so he puts it between his legs to have sex. Seme ask what Uke is doing on Sunday and Uke tells him bookstore and movie. Seme states he was doing the same and Uke suggests doing it together. Uke is relieved that the messy relationship hasn’t come to an end. They go to the movies, the bookstore, petting puppy place, and just when they were going to go eat, Uke gets a call from his mom that she is back in Korea. Uke gets to pick her up and finds out his mother was beaten up by the boyfriend, malnourished, and all the money he gave her taken by him. He calls aunt to help take care of her in the hospital. Uke has to do work remotely because he is looking after his mom while looking for lawyers and mom’s insurance (mom is also causing a ruckus in the hospital). Uke is tired and doesn’t eat much. Mom doesn’t like sister’s husband so she ask to stay at Uke’s place. He blows up because she isnt making things easy.(Seme went to his place one time but Uke told him not to do that). Uke gives in an answer Seme that he can come with coffee. In the car, Uke finally breaks down crying but ask Seme to be rough with him again (he wants to pass out after sex and forget everything). Seme states he doesn’t want to and kisses Uke. Uke doesn’t fight it because it feels good and they end up having car sex. Uke fall asleep and wakes up rushing to see him mom (they had sex in the parking lot of the hospital). Seme is there making her laugh. Uke states he isn’t a friend and leaves with Seme. Seme gives him something to eat and tells him about his own mother (she was terminally ill). Uke tells him about him getting angry and ashamed with the mom situation. Seme tells him he is just depressed not angry. Uke ask that once he checks up on mom again he can sleep at his own place if he wants to come and Seme agrees. Uke forgot that his place is a mess but Seme helps tidy up including Uke taking him a shower and such. They fall asleep in each others arms. Uke and Seme are getting along again at the work place. Seme text Uke if he can come over because he is pent up. Uke realises again the relationship they have. Seme buys Uke a tie. Uke tells him that it feels that he is compensating for sex. Seme gets upset and they both end up rough handling each other in the restroom about to fuck when Uke tells him it’s not his first time doing it in the restroom. 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