yearoftherat's manga / #8+ rating(13)

Student x Adult *Neighbors *Eats together *Screwed up kid living alone *Believes he has to give thanks with his body *Is raped by a guy who comes over to give him the money his benefactor wants him to receive *Seme tries to help him, want to take care of him and feed him - but doesn't know how much he can interfere *Hears them having sex *Uke finally starts hating it *Realizes what it's like to WANT to have sex, with the person he loved - becomes shy *Goes out for air but never comes back *leaves to study overseas with his benefactor *Tells seme he'll be back - but he doesn't have to wait for him, though he hopes he will *He does - never leaving his place *Ends with ringing doorbell

*President at school falls for the fat nerd and makes him his secretary *Uke overheard them talking about him being a nuisance and a fat piggy and thought that seme was talking as well *Mean twins *Twins ordered by semes father to erase all info on uke, so he can't find him *Becomes president of ukes company and wants him as a secretary *Loves space - both of them - working on a rover *Seme saved the book uke dropped when he ran away all those years apart *Finally confession and kiss - but mean twins show up and utterly humiliate uke * seme can't take his side because his dad has threatened to get rid of uke *Uke thinks he's just been toying with him again and avoids him *Saves company together

Clumsy guy x Gay guy Clumsy guy always falling over and doing stuff to gay guy *Making gay guy believe clumsy guy is flirting with him *Clumsy guy has no friends due to him being this way *Agrees to date gay guy for a month *Uke is insecure and pressures seme too much imo *Sees seme go into hotel with a girl - trying to learn about sex *Shitty ex turns up and says shit in front of seme *In love