shapeless's manga / #Insecure(44)

Akakute Amai

Complete | MEGU Iroha | 2015 released

7 Chapters Arimoto is a host who got kicked out of his girlfriend's house after she fell in love with her dentist. Wondering what this guy could possibly have over him, Arimoto seeks him out, only to discover that Dr. Noda never seems to take his mask off! Arimoto continues tailing Noda to discover what he's hiding, and accidentally catches him without his surgical mask only to discover... he's really attractive! Noda's face flushes bright red and he collapses after being seen, and when Arimoto rushes to his aid, he discovers the dentist's secret...

Yokoshima Moobstretch

Complete | Oshizu | 2019 released

Haru ga kita

Complete | Mochino Kome | 2017 released

5 Chapters CW // one of the two main characters is a CSA survivor with a traumatic past—also the (super annoying) scanlators who picked it up halfway through have no sense of tact when crediting their redrawers since there's an ugly doodle of a woman with a nosebleed holding a sign that reads "fuck him hard in the butt" next to the decensored pages of the underage character being groomed, manipulated, and raped, which really rubs me the wrong way NOTE: the story contains dark elements, but also has positive representation of a trans man who doesn't fall into any stereotypes and is actually a decent person who wants to look out for his nephew(?)

Kocchi Muite, Ai

Complete | michinoku atami | 2015 released

5(+1) Chapters 1-4) Unrequited Love + Jealous Neighbour 5) Uke x2 5.5) Bonus for main story

Kitaru Harekake no Ashita yo

Complete | Ueda Aki | 2000 released

Kikoenai Koe

Complete | kyouyama atsuki | 2006 released

Mienai Hoshi

Complete | kyouyama atsuki | 2008 released

Ao no Flag

Complete | Kaito | 2000 released

Sono Kao Mitara, Gaman wa Dekinai

Complete | YAREYA Umako | 2018 released

5 Chapters ~ Yaoi / Smut / Romance 1-4) “When I See Your Face I Can't Hold It Anymore” — ★★☆☆☆ [EXPLICIT] [censored] [smut] [office life] [businessmen] [colleagues/coworkers] [senpai/kouhai] [ikemen x2] [insecure] [past bullying] [non-consensual sexual touching] [dubious consent] [public sex] [office sex] [file-room sex] [conference room sex] [praise kink] [handjobs] [oral sex] [rimjobs] [anal sex] [unrealistic sex] [Yaoi Hole] [complex feelings] Matsukawa is a good-looking businessman who's quite popular with his coworkers—and he knows it! Due to some past bullying for being unattractive, Matsukawa puts a lot of hard work into his appearance, always going the extra mile to ensure that he always looks his best and that the people around him like him. This is in stark contrast to the new guy Yuuki—whose natural, effortless beauty is only spoiled by his straightforward, work-first attitude! After getting into a spot of trouble by bluntly brushing off some of his female coworkers (looking to get in with the hot new guy and snag some beauty tips while they're at it), Matsukawa swoops in to save the day and salvage their work-relationship; but Yuuki seems to hardly care! He doesn't even bother to learn Matsukawa's name properly! Matsukawa is frustrated by this, but doesn't plan on letting it affect him publicly, instead choosing to fume quietly to himself while he eats his tiny lunch in the filing room (as per usual) and do his mid-day beauty routine, when who's to enter but Yuuki! Humiliated that the effort he puts into his appearance has been discovered by Mr. Natural-Beauty, Matsukawa tries to save-face and desperately hopes that Yuuki doesn't spill his secret to their coworkers—but unexpectedly, Yuuki instead compliments his dedication? And the next time they meet, Yuuki makes advances on him?! And starts touching him in the filing room?!?! 5) “The Crimson-Eyed Offering: Akari of the Gods” — ★★★★☆ (+Extras) [EXPLICIT] [censored] [pseudo-historical] [deity] [human-sacrifice] [devotion] [non-explicit pedophilia] [imprisonment] [dubious consent at times] [attempted rape] [anal sex] [happy ending] Tokoyoda residence is the biggest and wealthiest house in the region. The secret to their prosperity is their Guardian Deity—who they have imprisoned in a cramped zashiki-warashi (a parlour or sitting room with tatami floors) and keep locked away with chains and talismans. To keep the Guardian Deity appeased, they offer him human sacrifices to ‘warm his bed’ and otherwise attend to his needs after nightfall, but they tend not to last very long; giving their bodies to the Guardian Deity results in their eyes becoming red and their bodies growing gradually weaker—a condition that invariably kills them once their eyes shift fully crimson. The current offering was picked up off the street as an unnamed child, following the death of his predecessor. He was given to the Guardian Deity—still mourning the death of the previous offering—and he was surprised to find that even gods could cry, so he wanted to do everything in his power to make the Guardian Deity feel better, and became utterly devoted to him, finding purpose in his position despite the disgusted looks and whispers that follow him through the Tokoyoda residence. After seven years, and with his eyes quite red, it is rumoured that he is not long for this world, but he is unbothered by it, and instead does his duty happily, enjoying the company of the Guardian Deity however he'll take him. One night, the offering confesses that he had a dream of the two of them escaping the Tokoyoda residence and living freely together in the warmth of the sunlight, and the Guardian Deity begins to think that this time might be different, so the two agree to give eachother names in preparation. The offering—having never been named before—is given the name Akari, meaning "bright" (or alternatively, "vermillion red" depending on the spelling, both make sense in context) and the Deity—having been imprisoned so long he has forgotten his name—is given the name Hinata, meaning "sunny place", since they have become each other's light in the oppressive Tokoyoda residence. Also contains extras for the main story.